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- O Pioneers!
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- by Willa Cather
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- PART I
-
- The Wild Land
-
-
-
-
- I
-
-
- One January day, thirty years ago, the little
- town of Hanover, anchored on a windy Ne-
- braska tableland, was trying not to be blown
- away. A mist of fine snowflakes was curling
- and eddying about the cluster of low drab
- buildings huddled on the gray prairie, under a
- gray sky. The dwelling-houses were set about
- haphazard on the tough prairie sod; some of
- them looked as if they had been moved in
- overnight, and others as if they were straying
- off by themselves, headed straight for the open
- plain. None of them had any appearance of
- permanence, and the howling wind blew under
- them as well as over them. The main street
- was a deeply rutted road, now frozen hard,
- which ran from the squat red railway station
- and the grain "elevator" at the north end of
- the town to the lumber yard and the horse
- pond at the south end. On either side of this
- road straggled two uneven rows of wooden
- buildings; the general merchandise stores, the
- two banks, the drug store, the feed store, the
- saloon, the post-office. The board sidewalks
- were gray with trampled snow, but at two
- o'clock in the afternoon the shopkeepers, hav-
- ing come back from dinner, were keeping well
- behind their frosty windows. The children were
- all in school, and there was nobody abroad in
- the streets but a few rough-looking country-
- men in coarse overcoats, with their long caps
- pulled down to their noses. Some of them had
- brought their wives to town, and now and then
- a red or a plaid shawl flashed out of one store
- into the shelter of another. At the hitch-bars
- along the street a few heavy work-horses, har-
- nessed to farm wagons, shivered under their
- blankets. About the station everything was
- quiet, for there would not be another train in
- until night.
-
- On the sidewalk in front of one of the stores
- sat a little Swede boy, crying bitterly. He was
- about five years old. His black cloth coat was
- much too big for him and made him look like
- a little old man. His shrunken brown flannel
- dress had been washed many times and left a
- long stretch of stocking between the hem of his
- skirt and the tops of his clumsy, copper-toed
- shoes. His cap was pulled down over his ears;
- his nose and his chubby cheeks were chapped
- and red with cold. He cried quietly, and the
- few people who hurried by did not notice him.
- He was afraid to stop any one, afraid to go into
- the store and ask for help, so he sat wringing his
- long sleeves and looking up a telegraph pole
- beside him, whimpering, "My kitten, oh, my
- kitten! Her will fweeze!" At the top of the
- pole crouched a shivering gray kitten, mewing
- faintly and clinging desperately to the wood
- with her claws. The boy had been left at the
- store while his sister went to the doctor's office,
- and in her absence a dog had chased his kit-
- ten up the pole. The little creature had never
- been so high before, and she was too frightened
- to move. Her master was sunk in despair. He
- was a little country boy, and this village was to
- him a very strange and perplexing place, where
- people wore fine clothes and had hard hearts.
- He always felt shy and awkward here, and
- wanted to hide behind things for fear some one
- might laugh at him. Just now, he was too un-
- happy to care who laughed. At last he seemed
- to see a ray of hope: his sister was coming, and
- he got up and ran toward her in his heavy
- shoes.
-
- His sister was a tall, strong girl, and she
- walked rapidly and resolutely, as if she knew
- exactly where she was going and what she was
- going to do next. She wore a man's long ulster
- (not as if it were an affliction, but as if it were
- very comfortable and belonged to her; carried
- it like a young soldier), and a round plush cap,
- tied down with a thick veil. She had a serious,
- thoughtful face, and her clear, deep blue eyes
- were fixed intently on the distance, without
- seeming to see anything, as if she were in
- trouble. She did not notice the little boy until
- he pulled her by the coat. Then she stopped
- short and stooped down to wipe his wet face.
-
- "Why, Emil! I told you to stay in the store
- and not to come out. What is the matter with
- you?"
-
- "My kitten, sister, my kitten! A man put
- her out, and a dog chased her up there." His
- forefinger, projecting from the sleeve of his coat,
- pointed up to the wretched little creature on
- the pole.
-
- "Oh, Emil! Didn't I tell you she'd get us
- into trouble of some kind, if you brought her?
- What made you tease me so? But there, I
- ought to have known better myself." She went
- to the foot of the pole and held out her arms,
- crying, "Kitty, kitty, kitty," but the kitten
- only mewed and faintly waved its tail. Alex-
- andra turned away decidedly. "No, she won't
- come down. Somebody will have to go up after
- her. I saw the Linstrums' wagon in town. I'll
- go and see if I can find Carl. Maybe he can do
- something. Only you must stop crying, or I
- won't go a step. Where's your comforter? Did
- you leave it in the store? Never mind. Hold
- still, till I put this on you."
-
- She unwound the brown veil from her head
- and tied it about his throat. A shabby little
- traveling man, who was just then coming out of
- the store on his way to the saloon, stopped and
- gazed stupidly at the shining mass of hair she
- bared when she took off her veil; two thick
- braids, pinned about her head in the German
- way, with a fringe of reddish-yellow curls blow-
- ing out from under her cap. He took his cigar
- out of his mouth and held the wet end between
- the fingers of his woolen glove. "My God, girl,
- what a head of hair!" he exclaimed, quite
- innocently and foolishly. She stabbed him with
- a glance of Amazonian fierceness and drew in
- her lower lip--most unnecessary severity. It
- gave the little clothing drummer such a start
- that he actually let his cigar fall to the side-
- walk and went off weakly in the teeth of the
- wind to the saloon. His hand was still unsteady
- when he took his glass from the bartender. His
- feeble flirtatious instincts had been crushed
- before, but never so mercilessly. He felt cheap
- and ill-used, as if some one had taken advan-
- tage of him. When a drummer had been knock-
- ing about in little drab towns and crawling
- across the wintry country in dirty smoking-
- cars, was he to be blamed if, when he chanced
- upon a fine human creature, he suddenly wished
- himself more of a man?
-
- While the little drummer was drinking to
- recover his nerve, Alexandra hurried to the
- drug store as the most likely place to find Carl
- Linstrum. There he was, turning over a port-
- folio of chromo "studies" which the druggist
- sold to the Hanover women who did china-
- painting. Alexandra explained her predica-
- ment, and the boy followed her to the corner,
- where Emil still sat by the pole.
-
- "I'll have to go up after her, Alexandra. I
- think at the depot they have some spikes I can
- strap on my feet. Wait a minute." Carl thrust
- his hands into his pockets, lowered his head,
- and darted up the street against the north
- wind. He was a tall boy of fifteen, slight and
- narrow-chested. When he came back with the
- spikes, Alexandra asked him what he had done
- with his overcoat.
-
- "I left it in the drug store. I couldn't climb
- in it, anyhow. Catch me if I fall, Emil," he
- called back as he began his ascent. Alexandra
- watched him anxiously; the cold was bitter
- enough on the ground. The kitten would not
- budge an inch. Carl had to go to the very top
- of the pole, and then had some difficulty in tear-
- ing her from her hold. When he reached the
- ground, he handed the cat to her tearful little
- master. "Now go into the store with her, Emil,
- and get warm." He opened the door for the
- child. "Wait a minute, Alexandra. Why can't
- I drive for you as far as our place? It's get-
- ting colder every minute. Have you seen the
- doctor?"
-
- "Yes. He is coming over to-morrow. But
- he says father can't get better; can't get well."
- The girl's lip trembled. She looked fixedly up
- the bleak street as if she were gathering her
- strength to face something, as if she were try-
- ing with all her might to grasp a situation which,
- no matter how painful, must be met and dealt
- with somehow. The wind flapped the skirts of
- her heavy coat about her.
-
- Carl did not say anything, but she felt his
- sympathy. He, too, was lonely. He was a thin,
- frail boy, with brooding dark eyes, very quiet
- in all his movements. There was a delicate pallor
- in his thin face, and his mouth was too sensitive
- for a boy's. The lips had already a little curl
- of bitterness and skepticism. The two friends
- stood for a few moments on the windy street
- corner, not speaking a word, as two travelers,
- who have lost their way, sometimes stand and
- admit their perplexity in silence. When Carl
- turned away he said, "I'll see to your team."
- Alexandra went into the store to have her pur-
- chases packed in the egg-boxes, and to get warm
- before she set out on her long cold drive.
-
- When she looked for Emil, she found him sit-
- ting on a step of the staircase that led up to the
- clothing and carpet department. He was play-
- ing with a little Bohemian girl, Marie Tovesky,
- who was tying her handkerchief over the kit-
- ten's head for a bonnet. Marie was a stranger
- in the country, having come from Omaha with
- her mother to visit her uncle, Joe Tovesky. She
- was a dark child, with brown curly hair, like a
- brunette doll's, a coaxing little red mouth,
- and round, yellow-brown eyes. Every one
- noticed her eyes; the brown iris had golden
- glints that made them look like gold-stone, or,
- in softer lights, like that Colorado mineral
- called tiger-eye.
-
- The country children thereabouts wore their
- dresses to their shoe-tops, but this city child
- was dressed in what was then called the "Kate
- Greenaway" manner, and her red cashmere
- frock, gathered full from the yoke, came almost
- to the floor. This, with her poke bonnet, gave
- her the look of a quaint little woman. She had
- a white fur tippet about her neck and made
- no fussy objections when Emil fingered it
- admiringly. Alexandra had not the heart to
- take him away from so pretty a playfellow, and
- she let them tease the kitten together until Joe
- Tovesky came in noisily and picked up his little
- niece, setting her on his shoulder for every
- one to see. His children were all boys, and he
- adored this little creature. His cronies formed
- a circle about him, admiring and teasing the
- little girl, who took their jokes with great good
- nature. They were all delighted with her, for
- they seldom saw so pretty and carefully nur-
- tured a child. They told her that she must
- choose one of them for a sweetheart, and each
- began pressing his suit and offering her bribes;
- candy, and little pigs, and spotted calves. She
- looked archly into the big, brown, mustached
- faces, smelling of spirits and tobacco, then she
- ran her tiny forefinger delicately over Joe's
- bristly chin and said, "Here is my sweetheart."
-
- The Bohemians roared with laughter, and
- Marie's uncle hugged her until she cried, "Please
- don't, Uncle Joe! You hurt me." Each of Joe's
- friends gave her a bag of candy, and she kissed
- them all around, though she did not like coun-
- try candy very well. Perhaps that was why she
- bethought herself of Emil. "Let me down,
- Uncle Joe," she said, "I want to give some of
- my candy to that nice little boy I found." She
- walked graciously over to Emil, followed by her
- lusty admirers, who formed a new circle and
- teased the little boy until he hid his face in his
- sister's skirts, and she had to scold him for
- being such a baby.
-
- The farm people were making preparations
- to start for home. The women were checking
- over their groceries and pinning their big red
- shawls about their heads. The men were buy-
- ing tobacco and candy with what money they
- had left, were showing each other new boots
- and gloves and blue flannel shirts. Three big
- Bohemians were drinking raw alcohol, tinctured
- with oil of cinnamon. This was said to fortify
- one effectually against the cold, and they
- smacked their lips after each pull at the flask.
- Their volubility drowned every other noise in
- the place, and the overheated store sounded of
- their spirited language as it reeked of pipe
- smoke, damp woolens, and kerosene.
-
- Carl came in, wearing his overcoat and carry-
- ing a wooden box with a brass handle. "Come,"
- he said, "I've fed and watered your team, and
- the wagon is ready." He carried Emil out and
- tucked him down in the straw in the wagon-
- box. The heat had made the little boy sleepy,
- but he still clung to his kitten.
-
- "You were awful good to climb so high and
- get my kitten, Carl. When I get big I'll climb
- and get little boys' kittens for them," he mur-
- mured drowsily. Before the horses were over
- the first hill, Emil and his cat were both fast
- asleep.
-
- Although it was only four o'clock, the winter
- day was fading. The road led southwest, toward
- the streak of pale, watery light that glimmered
- in the leaden sky. The light fell upon the two
- sad young faces that were turned mutely toward
- it: upon the eyes of the girl, who seemed to be
- looking with such anguished perplexity into
- the future; upon the sombre eyes of the boy,
- who seemed already to be looking into the past.
- The little town behind them had vanished as if
- it had never been, had fallen behind the swell
- of the prairie, and the stern frozen country
- received them into its bosom. The homesteads
- were few and far apart; here and there a wind-
- mill gaunt against the sky, a sod house crouch-
- ing in a hollow. But the great fact was the land
- itself, which seemed to overwhelm the little
- beginnings of human society that struggled in
- its sombre wastes. It was from facing this vast
- hardness that the boy's mouth had become so
- bitter; because he felt that men were too weak
- to make any mark here, that the land wanted
- to be let alone, to preserve its own fierce
- strength, its peculiar, savage kind of beauty,
- its uninterrupted mournfulness.
-
- The wagon jolted along over the frozen road.
- The two friends had less to say to each other
- than usual, as if the cold had somehow pene-
- trated to their hearts.
-
- "Did Lou and Oscar go to the Blue to cut
- wood to-day?" Carl asked.
-
- "Yes. I'm almost sorry I let them go, it's
- turned so cold. But mother frets if the wood
- gets low." She stopped and put her hand to
- her forehead, brushing back her hair. "I don't
- know what is to become of us, Carl, if father
- has to die. I don't dare to think about it. I
- wish we could all go with him and let the grass
- grow back over everything."
-
- Carl made no reply. Just ahead of them was
- the Norwegian graveyard, where the grass had,
- indeed, grown back over everything, shaggy
- and red, hiding even the wire fence. Carl real-
- ized that he was not a very helpful companion,
- but there was nothing he could say.
-
- "Of course," Alexandra went on, steadying
- her voice a little, "the boys are strong and work
- hard, but we've always depended so on father
- that I don't see how we can go ahead. I almost
- feel as if there were nothing to go ahead for."
-
- "Does your father know?"
-
- "Yes, I think he does. He lies and counts
- on his fingers all day. I think he is trying to
- count up what he is leaving for us. It's a com-
- fort to him that my chickens are laying right
- on through the cold weather and bringing in a
- little money. I wish we could keep his mind off
- such things, but I don't have much time to be
- with him now."
-
- "I wonder if he'd like to have me bring my
- magic lantern over some evening?"
-
- Alexandra turned her face toward him. "Oh,
- Carl! Have you got it?"
-
- "Yes. It's back there in the straw. Didn't
- you notice the box I was carrying? I tried it all
- morning in the drug-store cellar, and it worked
- ever so well, makes fine big pictures."
-
- "What are they about?"
-
- "Oh, hunting pictures in Germany, and
- Robinson Crusoe and funny pictures about
- cannibals. I'm going to paint some slides for
- it on glass, out of the Hans Andersen book."
-
- Alexandra seemed actually cheered. There is
- often a good deal of the child left in people who
- have had to grow up too soon. "Do bring it
- over, Carl. I can hardly wait to see it, and I'm
- sure it will please father. Are the pictures col-
- ored? Then I know he'll like them. He likes
- the calendars I get him in town. I wish I could
- get more. You must leave me here, mustn't
- you? It's been nice to have company."
-
- Carl stopped the horses and looked dubi-
- ously up at the black sky. "It's pretty dark.
- Of course the horses will take you home, but I
- think I'd better light your lantern, in case you
- should need it."
-
- He gave her the reins and climbed back into
- the wagon-box, where he crouched down and
- made a tent of his overcoat. After a dozen
- trials he succeeded in lighting the lantern, which
- he placed in front of Alexandra, half covering
- it with a blanket so that the light would not
- shine in her eyes. "Now, wait until I find my
- box. Yes, here it is. Good-night, Alexandra.
- Try not to worry." Carl sprang to the ground
- and ran off across the fields toward the Linstrum
- homestead. "Hoo, hoo-o-o-o!" he called back
- as he disappeared over a ridge and dropped
- into a sand gully. The wind answered him like
- an echo, "Hoo, hoo-o-o-o-o-o!" Alexandra
- drove off alone. The rattle of her wagon was
- lost in the howling of the wind, but her lantern,
- held firmly between her feet, made a moving
- point of light along the highway, going deeper
- and deeper into the dark country.
-
-
-
- II
-
-
- On one of the ridges of that wintry waste
- stood the low log house in which John Bergson
- was dying. The Bergson homestead was easier
- to find than many another, because it over-
- looked Norway Creek, a shallow, muddy stream
- that sometimes flowed, and sometimes stood
- still, at the bottom of a winding ravine with
- steep, shelving sides overgrown with brush and
- cottonwoods and dwarf ash. This creek gave a
- sort of identity to the farms that bordered upon
- it. Of all the bewildering things about a new
- country, the absence of human landmarks is
- one of the most depressing and disheartening.
- The houses on the Divide were small and were
- usually tucked away in low places; you did not
- see them until you came directly upon them.
- Most of them were built of the sod itself, and
- were only the unescapable ground in another
- form. The roads were but faint tracks in the
- grass, and the fields were scarcely noticeable.
- The record of the plow was insignificant, like
- the feeble scratches on stone left by prehistoric
- races, so indeterminate that they may, after all,
- be only the markings of glaciers, and not a rec-
- ord of human strivings.
-
- In eleven long years John Bergson had made
- but little impression upon the wild land he had
- come to tame. It was still a wild thing that had
- its ugly moods; and no one knew when they
- were likely to come, or why. Mischance hung
- over it. Its Genius was unfriendly to man. The
- sick man was feeling this as he lay looking out
- of the window, after the doctor had left him,
- on the day following Alexandra's trip to town.
- There it lay outside his door, the same land, the
- same lead-colored miles. He knew every ridge
- and draw and gully between him and the
- horizon. To the south, his plowed fields; to the
- east, the sod stables, the cattle corral, the pond,
- --and then the grass.
-
- Bergson went over in his mind the things
- that had held him back. One winter his cattle
- had perished in a blizzard. The next summer
- one of his plow horses broke its leg in a prairie-
- dog hole and had to be shot. Another summer he
- lost his hogs from cholera, and a valuable
- stallion died from a rattlesnake bite. Time and
- again his crops had failed. He had lost two
- children, boys, that came between Lou and
- Emil, and there had been the cost of sickness
- and death. Now, when he had at last struggled
- out of debt, he was going to die himself. He
- was only forty-six, and had, of course, counted
- upon more time.
-
- Bergson had spent his first five years on the
- Divide getting into debt, and the last six getting
- out. He had paid off his mortgages and had
- ended pretty much where he began, with the
- land. He owned exactly six hundred and forty
- acres of what stretched outside his door; his own
- original homestead and timber claim, making
- three hundred and twenty acres, and the half-
- section adjoining, the homestead of a younger
- brother who had given up the fight, gone back
- to Chicago to work in a fancy bakery and dis-
- tinguish himself in a Swedish athletic club. So
- far John had not attempted to cultivate the
- second half-section, but used it for pasture
- land, and one of his sons rode herd there in
- open weather.
-
- John Bergson had the Old-World belief that
- land, in itself, is desirable. But this land was
- an enigma. It was like a horse that no one
- knows how to break to harness, that runs wild
- and kicks things to pieces. He had an idea that
- no one understood how to farm it properly, and
- this he often discussed with Alexandra. Their
- neighbors, certainly, knew even less about
- farming than he did. Many of them had
- never worked on a farm until they took up
- their homesteads. They had been HANDWERKERS
- at home; tailors, locksmiths, joiners, cigar-
- makers, etc. Bergson himself had worked in a
- shipyard.
-
- For weeks, John Bergson had been thinking
- about these things. His bed stood in the sitting-
- room, next to the kitchen. Through the day,
- while the baking and washing and ironing were
- going on, the father lay and looked up at the
- roof beams that he himself had hewn, or out at
- the cattle in the corral. He counted the cattle
- over and over. It diverted him to speculate as
- to how much weight each of the steers would
- probably put on by spring. He often called his
- daughter in to talk to her about this. Before
- Alexandra was twelve years old she had begun
- to be a help to him, and as she grew older he
- had come to depend more and more upon her
- resourcefulness and good judgment. His boys
- were willing enough to work, but when he
- talked with them they usually irritated him. It
- was Alexandra who read the papers and fol-
- lowed the markets, and who learned by the mis-
- takes of their neighbors. It was Alexandra who
- could always tell about what it had cost to fat-
- ten each steer, and who could guess the weight
- of a hog before it went on the scales closer than
- John Bergson himself. Lou and Oscar were in-
- dustrious, but he could never teach them to use
- their heads about their work.
-
- Alexandra, her father often said to himself,
- was like her grandfather; which was his way of
- saying that she was intelligent. John Bergson's
- father had been a shipbuilder, a man of consid-
- erable force and of some fortune. Late in life he
- married a second time, a Stockholm woman of
- questionable character, much younger than he,
- who goaded him into every sort of extrava-
- gance. On the shipbuilder's part, this marriage
- was an infatuation, the despairing folly of a
- powerful man who cannot bear to grow old.
- In a few years his unprincipled wife warped the
- probity of a lifetime. He speculated, lost his
- own fortune and funds entrusted to him by
- poor seafaring men, and died disgraced, leav-
- ing his children nothing. But when all was said,
- he had come up from the sea himself, had built
- up a proud little business with no capital but his
- own skill and foresight, and had proved himself
- a man. In his daughter, John Bergson recog-
- nized the strength of will, and the simple direct
- way of thinking things out, that had charac-
- terized his father in his better days. He would
- much rather, of course, have seen this likeness
- in one of his sons, but it was not a question of
- choice. As he lay there day after day he had to
- accept the situation as it was, and to be thank-
- ful that there was one among his children to
- whom he could entrust the future of his family
- and the possibilities of his hard-won land.
-
- The winter twilight was fading. The sick
- man heard his wife strike a match in the kitchen,
- and the light of a lamp glimmered through the
- cracks of the door. It seemed like a light shin-
- ing far away. He turned painfully in his bed
- and looked at his white hands, with all the
- work gone out of them. He was ready to give
- up, he felt. He did not know how it had come
- about, but he was quite willing to go deep un-
- der his fields and rest, where the plow could not
- find him. He was tired of making mistakes. He
- was content to leave the tangle to other hands;
- he thought of his Alexandra's strong ones.
-
- "DOTTER," he called feebly, "DOTTER!" He
- heard her quick step and saw her tall figure
- appear in the doorway, with the light of the
- lamp behind her. He felt her youth and
- strength, how easily she moved and stooped
- and lifted. But he would not have had it again
- if he could, not he! He knew the end too well to
- wish to begin again. He knew where it all went
- to, what it all became.
-
- His daughter came and lifted him up on his
- pillows. She called him by an old Swedish name
- that she used to call him when she was little
- and took his dinner to him in the shipyard.
-
- "Tell the boys to come here, daughter. I
- want to speak to them."
-
- "They are feeding the horses, father. They
- have just come back from the Blue. Shall I
- call them?"
-
- He sighed. "No, no. Wait until they come
- in. Alexandra, you will have to do the best you
- can for your brothers. Everything will come on
- you."
-
- "I will do all I can, father."
-
- "Don't let them get discouraged and go off
- like Uncle Otto. I want them to keep the land."
-
- "We will, father. We will never lose the
- land."
-
- There was a sound of heavy feet in the
- kitchen. Alexandra went to the door and beck-
- oned to her brothers, two strapping boys of
- seventeen and nineteen. They came in and
- stood at the foot of the bed. Their father looked
- at them searchingly, though it was too dark to
- see their faces; they were just the same boys, he
- told himself, he had not been mistaken in them.
- The square head and heavy shoulders belonged
- to Oscar, the elder. The younger boy was
- quicker, but vacillating.
-
- "Boys," said the father wearily, "I want you
- to keep the land together and to be guided by
- your sister. I have talked to her since I have
- been sick, and she knows all my wishes. I
- want no quarrels among my children, and so
- long as there is one house there must be one
- head. Alexandra is the oldest, and she knows
- my wishes. She will do the best she can. If she
- makes mistakes, she will not make so many as
- I have made. When you marry, and want a
- house of your own, the land will be divided
- fairly, according to the courts. But for the next
- few years you will have it hard, and you must
- all keep together. Alexandra will manage the
- best she can."
-
- Oscar, who was usually the last to speak,
- replied because he was the older, "Yes, father.
- It would be so anyway, without your speaking.
- We will all work the place together."
-
- "And you will be guided by your sister, boys,
- and be good brothers to her, and good sons to
- your mother? That is good. And Alexandra
- must not work in the fields any more. There is
- no necessity now. Hire a man when you need
- help. She can make much more with her eggs
- and butter than the wages of a man. It was
- one of my mistakes that I did not find that out
- sooner. Try to break a little more land every
- year; sod corn is good for fodder. Keep turning
- the land, and always put up more hay than you
- need. Don't grudge your mother a little time
- for plowing her garden and setting out fruit
- trees, even if it comes in a busy season. She has
- been a good mother to you, and she has always
-
- When they went back to the kitchen the boys
- sat down silently at the table. Throughout the
- meal they looked down at their plates and did
- not lift their red eyes. They did not eat much,
- although they had been working in the cold all
- day, and there was a rabbit stewed in gravy for
- supper, and prune pies.
-
- John Bergson had married beneath him, but
- he had married a good housewife. Mrs. Berg-
- son was a fair-skinned, corpulent woman, heavy
- and placid like her son, Oscar, but there was
- something comfortable about her; perhaps it
- was her own love of comfort. For eleven years
- she had worthily striven to maintain some sem-
- blance of household order amid conditions that
- made order very difficult. Habit was very
- strong with Mrs. Bergson, and her unremitting
- efforts to repeat the routine of her old life among
- new surroundings had done a great deal to keep
- the family from disintegrating morally and get-
- ting careless in their ways. The Bergsons had
- a log house, for instance, only because Mrs.
- Bergson would not live in a sod house. She
- missed the fish diet of her own country, and
- twice every summer she sent the boys to the
- river, twenty miles to the southward, to fish
- for channel cat. When the children were little
- she used to load them all into the wagon, the
- baby in its crib, and go fishing herself.
-
- Alexandra often said that if her mother were
- cast upon a desert island, she would thank God
- for her deliverance, make a garden, and find
- something to preserve. Preserving was almost
- a mania with Mrs. Bergson. Stout as she was,
- she roamed the scrubby banks of Norway Creek
- looking for fox grapes and goose plums, like a
- wild creature in search of prey. She made a yel-
- low jam of the insipid ground-cherries that grew
- on the prairie, flavoring it with lemon peel; and
- she made a sticky dark conserve of garden toma-
- toes. She had experimented even with the rank
- buffalo-pea, and she could not see a fine bronze
- cluster of them without shaking her head and
- murmuring, "What a pity!" When there was
- nothing more to preserve, she began to pickle.
- The amount of sugar she used in these processes
- was sometimes a serious drain upon the family
- resources. She was a good mother, but she was
- glad when her children were old enough not to
- be in her way in the kitchen. She had never
- quite forgiven John Bergson for bringing her
- to the end of the earth; but, now that she was
- there, she wanted to be let alone to reconstruct
- her old life in so far as that was possible. She
- could still take some comfort in the world if
- she had bacon in the cave, glass jars on the
- shelves, and sheets in the press. She disap-
- proved of all her neighbors because of their
- slovenly housekeeping, and the women thought
- her very proud. Once when Mrs. Bergson, on
- her way to Norway Creek, stopped to see old
- Mrs. Lee, the old woman hid in the haymow
- "for fear Mis' Bergson would catch her bare-
- foot."
-
-
-
- III
-
-
- One Sunday afternoon in July, six months
- after John Bergson's death, Carl was sitting in
- the doorway of the Linstrum kitchen, dreaming
- over an illustrated paper, when he heard the
- rattle of a wagon along the hill road. Looking
- up he recognized the Bergsons' team, with two
- seats in the wagon, which meant they were off
- for a pleasure excursion. Oscar and Lou, on
- the front seat, wore their cloth hats and coats,
- never worn except on Sundays, and Emil, on
- the second seat with Alexandra, sat proudly in
- his new trousers, made from a pair of his
- father's, and a pink-striped shirt, with a wide
- ruffled collar. Oscar stopped the horses and
- waved to Carl, who caught up his hat and ran
- through the melon patch to join them.
-
- "Want to go with us?" Lou called. "We're
- going to Crazy Ivar's to buy a hammock."
-
- "Sure." Carl ran up panting, and clamber-
- ing over the wheel sat down beside Emil. "I've
- always wanted to see Ivar's pond. They say
- it's the biggest in all the country. Aren't you
- afraid to go to Ivar's in that new shirt, Emil?
- He might want it and take it right off your
- back."
-
- Emil grinned. "I'd be awful scared to go,"
- he admitted, "if you big boys weren't along to
- take care of me. Did you ever hear him howl,
- Carl? People say sometimes he runs about the
- country howling at night because he is afraid
- the Lord will destroy him. Mother thinks he
- must have done something awful wicked."
-
- Lou looked back and winked at Carl. "What
- would you do, Emil, if you was out on the
- prairie by yourself and seen him coming?"
-
- Emil stared. "Maybe I could hide in a
- badger-hole," he suggested doubtfully.
-
- "But suppose there wasn't any badger-hole,"
- Lou persisted. "Would you run?"
-
- "No, I'd be too scared to run," Emil ad-
- mitted mournfully, twisting his fingers. "I
- guess I'd sit right down on the ground and say
- my prayers."
-
- The big boys laughed, and Oscar brandished
- his whip over the broad backs of the horses.
-
- "He wouldn't hurt you, Emil," said Carl
- persuasively. "He came to doctor our mare
- when she ate green corn and swelled up most as
- big as the water-tank. He petted her just like
- you do your cats. I couldn't understand much
- he said, for he don't talk any English, but he
- kept patting her and groaning as if he had the
- pain himself, and saying, 'There now, sister,
- that's easier, that's better!'"
-
- Lou and Oscar laughed, and Emil giggled
- delightedly and looked up at his sister.
-
- "I don't think he knows anything at all
- about doctoring," said Oscar scornfully. "They
- say when horses have distemper he takes the
- medicine himself, and then prays over the
- horses."
-
- Alexandra spoke up. "That's what the
- Crows said, but he cured their horses, all the
- same. Some days his mind is cloudy, like. But
- if you can get him on a clear day, you can learn
- a great deal from him. He understands ani-
- mals. Didn't I see him take the horn off the
- Berquist's cow when she had torn it loose and
- went crazy? She was tearing all over the place,
- knocking herself against things. And at last
- she ran out on the roof of the old dugout and
- her legs went through and there she stuck, bel-
- lowing. Ivar came running with his white bag,
- and the moment he got to her she was quiet and
- let him saw her horn off and daub the place
- with tar."
-
- Emil had been watching his sister, his face
- reflecting the sufferings of the cow. "And then
- didn't it hurt her any more?" he asked.
-
- Alexandra patted him. "No, not any more.
- And in two days they could use her milk
- again."
-
- The road to Ivar's homestead was a very poor
- one. He had settled in the rough country across
- the county line, where no one lived but some
- Russians,--half a dozen families who dwelt
- together in one long house, divided off like
- barracks. Ivar had explained his choice by
- saying that the fewer neighbors he had, the
- fewer temptations. Nevertheless, when one
- considered that his chief business was horse-
- doctoring, it seemed rather short-sighted of
- him to live in the most inaccessible place he
- could find. The Bergson wagon lurched along
- over the rough hummocks and grass banks, fol-
- lowed the bottom of winding draws, or skirted
- the margin of wide lagoons, where the golden
- coreopsis grew up out of the clear water and
- the wild ducks rose with a whirr of wings.
-
- Lou looked after them helplessly. "I wish
- I'd brought my gun, anyway, Alexandra," he
- said fretfully. "I could have hidden it under
- the straw in the bottom of the wagon."
-
- "Then we'd have had to lie to Ivar. Besides,
- they say he can smell dead birds. And if he
- knew, we wouldn't get anything out of him,
- not even a hammock. I want to talk to him,
- and he won't talk sense if he's angry. It makes
- him foolish."
-
- Lou sniffed. "Whoever heard of him talking
- sense, anyhow! I'd rather have ducks for sup-
- per than Crazy Ivar's tongue."
-
- Emil was alarmed. "Oh, but, Lou, you don't
- want to make him mad! He might howl!"
-
- They all laughed again, and Oscar urged the
- horses up the crumbling side of a clay bank.
- They had left the lagoons and the red grass
- behind them. In Crazy Ivar's country the
- grass was short and gray, the draws deeper
- than they were in the Bergsons' neighborhood,
- and the land was all broken up into hillocks
- and clay ridges. The wild flowers disappeared,
- and only in the bottom of the draws and gullies
- grew a few of the very toughest and hardiest:
- shoestring, and ironweed, and snow-on-the-
- mountain.
-
- "Look, look, Emil, there's Ivar's big pond!"
- Alexandra pointed to a shining sheet of water
- that lay at the bottom of a shallow draw.
- At one end of the pond was an earthen dam,
- planted with green willow bushes, and above it
- a door and a single window were set into the
- hillside. You would not have seen them at all
- but for the reflection of the sunlight upon the
- four panes of window-glass. And that was all
- you saw. Not a shed, not a corral, not a well,
- not even a path broken in the curly grass. But
- for the piece of rusty stovepipe sticking up
- through the sod, you could have walked over
- the roof of Ivar's dwelling without dreaming
- that you were near a human habitation. Ivar
- had lived for three years in the clay bank, with-
- out defiling the face of nature any more than the
- coyote that had lived there before him had done.
-
- When the Bergsons drove over the hill, Ivar
- was sitting in the doorway of his house, reading
- the Norwegian Bible. He was a queerly shaped
- old man, with a thick, powerful body set on
- short bow-legs. His shaggy white hair, falling in
- a thick mane about his ruddy cheeks, made him
- look older than he was. He was barefoot, but he
- wore a clean shirt of unbleached cotton, open at
- the neck. He always put on a clean shirt when
- Sunday morning came round, though he never
- went to church. He had a peculiar religion of
- his own and could not get on with any of the
- denominations. Often he did not see anybody
- from one week's end to another. He kept a
- calendar, and every morning he checked off a
- day, so that he was never in any doubt as to
- which day of the week it was. Ivar hired him-
- self out in threshing and corn-husking time,
- and he doctored sick animals when he was sent
- for. When he was at home, he made ham-
- mocks out of twine and committed chapters
- of the Bible to memory.
-
- Ivar found contentment in the solitude he
- had sought out for himself. He disliked the
- litter of human dwellings: the broken food, the
- bits of broken china, the old wash-boilers and
- tea-kettles thrown into the sunflower patch.
- He preferred the cleanness and tidiness of the
- wild sod. He always said that the badgers had
- cleaner houses than people, and that when he
- took a housekeeper her name would be Mrs.
- Badger. He best expressed his preference for
- his wild homestead by saying that his Bible
- seemed truer to him there. If one stood in the
- doorway of his cave, and looked off at the rough
- land, the smiling sky, the curly grass white in
- the hot sunlight; if one listened to the rapturous
- song of the lark, the drumming of the quail, the
- burr of the locust against that vast silence, one
- understood what Ivar meant.
-
- On this Sunday afternoon his face shone with
- happiness. He closed the book on his knee,
- keeping the place with his horny finger, and
- He sendeth the springs into the valleys, which run
- among the hills;
- They give drink to every beast of the field; the wild
- asses quench their thirst.
- The trees of the Lord are full of sap; the cedars of
- Lebanon which he hath planted;
- Where the birds make their nests: as for the stork, the
- fir trees are her house.
- The high hills are a refuge for the wild goats; and the
- rocks for the conies.
- repeated softly:--
-
- Before he opened his Bible again, Ivar heard
- the Bergsons' wagon approaching, and he
- sprang up and ran toward it.
-
- "No guns, no guns!" he shouted, waving his
- arms distractedly.
-
- "No, Ivar, no guns," Alexandra called reas-
- suringly.
-
- He dropped his arms and went up to the
- wagon, smiling amiably and looking at them
- out of his pale blue eyes.
-
- "We want to buy a hammock, if you have
- one," Alexandra explained, "and my little
- brother, here, wants to see your big pond, where
- so many birds come."
-
- Ivar smiled foolishly, and began rubbing the
- horses' noses and feeling about their mouths
- behind the bits. "Not many birds just now.
- A few ducks this morning; and some snipe
- come to drink. But there was a crane last week.
- She spent one night and came back the next
- evening. I don't know why. It is not her sea-
- son, of course. Many of them go over in the
- fall. Then the pond is full of strange voices
- every night."
-
- Alexandra translated for Carl, who looked
- thoughtful. "Ask him, Alexandra, if it is true
- that a sea gull came here once. I have heard so."
-
- She had some difficulty in making the old
- man understand.
-
- He looked puzzled at first, then smote his
- hands together as he remembered. "Oh, yes,
- yes! A big white bird with long wings and pink
- feet. My! what a voice she had! She came in
- the afternoon and kept flying about the pond
- and screaming until dark. She was in trouble
- of some sort, but I could not understand her.
- She was going over to the other ocean, maybe,
- and did not know how far it was. She was
- afraid of never getting there. She was more
- mournful than our birds here; she cried in the
- night. She saw the light from my window and
- darted up to it. Maybe she thought my house
- was a boat, she was such a wild thing. Next
- morning, when the sun rose, I went out to take
- her food, but she flew up into the sky and went
- on her way." Ivar ran his fingers through his
- thick hair. "I have many strange birds stop
- with me here. They come from very far away
- and are great company. I hope you boys never
- shoot wild birds?"
-
- Lou and Oscar grinned, and Ivar shook his
- bushy head. "Yes, I know boys are thoughtless.
- But these wild things are God's birds. He
- watches over them and counts them, as we do
- our cattle; Christ says so in the New Testa-
- ment."
-
- "Now, Ivar," Lou asked, "may we water
- our horses at your pond and give them some
- feed? It's a bad road to your place."
-
- "Yes, yes, it is." The old man scrambled
- about and began to loose the tugs. "A bad
- road, eh, girls? And the bay with a colt at
- home!"
-
- Oscar brushed the old man aside. "We'll
- take care of the horses, Ivar. You'll be finding
- some disease on them. Alexandra wants to see
- your hammocks."
-
- Ivar led Alexandra and Emil to his little
- cave house. He had but one room, neatly plas-
- tered and whitewashed, and there was a wooden
- floor. There was a kitchen stove, a table cov-
- ered with oilcloth, two chairs, a clock, a calen-
- dar, a few books on the window-shelf; nothing
- more. But the place was as clean as a cup-
- board.
-
- "But where do you sleep, Ivar?" Emil asked,
- looking about.
-
- Ivar unslung a hammock from a hook on the
- wall; in it was rolled a buffalo robe. "There,
- my son. A hammock is a good bed, and in
- winter I wrap up in this skin. Where I go to
- work, the beds are not half so easy as this."
-
- By this time Emil had lost all his timidity.
- He thought a cave a very superior kind of
- house. There was something pleasantly unusual
- about it and about Ivar. "Do the birds know
- you will be kind to them, Ivar? Is that why so
- many come?" he asked.
-
- Ivar sat down on the floor and tucked his
- feet under him. "See, little brother, they have
- come from a long way, and they are very tired.
- From up there where they are flying, our coun-
- try looks dark and flat. They must have water
- to drink and to bathe in before they can go on
- with their journey. They look this way and
- that, and far below them they see something
- shining, like a piece of glass set in the dark
- earth. That is my pond. They come to it and
- are not disturbed. Maybe I sprinkle a little
- corn. They tell the other birds, and next year
- more come this way. They have their roads up
- there, as we have down here."
-
- Emil rubbed his knees thoughtfully. "And
- is that true, Ivar, about the head ducks falling
- back when they are tired, and the hind ones
- taking their place?"
-
- "Yes. The point of the wedge gets the worst
- of it; they cut the wind. They can only stand
- it there a little while--half an hour, maybe.
- Then they fall back and the wedge splits a little,
- while the rear ones come up the middle to the
- front. Then it closes up and they fly on, with a
- new edge. They are always changing like
- that, up in the air. Never any confusion; just
- like soldiers who have been drilled."
-
- Alexandra had selected her hammock by the
- time the boys came up from the pond. They
- would not come in, but sat in the shade of the
- bank outside while Alexandra and Ivar talked
- about the birds and about his housekeeping,
- and why he never ate meat, fresh or salt.
-
- Alexandra was sitting on one of the wooden
- chairs, her arms resting on the table. Ivar was
- sitting on the floor at her feet. "Ivar," she said
- suddenly, beginning to trace the pattern on the
- oilcloth with her forefinger, "I came to-day
- more because I wanted to talk to you than be-
- cause I wanted to buy a hammock."
-
- "Yes?" The old man scraped his bare feet
- on the plank floor.
-
- "We have a big bunch of hogs, Ivar. I
- wouldn't sell in the spring, when everybody
- advised me to, and now so many people are
- losing their hogs that I am frightened. What
- can be done?"
-
- Ivar's little eyes began to shine. They lost
- their vagueness.
-
- "You feed them swill and such stuff? Of
- course! And sour milk? Oh, yes! And keep
- them in a stinking pen? I tell you, sister, the
- hogs of this country are put upon! They be-
- come unclean, like the hogs in the Bible. If you
- kept your chickens like that, what would hap-
- pen? You have a little sorghum patch, maybe?
- Put a fence around it, and turn the hogs in.
- Build a shed to give them shade, a thatch on
- poles. Let the boys haul water to them in bar-
- rels, clean water, and plenty. Get them off the
- old stinking ground, and do not let them go
- back there until winter. Give them only grain
- and clean feed, such as you would give horses
- or cattle. Hogs do not like to be filthy."
-
- The boys outside the door had been listening.
- Lou nudged his brother. "Come, the horses
- are done eating. Let's hitch up and get out of
- here. He'll fill her full of notions. She'll be for
- having the pigs sleep with us, next."
-
- Oscar grunted and got up. Carl, who could
- not understand what Ivar said, saw that the
- two boys were displeased. They did not mind
- hard work, but they hated experiments and
- could never see the use of taking pains. Even
- Lou, who was more elastic than his older bro-
- ther, disliked to do anything different from
- their neighbors. He felt that it made them
- conspicuous and gave people a chance to talk
- about them.
-
- Once they were on the homeward road, the
- boys forgot their ill-humor and joked about
- Ivar and his birds. Alexandra did not propose
- any reforms in the care of the pigs, and they
- hoped she had forgotten Ivar's talk. They
- agreed that he was crazier than ever, and would
- never be able to prove up on his land because
- he worked it so little. Alexandra privately
- resolved that she would have a talk with Ivar
- about this and stir him up. The boys persuaded
- Carl to stay for supper and go swimming in the
- pasture pond after dark.
-
- That evening, after she had washed the sup-
- per dishes, Alexandra sat down on the kitchen
- doorstep, while her mother was mixing the
- bread. It was a still, deep-breathing summer
- night, full of the smell of the hay fields. Sounds
- of laughter and splashing came up from the
- pasture, and when the moon rose rapidly above
- the bare rim of the prairie, the pond glittered
- like polished metal, and she could see the flash
- of white bodies as the boys ran about the edge,
- or jumped into the water. Alexandra watched
- the shimmering pool dreamily, but eventually
- her eyes went back to the sorghum patch south
- of the barn, where she was planning to make her
- new pig corral.
-
-
-
- IV
-
-
- For the first three years after John Bergson's
- death, the affairs of his family prospered. Then
- came the hard times that brought every one on
- the Divide to the brink of despair; three years
- of drouth and failure, the last struggle of a wild
- soil against the encroaching plowshare. The
- first of these fruitless summers the Bergson boys
- bore courageously. The failure of the corn
- crop made labor cheap. Lou and Oscar hired
- two men and put in bigger crops than ever
- before. They lost everything they spent. The
- whole country was discouraged. Farmers who
- were already in debt had to give up their
- land. A few foreclosures demoralized the
- county. The settlers sat about on the wooden
- sidewalks in the little town and told each other
- that the country was never meant for men to
- live in; the thing to do was to get back to Iowa,
- to Illinois, to any place that had been proved
- habitable. The Bergson boys, certainly, would
- have been happier with their uncle Otto, in the
- bakery shop in Chicago. Like most of their
- neighbors, they were meant to follow in paths
- already marked out for them, not to break
- trails in a new country. A steady job, a few
- holidays, nothing to think about, and they
- would have been very happy. It was no fault
- of theirs that they had been dragged into the
- wilderness when they were little boys. A
- pioneer should have imagination, should be
- able to enjoy the idea of things more than the
- things themselves.
-
- The second of these barren summers was
- passing. One September afternoon Alexandra
- had gone over to the garden across the draw to
- dig sweet potatoes--they had been thriving
- upon the weather that was fatal to everything
- else. But when Carl Linstrum came up the
- garden rows to find her, she was not working.
- She was standing lost in thought, leaning upon
- her pitchfork, her sunbonnet lying beside her
- on the ground. The dry garden patch smelled
- of drying vines and was strewn with yellow
- seed-cucumbers and pumpkins and citrons.
- At one end, next the rhubarb, grew feathery
- asparagus, with red berries. Down the middle
- of the garden was a row of gooseberry and cur-
- rant bushes. A few tough zenias and marigolds
- and a row of scarlet sage bore witness to the
- buckets of water that Mrs. Bergson had carried
- there after sundown, against the prohibition of
- her sons. Carl came quietly and slowly up the
- garden path, looking intently at Alexandra.
- She did not hear him. She was standing per-
- fectly still, with that serious ease so character-
- istic of her. Her thick, reddish braids, twisted
- about her head, fairly burned in the sunlight.
- The air was cool enough to make the warm sun
- pleasant on one's back and shoulders, and so
- clear that the eye could follow a hawk up and
- up, into the blazing blue depths of the sky.
- Even Carl, never a very cheerful boy, and con-
- siderably darkened by these last two bitter
- years, loved the country on days like this, felt
- something strong and young and wild come out
- of it, that laughed at care.
-
- "Alexandra," he said as he approached her,
- "I want to talk to you. Let's sit down by the
- gooseberry bushes." He picked up her sack of
- potatoes and they crossed the garden. "Boys
- gone to town?" he asked as he sank down on
- the warm, sun-baked earth. "Well, we have
- made up our minds at last, Alexandra. We are
- really going away."
-
- She looked at him as if she were a little fright-
- ened. "Really, Carl? Is it settled?"
-
- "Yes, father has heard from St. Louis, and
- they will give him back his old job in the cigar
- factory. He must be there by the first of
- November. They are taking on new men then.
- We will sell the place for whatever we can get,
- and auction the stock. We haven't enough to
- ship. I am going to learn engraving with a
- German engraver there, and then try to get
- work in Chicago."
-
- Alexandra's hands dropped in her lap. Her
- eyes became dreamy and filled with tears.
-
- Carl's sensitive lower lip trembled. He
- scratched in the soft earth beside him with a
- stick. "That's all I hate about it, Alexandra,"
- he said slowly. "You've stood by us through
- so much and helped father out so many times,
- and now it seems as if we were running off and
- leaving you to face the worst of it. But it isn't
- as if we could really ever be of any help to you.
- We are only one more drag, one more thing you
- look out for and feel responsible for. Father
- was never meant for a farmer, you know that.
- And I hate it. We'd only get in deeper and
- deeper."
-
- "Yes, yes, Carl, I know. You are wasting
- your life here. You are able to do much better
- things. You are nearly nineteen now, and I
- wouldn't have you stay. I've always hoped
- you would get away. But I can't help feeling
- scared when I think how I will miss you--
- more than you will ever know." She brushed
- the tears from her cheeks, not trying to hide
- them.
-
- "But, Alexandra," he said sadly and wist-
- fully, "I've never been any real help to you,
- beyond sometimes trying to keep the boys in a
- good humor."
-
- Alexandra smiled and shook her head. "Oh,
- it's not that. Nothing like that. It's by under-
- standing me, and the boys, and mother, that
- you've helped me. I expect that is the only
- way one person ever really can help another.
- I think you are about the only one that ever
- helped me. Somehow it will take more courage
- to bear your going than everything that has
- happened before."
-
- Carl looked at the ground. "You see, we've
- all depended so on you," he said, "even father.
- He makes me laugh. When anything comes up
- he always says, 'I wonder what the Bergsons are
- going to do about that? I guess I'll go and ask
- her.' I'll never forget that time, when we first
- came here, and our horse had the colic, and I ran
- over to your place--your father was away,
- and you came home with me and showed father
- how to let the wind out of the horse. You were
- only a little girl then, but you knew ever so
- much more about farm work than poor father.
- You remember how homesick I used to get,
- and what long talks we used to have coming
- from school? We've someway always felt alike
- about things."
-
- "Yes, that's it; we've liked the same things
- and we've liked them together, without any-
- body else knowing. And we've had good times,
- hunting for Christmas trees and going for ducks
- and making our plum wine together every year.
- We've never either of us had any other close
- friend. And now--" Alexandra wiped her
- eyes with the corner of her apron, "and now I
- must remember that you are going where you
- will have many friends, and will find the work
- you were meant to do. But you'll write to me,
- Carl? That will mean a great deal to me here."
-
- "I'll write as long as I live," cried the boy
- impetuously. "And I'll be working for you as
- much as for myself, Alexandra. I want to do
- something you'll like and be proud of. I'm a
- fool here, but I know I can do something!" He
- sat up and frowned at the red grass.
-
- Alexandra sighed. "How discouraged the
- boys will be when they hear. They always
- come home from town discouraged, anyway.
- So many people are trying to leave the country,
- and they talk to our boys and make them low-
- spirited. I'm afraid they are beginning to feel
- hard toward me because I won't listen to any
- talk about going. Sometimes I feel like I'm
- getting tired of standing up for this country."
-
- "I won't tell the boys yet, if you'd rather
- not."
-
- "Oh, I'll tell them myself, to-night, when
- they come home. They'll be talking wild, any-
- way, and no good comes of keeping bad news.
- It's all harder on them than it is on me. Lou
- wants to get married, poor boy, and he can't
- until times are better. See, there goes the sun,
- Carl. I must be getting back. Mother will want
- her potatoes. It's chilly already, the moment
- the light goes."
-
- Alexandra rose and looked about. A golden
- afterglow throbbed in the west, but the coun-
- try already looked empty and mournful. A
- dark moving mass came over the western hill,
- the Lee boy was bringing in the herd from the
- other half-section. Emil ran from the windmill
- to open the corral gate. From the log house, on
- the little rise across the draw, the smoke was
- curling. The cattle lowed and bellowed. In
- the sky the pale half-moon was slowly silvering.
- Alexandra and Carl walked together down the
- potato rows. "I have to keep telling myself
- what is going to happen," she said softly.
- "Since you have been here, ten years now, I
- have never really been lonely. But I can
- remember what it was like before. Now I shall
- have nobody but Emil. But he is my boy, and
- he is tender-hearted."
-
- That night, when the boys were called to
- supper, they sat down moodily. They had
- worn their coats to town, but they ate in their
- striped shirts and suspenders. They were grown
- men now, and, as Alexandra said, for the last
- few years they had been growing more and
- more like themselves. Lou was still the slighter
- of the two, the quicker and more intelligent, but
- apt to go off at half-cock. He had a lively blue
- eye, a thin, fair skin (always burned red to the
- neckband of his shirt in summer), stiff, yellow
- hair that would not lie down on his head, and a
- bristly little yellow mustache, of which he
- was very proud. Oscar could not grow a mus-
- tache; his pale face was as bare as an egg, and
- his white eyebrows gave it an empty look. He
- was a man of powerful body and unusual endur-
- ance; the sort of man you could attach to a
- corn-sheller as you would an engine. He would
- turn it all day, without hurrying, without slow-
- ing down. But he was as indolent of mind as
- he was unsparing of his body. His love of
- routine amounted to a vice. He worked like an
- insect, always doing the same thing over in the
- same way, regardless of whether it was best or
- no. He felt that there was a sovereign virtue
- in mere bodily toil, and he rather liked to do
- things in the hardest way. If a field had once
- been in corn, he couldn't bear to put it into
- wheat. He liked to begin his corn-planting at
- the same time every year, whether the season
- were backward or forward. He seemed to feel
- that by his own irreproachable regularity he
- would clear himself of blame and reprove the
- weather. When the wheat crop failed, he
- threshed the straw at a dead loss to demon-
- strate how little grain there was, and thus
- prove his case against Providence.
-
- Lou, on the other hand, was fussy and
- flighty; always planned to get through two
- days' work in one, and often got only the least
- important things done. He liked to keep the
- place up, but he never got round to doing odd
- jobs until he had to neglect more pressing work
- to attend to them. In the middle of the wheat
- harvest, when the grain was over-ripe and every
- hand was needed, he would stop to mend fences
- or to patch the harness; then dash down to the
- field and overwork and be laid up in bed for a
- week. The two boys balanced each other, and
- they pulled well together. They had been good
- friends since they were children. One seldom
- went anywhere, even to town, without the other.
-
- To-night, after they sat down to supper,
- Oscar kept looking at Lou as if he expected him
- to say something, and Lou blinked his eyes and
- frowned at his plate. It was Alexandra herself
- who at last opened the discussion.
-
- "The Linstrums," she said calmly, as she
- put another plate of hot biscuit on the table,
- "are going back to St. Louis. The old man is
- going to work in the cigar factory again."
-
- At this Lou plunged in. "You see, Alex-
- andra, everybody who can crawl out is going
- away. There's no use of us trying to stick it
- out, just to be stubborn. There's something in
- knowing when to quit."
-
- "Where do you want to go, Lou?"
-
- "Any place where things will grow." said
- Oscar grimly.
-
- Lou reached for a potato. "Chris Arnson has
- traded his half-section for a place down on the
- river."
-
- "Who did he trade with?"
-
- "Charley Fuller, in town."
-
- "Fuller the real estate man? You see, Lou,
- that Fuller has a head on him. He's buy-
- ing and trading for every bit of land he can
- get up here. It'll make him a rich man, some
- day."
-
- "He's rich now, that's why he can take a
- chance."
-
- "Why can't we? We'll live longer than he
- will. Some day the land itself will be worth
- more than all we can ever raise on it."
-
- Lou laughed. "It could be worth that, and
- still not be worth much. Why, Alexandra, you
- don't know what you're talking about. Our
- place wouldn't bring now what it would six
- years ago. The fellows that settled up here just
- made a mistake. Now they're beginning to see
- this high land wasn't never meant to grow no-
- thing on, and everybody who ain't fixed to graze
- cattle is trying to crawl out. It's too high to
- farm up here. All the Americans are skinning
- out. That man Percy Adams, north of town,
- told me that he was going to let Fuller take his
- land and stuff for four hundred dollars and a
- ticket to Chicago."
-
- "There's Fuller again!" Alexandra ex-
- claimed. "I wish that man would take me for a
- partner. He's feathering his nest! If only poor
- people could learn a little from rich people!
- But all these fellows who are running off are
- bad farmers, like poor Mr. Linstrum. They
- couldn't get ahead even in good years, and they
- all got into debt while father was getting out.
- I think we ought to hold on as long as we can on
- father's account. He was so set on keeping this
- land. He must have seen harder times than this,
- here. How was it in the early days, mother?"
-
- Mrs. Bergson was weeping quietly. These
- family discussions always depressed her, and
- made her remember all that she had been torn
- away from. "I don't see why the boys are
- always taking on about going away," she said,
- wiping her eyes. "I don't want to move again;
- out to some raw place, maybe, where we'd be
- worse off than we are here, and all to do over
- again. I won't move! If the rest of you go, I
- will ask some of the neighbors to take me in,
- and stay and be buried by father. I'm not
- going to leave him by himself on the prairie,
- for cattle to run over." She began to cry more
- bitterly.
-
- The boys looked angry. Alexandra put a
- soothing hand on her mother's shoulder.
- "There's no question of that, mother. You
- don't have to go if you don't want to. A third
- of the place belongs to you by American law,
- and we can't sell without your consent. We only
- want you to advise us. How did it use to be
- when you and father first came? Was it really
- as bad as this, or not?"
-
- "Oh, worse! Much worse," moaned Mrs.
- Bergson. "Drouth, chince-bugs, hail, every-
- thing! My garden all cut to pieces like sauer-
- kraut. No grapes on the creek, no nothing.
- The people all lived just like coyotes."
-
- Oscar got up and tramped out of the kitchen.
- Lou followed him. They felt that Alexandra
- had taken an unfair advantage in turning their
- mother loose on them. The next morning they
- were silent and reserved. They did not offer
- to take the women to church, but went down
- to the barn immediately after breakfast and
- stayed there all day. When Carl Linstrum came
- over in the afternoon, Alexandra winked to
- him and pointed toward the barn. He under-
- stood her and went down to play cards with the
- boys. They believed that a very wicked thing
- to do on Sunday, and it relieved their feelings.
-
- Alexandra stayed in the house. On Sunday
- afternoon Mrs. Bergson always took a nap, and
- Alexandra read. During the week she read only
- the newspaper, but on Sunday, and in the long
- evenings of winter, she read a good deal; read
- a few things over a great many times. She knew
- long portions of the "Frithjof Saga" by heart,
- and, like most Swedes who read at all, she was
- fond of Longfellow's verse,--the ballads and
- the "Golden Legend" and "The Spanish Stu-
- dent." To-day she sat in the wooden rocking-
- chair with the Swedish Bible open on her knees,
- but she was not reading. She was looking
- thoughtfully away at the point where the up-
- land road disappeared over the rim of the
- prairie. Her body was in an attitude of perfect
- repose, such as it was apt to take when she was
- thinking earnestly. Her mind was slow, truth-
- ful, steadfast. She had not the least spark of
- cleverness.
-
- All afternoon the sitting-room was full of
- quiet and sunlight. Emil was making rabbit
- traps in the kitchen shed. The hens were cluck-
- ing and scratching brown holes in the flower
- beds, and the wind was teasing the prince's
- feather by the door.
-
- That evening Carl came in with the boys to
- supper.
-
- "Emil," said Alexandra, when they were all
- seated at the table, "how would you like to go
- traveling? Because I am going to take a trip,
- and you can go with me if you want to."
-
- The boys looked up in amazement; they were
- always afraid of Alexandra's schemes. Carl
- was interested.
-
- "I've been thinking, boys," she went on,
- "that maybe I am too set against making a
- change. I'm going to take Brigham and the
- buckboard to-morrow and drive down to
- the river country and spend a few days looking
- over what they've got down there. If I find
- anything good, you boys can go down and make
- a trade."
-
- "Nobody down there will trade for anything
- up here," said Oscar gloomily.
-
- "That's just what I want to find out. Maybe
- they are just as discontented down there as we
- are up here. Things away from home often look
- better than they are. You know what your
- Hans Andersen book says, Carl, about the
- Swedes liking to buy Danish bread and the
- Danes liking to buy Swedish bread, because
- people always think the bread of another
- country is better than their own. Anyway,
- I've heard so much about the river farms, I
- won't be satisfied till I've seen for myself."
-
- Lou fidgeted. "Look out! Don't agree to
- anything. Don't let them fool you."
-
- Lou was apt to be fooled himself. He had not
- yet learned to keep away from the shell-game
- wagons that followed the circus.
-
- After supper Lou put on a necktie and went
- across the fields to court Annie Lee, and Carl
- and Oscar sat down to a game of checkers, while
- Alexandra read "The Swiss Family Robinson"
- aloud to her mother and Emil. It was not long
- before the two boys at the table neglected their
- game to listen. They were all big children
- together, and they found the adventures of the
- family in the tree house so absorbing that they
- gave them their undivided attention.
-
-
-
- V
-
-
- Alexandra and Emil spent five days down
- among the river farms, driving up and down
- the valley. Alexandra talked to the men about
- their crops and to the women about their poul-
- try. She spent a whole day with one young
- farmer who had been away at school, and who
- was experimenting with a new kind of clover
- hay. She learned a great deal. As they drove
- along, she and Emil talked and planned. At
- last, on the sixth day, Alexandra turned Brig-
- ham's head northward and left the river behind.
-
- "There's nothing in it for us down there,
- Emil. There are a few fine farms, but they are
- owned by the rich men in town, and couldn't be
- bought. Most of the land is rough and hilly.
- They can always scrape along down there, but
- they can never do anything big. Down there
- they have a little certainty, but up with us
- there is a big chance. We must have faith in
- the high land, Emil. I want to hold on harder
- than ever, and when you're a man you'll thank
- me." She urged Brigham forward.
-
- When the road began to climb the first long
- swells of the Divide, Alexandra hummed an old
- Swedish hymn, and Emil wondered why his
- sister looked so happy. Her face was so radiant
- that he felt shy about asking her. For the first
- time, perhaps, since that land emerged from
- the waters of geologic ages, a human face was
- set toward it with love and yearning. It seemed
- beautiful to her, rich and strong and glorious.
- Her eyes drank in the breadth of it, until her
- tears blinded her. Then the Genius of the
- Divide, the great, free spirit which breathes
- across it, must have bent lower than it ever
- bent to a human will before. The history of
- every country begins in the heart of a man or
- a woman.
-
- Alexandra reached home in the afternoon.
- That evening she held a family council and told
- her brothers all that she had seen and heard.
-
- "I want you boys to go down yourselves and
- look it over. Nothing will convince you like
- seeing with your own eyes. The river land was
- settled before this, and so they are a few years
- ahead of us, and have learned more about farm-
- ing. The land sells for three times as much as
- this, but in five years we will double it. The
- rich men down there own all the best land, and
- they are buying all they can get. The thing to
- do is to sell our cattle and what little old corn
- we have, and buy the Linstrum place. Then
- the next thing to do is to take out two loans on
- our half-sections, and buy Peter Crow's place;
- raise every dollar we can, and buy every acre
- we can."
-
- "Mortgage the homestead again?" Lou cried.
- He sprang up and began to wind the clock
- furiously. "I won't slave to pay off another
- mortgage. I'll never do it. You'd just as
- soon kill us all, Alexandra, to carry out some
- scheme!"
-
- Oscar rubbed his high, pale forehead. "How
- do you propose to pay off your mortgages?"
-
- Alexandra looked from one to the other and
- bit her lip. They had never seen her so ner-
- vous. "See here," she brought out at last.
- "We borrow the money for six years. Well,
- with the money we buy a half-section from
- Linstrum and a half from Crow, and a quarter
- from Struble, maybe. That will give us up-
- wards of fourteen hundred acres, won't it?
- You won't have to pay off your mortgages for
- six years. By that time, any of this land will be
- worth thirty dollars an acre--it will be worth
- fifty, but we'll say thirty; then you can sell a
- garden patch anywhere, and pay off a debt of
- sixteen hundred dollars. It's not the principal
- I'm worried about, it's the interest and taxes.
- We'll have to strain to meet the payments. But
- as sure as we are sitting here to-night, we can
- sit down here ten years from now independent
- landowners, not struggling farmers any longer.
- The chance that father was always looking for
- has come."
-
- Lou was pacing the floor. "But how do you
- KNOW that land is going to go up enough to pay
- the mortgages and--"
-
- "And make us rich besides?" Alexandra put
- in firmly. "I can't explain that, Lou. You'll
- have to take my word for it. I KNOW, that's all.
- When you drive about over the country you
- can feel it coming."
-
- Oscar had been sitting with his head lowered,
- his hands hanging between his knees. "But we
- can't work so much land," he said dully, as if he
- were talking to himself. "We can't even try.
- It would just lie there and we'd work ourselves
- to death." He sighed, and laid his calloused
- fist on the table.
-
- Alexandra's eyes filled with tears. She put
- her hand on his shoulder. "You poor boy, you
- won't have to work it. The men in town who
- are buying up other people's land don't try to
- farm it. They are the men to watch, in a new
- country. Let's try to do like the shrewd ones,
- and not like these stupid fellows. I don't want
- you boys always to have to work like this. I
- want you to be independent, and Emil to go
- to school."
-
- Lou held his head as if it were splitting.
- "Everybody will say we are crazy. It must be
- crazy, or everybody would be doing it."
-
- "If they were, we wouldn't have much
- chance. No, Lou, I was talking about that with
- the smart young man who is raising the new
- kind of clover. He says the right thing is usu-
- ally just what everybody don't do. Why are
- we better fixed than any of our neighbors?
- Because father had more brains. Our people
- were better people than these in the old coun-
- try. We OUGHT to do more than they do, and see
- further ahead. Yes, mother, I'm going to clear
- the table now."
-
- Alexandra rose. The boys went to the stable
- to see to the stock, and they were gone a long
- while. When they came back Lou played on
- his DRAGHARMONIKA and Oscar sat figuring at his
- father's secretary all evening. They said no-
- thing more about Alexandra's project, but she
- felt sure now that they would consent to it.
- Just before bedtime Oscar went out for a pail of
- water. When he did not come back, Alexandra
- threw a shawl over her head and ran down the
- path to the windmill. She found him sitting
- there with his head in his hands, and she sat
- down beside him.
-
- "Don't do anything you don't want to do,
- Oscar," she whispered. She waited a moment,
- but he did not stir. "I won't say any more
- about it, if you'd rather not. What makes you
- so discouraged?"
-
- "I dread signing my name to them pieces of
- paper," he said slowly. "All the time I was a
- boy we had a mortgage hanging over us."
-
- "Then don't sign one. I don't want you to,
- if you feel that way."
-
- Oscar shook his head. "No, I can see there's
- a chance that way. I've thought a good while
- there might be. We're in so deep now, we
- might as well go deeper. But it's hard work
- pulling out of debt. Like pulling a threshing-
- machine out of the mud; breaks your back. Me
- and Lou's worked hard, and I can't see it's got
- us ahead much."
-
- "Nobody knows about that as well as I do,
- Oscar. That's why I want to try an easier way.
- I don't want you to have to grub for every
- dollar."
-
- "Yes, I know what you mean. Maybe it'll
- come out right. But signing papers is signing
- papers. There ain't no maybe about that."
- He took his pail and trudged up the path to the
- house.
-
- Alexandra drew her shawl closer about her
- and stood leaning against the frame of the mill,
- looking at the stars which glittered so keenly
- through the frosty autumn air. She always
- loved to watch them, to think of their vastness
- and distance, and of their ordered march. It
- fortified her to reflect upon the great operations
- of nature, and when she thought of the law that
- lay behind them, she felt a sense of personal
- security. That night she had a new conscious-
- ness of the country, felt almost a new relation
- to it. Even her talk with the boys had not
- taken away the feeling that had overwhelmed
- her when she drove back to the Divide that
- afternoon. She had never known before how
- much the country meant to her. The chirping
- of the insects down in the long grass had been
- like the sweetest music. She had felt as if
- her heart were hiding down there, somewhere,
- with the quail and the plover and all the lit-
- tle wild things that crooned or buzzed in the
- sun. Under the long shaggy ridges, she felt the
- future stirring.
-
-
-
-
-
-
- PART II
-
- Neighboring Fields
-
-
-
-
- I
-
-
- IT is sixteen years since John Bergson died.
- His wife now lies beside him, and the white
- shaft that marks their graves gleams across the
- wheat-fields. Could he rise from beneath it,
- he would not know the country under which he
- has been asleep. The shaggy coat of the prairie,
- which they lifted to make him a bed, has van-
- ished forever. From the Norwegian graveyard
- one looks out over a vast checker-board, marked
- off in squares of wheat and corn; light and
- dark, dark and light. Telephone wires hum
- along the white roads, which always run at
- right angles. From the graveyard gate one can
- count a dozen gayly painted farmhouses; the
- gilded weather-vanes on the big red barns wink
- at each other across the green and brown and
- yellow fields. The light steel windmills trem-
- ble throughout their frames and tug at their
- moorings, as they vibrate in the wind that often
- blows from one week's end to another across
- that high, active, resolute stretch of country.
-
- The Divide is now thickly populated. The
- rich soil yields heavy harvests; the dry, bracing
- climate and the smoothness of the land make
- labor easy for men and beasts. There are few
- scenes more gratifying than a spring plowing
- in that country, where the furrows of a single
- field often lie a mile in length, and the brown
- earth, with such a strong, clean smell, and such
- a power of growth and fertility in it, yields itself
- eagerly to the plow; rolls away from the shear,
- not even dimming the brightness of the metal,
- with a soft, deep sigh of happiness. The wheat-
- cutting sometimes goes on all night as well as
- all day, and in good seasons there are scarcely
- men and horses enough to do the harvesting.
- The grain is so heavy that it bends toward the
- blade and cuts like velvet.
-
- There is something frank and joyous and
- young in the open face of the country. It gives
- itself ungrudgingly to the moods of the season,
- holding nothing back. Like the plains of Lom-
- bardy, it seems to rise a little to meet the sun.
- The air and the earth are curiously mated and
- intermingled, as if the one were the breath of
- the other. You feel in the atmosphere the same
- tonic, puissant quality that is in the tilth, the
- same strength and resoluteness.
-
- One June morning a young man stood at the
- gate of the Norwegian graveyard, sharpening
- his scythe in strokes unconsciously timed to the
- tune he was whistling. He wore a flannel cap
- and duck trousers, and the sleeves of his white
- flannel shirt were rolled back to the elbow.
- When he was satisfied with the edge of his
- blade, he slipped the whetstone into his hip
- pocket and began to swing his scythe, still
- whistling, but softly, out of respect to the quiet
- folk about him. Unconscious respect, probably,
- for he seemed intent upon his own thoughts,
- and, like the Gladiator's, they were far away.
- He was a splendid figure of a boy, tall and
- straight as a young pine tree, with a hand-
- some head, and stormy gray eyes, deeply set
- under a serious brow. The space between his
- two front teeth, which were unusually far
- apart, gave him the proficiency in whistling
- for which he was distinguished at college.
- (He also played the cornet in the University
- band.)
-
- When the grass required his close attention,
- or when he had to stoop to cut about a head-
- stone, he paused in his lively air,--the "Jewel"
- song,--taking it up where he had left it when
- his scythe swung free again. He was not think-
- ing about the tired pioneers over whom his
- blade glittered. The old wild country, the
- struggle in which his sister was destined to suc-
- ceed while so many men broke their hearts and
- died, he can scarcely remember. That is all
- among the dim things of childhood and has been
- forgotten in the brighter pattern life weaves
- to-day, in the bright facts of being captain of
- the track team, and holding the interstate
- record for the high jump, in the all-suffusing
- brightness of being twenty-one. Yet some-
- times, in the pauses of his work, the young man
- frowned and looked at the ground with an
- intentness which suggested that even twenty-
- one might have its problems.
-
- When he had been mowing the better part of
- an hour, he heard the rattle of a light cart on
- the road behind him. Supposing that it was
- his sister coming back from one of her farms,
- he kept on with his work. The cart stopped at
- the gate and a merry contralto voice called,
- "Almost through, Emil?" He dropped his
- scythe and went toward the fence, wiping his
- face and neck with his handkerchief. In the
- cart sat a young woman who wore driving
- gauntlets and a wide shade hat, trimmed with
- red poppies. Her face, too, was rather like a
- poppy, round and brown, with rich color in her
- cheeks and lips, and her dancing yellow-brown
- eyes bubbled with gayety. The wind was flap-
- ping her big hat and teasing a curl of her
- chestnut-colored hair. She shook her head at
- the tall youth.
-
- "What time did you get over here? That's
- not much of a job for an athlete. Here I've
- been to town and back. Alexandra lets you
- sleep late. Oh, I know! Lou's wife was telling
- me about the way she spoils you. I was going
- to give you a lift, if you were done." She gath-
- ered up her reins.
-
- "But I will be, in a minute. Please wait for
- me, Marie," Emil coaxed. "Alexandra sent me
- to mow our lot, but I've done half a dozen
- others, you see. Just wait till I finish off the
- Kourdnas'. By the way, they were Bohemians.
- Why aren't they up in the Catholic grave-
- yard?"
-
- "Free-thinkers," replied the young woman
- laconically.
-
- "Lots of the Bohemian boys at the Univer-
- sity are," said Emil, taking up his scythe again.
- "What did you ever burn John Huss for, any-
- way? It's made an awful row. They still jaw
- about it in history classes."
-
- "We'd do it right over again, most of us,"
- said the young woman hotly. "Don't they ever
- teach you in your history classes that you'd all
- be heathen Turks if it hadn't been for the
- Bohemians?"
-
- Emil had fallen to mowing. "Oh, there's no
- denying you're a spunky little bunch, you
- Czechs," he called back over his shoulder.
-
- Marie Shabata settled herself in her seat
- and watched the rhythmical movement of the
- young man's long arms, swinging her foot as
- if in time to some air that was going through
- her mind. The minutes passed. Emil mowed
- vigorously and Marie sat sunning herself and
- watching the long grass fall. She sat with the
- ease that belongs to persons of an essentially
- happy nature, who can find a comfortable spot
- almost anywhere; who are supple, and quick in
- adapting themselves to circumstances. After a
- final swish, Emil snapped the gate and sprang
- into the cart, holding his scythe well out over
- the wheel. "There," he sighed. "I gave old
- man Lee a cut or so, too. Lou's wife needn't
- talk. I never see Lou's scythe over here."
-
- Marie clucked to her horse. "Oh, you know
- Annie!" She looked at the young man's bare
- arms. "How brown you've got since you came
- home. I wish I had an athlete to mow my
- orchard. I get wet to my knees when I go
- down to pick cherries."
-
- "You can have one, any time you want him.
- Better wait until after it rains." Emil squinted
- off at the horizon as if he were looking for clouds.
-
- "Will you? Oh, there's a good boy!" She
- turned her head to him with a quick, bright
- smile. He felt it rather than saw it. Indeed,
- he had looked away with the purpose of not see-
- ing it. "I've been up looking at Angelique's
- wedding clothes," Marie went on, "and I'm so
- excited I can hardly wait until Sunday. Ame-
- dee will be a handsome bridegroom. Is any-
- body but you going to stand up with him? Well,
- then it will be a handsome wedding party."
- She made a droll face at Emil, who flushed.
- "Frank," Marie continued, flicking her horse,
- "is cranky at me because I loaned his saddle
- to Jan Smirka, and I'm terribly afraid he won't
- take me to the dance in the evening. Maybe
- the supper will tempt him. All Angelique's
- folks are baking for it, and all Amedee's twenty
- cousins. There will be barrels of beer. If once
- I get Frank to the supper, I'll see that I stay
- for the dance. And by the way, Emil, you
- mustn't dance with me but once or twice. You
- must dance with all the French girls. It hurts
- their feelings if you don't. They think you're
- proud because you've been away to school or
- something."
-
- Emil sniffed. "How do you know they think
- that?"
-
- "Well, you didn't dance with them much at
- Raoul Marcel's party, and I could tell how they
- took it by the way they looked at you--and at
- me."
-
- "All right," said Emil shortly, studying the
- glittering blade of his scythe.
-
- They drove westward toward Norway Creek,
- and toward a big white house that stood on a
- hill, several miles across the fields. There were
- so many sheds and outbuildings grouped about
- it that the place looked not unlike a tiny village.
- A stranger, approaching it, could not help notic-
- ing the beauty and fruitfulness of the outlying
- fields. There was something individual about
- the great farm, a most unusual trimness and
- care for detail. On either side of the road, for a
- mile before you reached the foot of the hill,
- stood tall osage orange hedges, their glossy
- green marking off the yellow fields. South of
- the hill, in a low, sheltered swale, surrounded by
- a mulberry hedge, was the orchard, its fruit trees
- knee-deep in timothy grass. Any one there-
- abouts would have told you that this was one
- of the richest farms on the Divide, and that
- the farmer was a woman, Alexandra Bergson.
-
- If you go up the hill and enter Alexandra's
- big house, you will find that it is curiously
- unfinished and uneven in comfort. One room
- is papered, carpeted, over-furnished; the next
- is almost bare. The pleasantest rooms in the
- house are the kitchen--where Alexandra's
- three young Swedish girls chatter and cook and
- pickle and preserve all summer long--and the
- sitting-room, in which Alexandra has brought
- together the old homely furniture that the
- Bergsons used in their first log house, the fam-
- ily portraits, and the few things her mother
- brought from Sweden.
-
- When you go out of the house into the flower
- garden, there you feel again the order and fine
- arrangement manifest all over the great farm;
- in the fencing and hedging, in the windbreaks
- and sheds, in the symmetrical pasture ponds,
- planted with scrub willows to give shade to the
- cattle in fly-time. There is even a white row of
- beehives in the orchard, under the walnut trees.
- You feel that, properly, Alexandra's house is
- the big out-of-doors, and that it is in the soil
- that she expresses herself best.
-
-
-
- II
-
-
- Emil reached home a little past noon, and
- when he went into the kitchen Alexandra was
- already seated at the head of the long table,
- having dinner with her men, as she always did
- unless there were visitors. He slipped into his
- empty place at his sister's right. The three
- pretty young Swedish girls who did Alexandra's
- housework were cutting pies, refilling coffee-
- cups, placing platters of bread and meat and
- potatoes upon the red tablecloth, and continu-
- ally getting in each other's way between the
- table and the stove. To be sure they always
- wasted a good deal of time getting in each other's
- way and giggling at each other's mistakes. But,
- as Alexandra had pointedly told her sisters-in-
- law, it was to hear them giggle that she kept
- three young things in her kitchen; the work she
- could do herself, if it were necessary. These
- girls, with their long letters from home, their
- finery, and their love-affairs, afforded her a
- great deal of entertainment, and they were com-
- pany for her when Emil was away at school.
-
- Of the youngest girl, Signa, who has a pretty
- figure, mottled pink cheeks, and yellow hair,
- Alexandra is very fond, though she keeps a
- sharp eye upon her. Signa is apt to be skittish
- at mealtime, when the men are about, and to
- spill the coffee or upset the cream. It is sup-
- posed that Nelse Jensen, one of the six men at
- the dinner-table, is courting Signa, though he
- has been so careful not to commit himself that
- no one in the house, least of all Signa, can tell
- just how far the matter has progressed. Nelse
- watches her glumly as she waits upon the table,
- and in the evening he sits on a bench behind the
- stove with his DRAGHARMONIKA, playing mournful
- airs and watching her as she goes about her
- work. When Alexandra asked Signa whether
- she thought Nelse was in earnest, the poor child
- hid her hands under her apron and murmured,
- "I don't know, ma'm. But he scolds me about
- everything, like as if he wanted to have me!"
-
- At Alexandra's left sat a very old man, bare-
- foot and wearing a long blue blouse, open at the
- neck. His shaggy head is scarcely whiter than
- it was sixteen years ago, but his little blue eyes
- have become pale and watery, and his ruddy
- face is withered, like an apple that has clung
- all winter to the tree. When Ivar lost his land
- through mismanagement a dozen years ago,
- Alexandra took him in, and he has been a mem-
- ber of her household ever since. He is too old to
- work in the fields, but he hitches and unhitches
- the work-teams and looks after the health
- of the stock. Sometimes of a winter evening
- Alexandra calls him into the sitting-room to
- read the Bible aloud to her, for he still reads
- very well. He dislikes human habitations, so
- Alexandra has fitted him up a room in the barn,
- where he is very comfortable, being near the
- horses and, as he says, further from tempta-
- tions. No one has ever found out what his
- temptations are. In cold weather he sits by the
- kitchen fire and makes hammocks or mends
- harness until it is time to go to bed. Then he
- says his prayers at great length behind the
- stove, puts on his buffalo-skin coat and goes
- out to his room in the barn.
-
- Alexandra herself has changed very little.
- Her figure is fuller, and she has more color. She
- seems sunnier and more vigorous than she did as
- a young girl. But she still has the same calmness
- and deliberation of manner, the same clear eyes,
- and she still wears her hair in two braids wound
- round her head. It is so curly that fiery ends
- escape from the braids and make her head look
- like one of the big double sunflowers that fringe
- her vegetable garden. Her face is always tanned
- in summer, for her sunbonnet is oftener on her
- arm than on her head. But where her collar
- falls away from her neck, or where her sleeves
- are pushed back from her wrist, the skin is of
- such smoothness and whiteness as none but
- Swedish women ever possess; skin with the
- freshness of the snow itself.
-
- Alexandra did not talk much at the table,
- but she encouraged her men to talk, and she
- always listened attentively, even when they
- seemed to be talking foolishly.
-
- To-day Barney Flinn, the big red-headed
- Irishman who had been with Alexandra for five
- years and who was actually her foreman, though
- he had no such title, was grumbling about the
- new silo she had put up that spring. It hap-
- pened to be the first silo on the Divide, and
- Alexandra's neighbors and her men were skep-
- tical about it. "To be sure, if the thing don't
- work, we'll have plenty of feed without it,
- indeed," Barney conceded.
-
- Nelse Jensen, Signa's gloomy suitor, had his
- word. "Lou, he says he wouldn't have no silo
- on his place if you'd give it to him. He says
- the feed outen it gives the stock the bloat. He
- heard of somebody lost four head of horses,
- feedin' 'em that stuff."
-
- Alexandra looked down the table from one
- to another. "Well, the only way we can find
- out is to try. Lou and I have different notions
- about feeding stock, and that's a good thing.
- It's bad if all the members of a family think
- alike. They never get anywhere. Lou can learn
- by my mistakes and I can learn by his. Isn't
- that fair, Barney?"
-
- The Irishman laughed. He had no love for
- Lou, who was always uppish with him and who
- said that Alexandra paid her hands too much.
- "I've no thought but to give the thing an honest
- try, mum. 'T would be only right, after puttin'
- so much expense into it. Maybe Emil will come
- out an' have a look at it wid me." He pushed
- back his chair, took his hat from the nail, and
- marched out with Emil, who, with his univer-
- sity ideas, was supposed to have instigated the
- silo. The other hands followed them, all except
- old Ivar. He had been depressed throughout
- the meal and had paid no heed to the talk of
- the men, even when they mentioned cornstalk
- bloat, upon which he was sure to have opinions.
-
- "Did you want to speak to me, Ivar?" Alex-
- andra asked as she rose from the table. "Come
- into the sitting-room."
-
- The old man followed Alexandra, but when
- she motioned him to a chair he shook his
- head. She took up her workbasket and waited
- for him to speak. He stood looking at the car-
- pet, his bushy head bowed, his hands clasped in
- front of him. Ivar's bandy legs seemed to have
- grown shorter with years, and they were com-
- pletely misfitted to his broad, thick body and
- heavy shoulders.
-
- "Well, Ivar, what is it?" Alexandra asked
- after she had waited longer than usual.
-
- Ivar had never learned to speak English and
- his Norwegian was quaint and grave, like the
- speech of the more old-fashioned people. He
- always addressed Alexandra in terms of the
- deepest respect, hoping to set a good example
- to the kitchen girls, whom he thought too fam-
- iliar in their manners.
-
- "Mistress," he began faintly, without raising
- his eyes, "the folk have been looking coldly at
- me of late. You know there has been talk."
-
- "Talk about what, Ivar?"
-
- "About sending me away; to the asylum."
-
- Alexandra put down her sewing-basket.
- "Nobody has come to me with such talk," she
- said decidedly. "Why need you listen? You
- know I would never consent to such a thing."
-
- Ivar lifted his shaggy head and looked at her
- out of his little eyes. "They say that you can-
- not prevent it if the folk complain of me, if your
- brothers complain to the authorities. They say
- that your brothers are afraid--God forbid!--
- that I may do you some injury when my spells
- are on me. Mistress, how can any one think
- that?--that I could bite the hand that fed
- me!" The tears trickled down on the old man's
- beard.
-
- Alexandra frowned. "Ivar, I wonder at you,
- that you should come bothering me with such
- nonsense. I am still running my own house,
- and other people have nothing to do with
- either you or me. So long as I am suited with
- you, there is nothing to be said."
-
- Ivar pulled a red handkerchief out of the
- breast of his blouse and wiped his eyes and
- beard. "But I should not wish you to keep me
- if, as they say, it is against your interests, and
- if it is hard for you to get hands because I am
- here."
-
- Alexandra made an impatient gesture, but
- the old man put out his hand and went on
- earnestly:--
-
- "Listen, mistress, it is right that you should
- take these things into account. You know that
- my spells come from God, and that I would not
- harm any living creature. You believe that
- every one should worship God in the way
- revealed to him. But that is not the way of
- this country. The way here is for all to do alike.
- I am despised because I do not wear shoes,
- because I do not cut my hair, and because I
- have visions. At home, in the old country,
- there were many like me, who had been touched
- by God, or who had seen things in the grave-
- yard at night and were different afterward. We
- thought nothing of it, and let them alone. But
- here, if a man is different in his feet or in his
- head, they put him in the asylum. Look at
- Peter Kralik; when he was a boy, drinking out
- of a creek, he swallowed a snake, and always
- after that he could eat only such food as the
- creature liked, for when he ate anything else, it
- became enraged and gnawed him. When he
- felt it whipping about in him, he drank alcohol
- to stupefy it and get some ease for himself. He
- could work as good as any man, and his head
- was clear, but they locked him up for being
- different in his stomach. That is the way; they
- have built the asylum for people who are dif-
- ferent, and they will not even let us live in the
- holes with the badgers. Only your great pros-
- perity has protected me so far. If you had had
- ill-fortune, they would have taken me to Has-
- tings long ago."
-
- As Ivar talked, his gloom lifted. Alexandra
- had found that she could often break his fasts
- and long penances by talking to him and let-
- ting him pour out the thoughts that troubled
- him. Sympathy always cleared his mind, and
- ridicule was poison to him.
-
- "There is a great deal in what you say, Ivar.
- Like as not they will be wanting to take me to
- Hastings because I have built a silo; and then
- I may take you with me. But at present I need
- you here. Only don't come to me again telling
- me what people say. Let people go on talking
- as they like, and we will go on living as we
- think best. You have been with me now for
- twelve years, and I have gone to you for advice
- oftener than I have ever gone to any one. That
- ought to satisfy you."
-
- Ivar bowed humbly. "Yes, mistress, I shall
- not trouble you with their talk again. And as
- for my feet, I have observed your wishes all
- these years, though you have never questioned
- me; washing them every night, even in winter."
-
- Alexandra laughed. "Oh, never mind about
- your feet, Ivar. We can remember when half
- our neighbors went barefoot in summer. I ex-
- pect old Mrs. Lee would love to slip her shoes
- off now sometimes, if she dared. I'm glad I'm
- not Lou's mother-in-law."
-
- Ivar looked about mysteriously and lowered
- his voice almost to a whisper. "You know
- what they have over at Lou's house? A great
- white tub, like the stone water-troughs in the
- old country, to wash themselves in. When you
- sent me over with the strawberries, they were
- all in town but the old woman Lee and the baby.
- She took me in and showed me the thing, and
- she told me it was impossible to wash yourself
- clean in it, because, in so much water, you could
- not make a strong suds. So when they fill it up
- and send her in there, she pretends, and makes a
- splashing noise. Then, when they are all asleep,
- she washes herself in a little wooden tub she
- keeps under her bed."
-
- Alexandra shook with laughter. "Poor old
- Mrs. Lee! They won't let her wear nightcaps,
- either. Never mind; when she comes to visit
- me, she can do all the old things in the old
- way, and have as much beer as she wants.
- We'll start an asylum for old-time people,
- Ivar."
-
- Ivar folded his big handkerchief carefully
- and thrust it back into his blouse. "This is
- always the way, mistress. I come to you sor-
- rowing, and you send me away with a light
- heart. And will you be so good as to tell the
- Irishman that he is not to work the brown
- gelding until the sore on its shoulder is healed?"
-
- "That I will. Now go and put Emil's mare
- to the cart. I am going to drive up to the north
- quarter to meet the man from town who is to
- buy my alfalfa hay."
-
-
-
- III
-
-
- Alexandra was to hear more of Ivar's case,
- however. On Sunday her married brothers
- came to dinner. She had asked them for that
- day because Emil, who hated family parties,
- would be absent, dancing at Amedee Chevalier's
- wedding, up in the French country. The table
- was set for company in the dining-room, where
- highly varnished wood and colored glass and
- useless pieces of china were conspicuous enough
- to satisfy the standards of the new prosperity.
- Alexandra had put herself into the hands of the
- Hanover furniture dealer, and he had conscien-
- tiously done his best to make her dining-room
- look like his display window. She said frankly
- that she knew nothing about such things, and
- she was willing to be governed by the general
- conviction that the more useless and utterly
- unusable objects were, the greater their virtue
- as ornament. That seemed reasonable enough.
- Since she liked plain things herself, it was all
- the more necessary to have jars and punch-
- bowls and candlesticks in the company rooms
- for people who did appreciate them. Her
- guests liked to see about them these reassuring
- emblems of prosperity.
-
- The family party was complete except for
- Emil, and Oscar's wife who, in the country
- phrase, "was not going anywhere just now."
- Oscar sat at the foot of the table and his four
- tow-headed little boys, aged from twelve to five,
- were ranged at one side. Neither Oscar nor
- Lou has changed much; they have simply, as
- Alexandra said of them long ago, grown to be
- more and more like themselves. Lou now looks
- the older of the two; his face is thin and shrewd
- and wrinkled about the eyes, while Oscar's is
- thick and dull. For all his dullness, however,
- Oscar makes more money than his brother,
- which adds to Lou's sharpness and uneasiness
- and tempts him to make a show. The trouble
- with Lou is that he is tricky, and his neighbors
- have found out that, as Ivar says, he has not
- a fox's face for nothing. Politics being the nat-
- ural field for such talents, he neglects his farm
- to attend conventions and to run for county
- offices.
-
- Lou's wife, formerly Annie Lee, has grown to
- look curiously like her husband. Her face has
- become longer, sharper, more aggressive. She
- wears her yellow hair in a high pompadour,
- and is bedecked with rings and chains and
- "beauty pins." Her tight, high-heeled shoes
- give her an awkward walk, and she is always
- more or less preoccupied with her clothes. As
- she sat at the table, she kept telling her young-
- est daughter to "be careful now, and not drop
- anything on mother."
-
- The conversation at the table was all in Eng-
- lish. Oscar's wife, from the malaria district of
- Missouri, was ashamed of marrying a foreigner,
- and his boys do not understand a word of
- Swedish. Annie and Lou sometimes speak
- Swedish at home, but Annie is almost as much
- afraid of being "caught" at it as ever her
- mother was of being caught barefoot. Oscar
- still has a thick accent, but Lou speaks like
- anybody from Iowa.
-
- "When I was in Hastings to attend the con-
- vention," he was saying, "I saw the superin-
- tendent of the asylum, and I was telling him
- about Ivar's symptoms. He says Ivar's case
- is one of the most dangerous kind, and it's
- a wonder he hasn't done something violent
- before this."
-
- Alexandra laughed good-humoredly. "Oh,
- nonsense, Lou! The doctors would have us all
- crazy if they could. Ivar's queer, certainly, but
- he has more sense than half the hands I hire."
-
- Lou flew at his fried chicken. "Oh, I guess
- the doctor knows his business, Alexandra. He
- was very much surprised when I told him how
- you'd put up with Ivar. He says he's likely to
- set fire to the barn any night, or to take after
- you and the girls with an axe."
-
- Little Signa, who was waiting on the table,
- giggled and fled to the kitchen. Alexandra's
- eyes twinkled. "That was too much for Signa,
- Lou. We all know that Ivar's perfectly harm-
- less. The girls would as soon expect me to
- chase them with an axe."
-
- Lou flushed and signaled to his wife. "All
- the same, the neighbors will be having a say
- about it before long. He may burn anybody's
- barn. It's only necessary for one property-
- owner in the township to make complaint, and
- he'll be taken up by force. You'd better send
- him yourself and not have any hard feelings."
-
- Alexandra helped one of her little nephews to
- gravy. "Well, Lou, if any of the neighbors try
- that, I'll have myself appointed Ivar's guardian
- and take the case to court, that's all. I am
- perfectly satisfied with him."
-
- "Pass the preserves, Lou," said Annie in a
- warning tone. She had reasons for not wishing
- her husband to cross Alexandra too openly.
- "But don't you sort of hate to have people see
- him around here, Alexandra?" she went on
- with persuasive smoothness. "He IS a disgrace-
- ful object, and you're fixed up so nice now. It
- sort of makes people distant with you, when
- they never know when they'll hear him scratch-
- ing about. My girls are afraid as death of him,
- aren't you, Milly, dear?"
-
- Milly was fifteen, fat and jolly and pompa-
- doured, with a creamy complexion, square
- white teeth, and a short upper lip. She looked
- like her grandmother Bergson, and had her
- comfortable and comfort-loving nature. She
- grinned at her aunt, with whom she was a great
- deal more at ease than she was with her mother.
- Alexandra winked a reply.
-
- "Milly needn't be afraid of Ivar. She's an
- especial favorite of his. In my opinion Ivar has
- just as much right to his own way of dressing
- and thinking as we have. But I'll see that he
- doesn't bother other people. I'll keep him at
- home, so don't trouble any more about him,
- Lou. I've been wanting to ask you about your
- new bathtub. How does it work?"
-
- Annie came to the fore to give Lou time to
- recover himself. "Oh, it works something
- grand! I can't keep him out of it. He washes
- himself all over three times a week now, and
- uses all the hot water. I think it's weakening
- to stay in as long as he does. You ought to
- have one, Alexandra."
-
- "I'm thinking of it. I might have one put in
- the barn for Ivar, if it will ease people's minds.
- But before I get a bathtub, I'm going to get a
- piano for Milly."
-
- Oscar, at the end of the table, looked up from
- his plate. "What does Milly want of a pianny?
- What's the matter with her organ? She can
- make some use of that, and play in church."
-
- Annie looked flustered. She had begged
- Alexandra not to say anything about this plan
- before Oscar, who was apt to be jealous of what
- his sister did for Lou's children. Alexandra did
- not get on with Oscar's wife at all. "Milly can
- play in church just the same, and she'll still
- play on the organ. But practising on it so
- much spoils her touch. Her teacher says so,"
- Annie brought out with spirit.
-
- Oscar rolled his eyes. "Well, Milly must have
- got on pretty good if she's got past the organ.
- I know plenty of grown folks that ain't," he
- said bluntly.
-
- Annie threw up her chin. "She has got on
- good, and she's going to play for her commence-
- ment when she graduates in town next year."
-
- "Yes," said Alexandra firmly, "I think Milly
- deserves a piano. All the girls around here have
- been taking lessons for years, but Milly is the
- only one of them who can ever play anything
- when you ask her. I'll tell you when I first
- thought I would like to give you a piano, Milly,
- and that was when you learned that book of
- old Swedish songs that your grandfather used
- to sing. He had a sweet tenor voice, and when
- he was a young man he loved to sing. I can
- remember hearing him singing with the sailors
- down in the shipyard, when I was no bigger
- than Stella here," pointing to Annie's younger
- daughter.
-
- Milly and Stella both looked through the
- door into the sitting-room, where a crayon por-
- trait of John Bergson hung on the wall. Alex-
- andra had had it made from a little photograph,
- taken for his friends just before he left Sweden;
- a slender man of thirty-five, with soft hair curl-
- ing about his high forehead, a drooping mus-
- tache, and wondering, sad eyes that looked
- forward into the distance, as if they already
- beheld the New World.
-
- After dinner Lou and Oscar went to the
- orchard to pick cherries--they had neither of
- them had the patience to grow an orchard of their
- own--and Annie went down to gossip with
- Alexandra's kitchen girls while they washed the
- dishes. She could always find out more about
- Alexandra's domestic economy from the prat-
- tling maids than from Alexandra herself, and
- what she discovered she used to her own advan-
- tage with Lou. On the Divide, farmers' daugh-
- ters no longer went out into service, so Alex-
- andra got her girls from Sweden, by paying
- their fare over. They stayed with her until
- they married, and were replaced by sisters or
- cousins from the old country.
-
- Alexandra took her three nieces into the
- flower garden. She was fond of the little girls,
- especially of Milly, who came to spend a week
- with her aunt now and then, and read aloud
- to her from the old books about the house, or
- listened to stories about the early days on the
- Divide. While they were walking among the
- flower beds, a buggy drove up the hill and
- stopped in front of the gate. A man got out and
- stood talking to the driver. The little girls
- were delighted at the advent of a stranger, some
- one from very far away, they knew by his
- clothes, his gloves, and the sharp, pointed cut
- of his dark beard. The girls fell behind their
- aunt and peeped out at him from among the
- castor beans. The stranger came up to the gate
- and stood holding his hat in his hand, smiling,
- while Alexandra advanced slowly to meet him.
- As she approached he spoke in a low, pleasant
- voice.
-
- "Don't you know me, Alexandra? I would
- have known you, anywhere."
-
- Alexandra shaded her eyes with her hand.
- Suddenly she took a quick step forward. "Can
- it be!" she exclaimed with feeling; "can it be
- that it is Carl Linstrum? Why, Carl, it is!"
- She threw out both her hands and caught his
- across the gate. "Sadie, Milly, run tell your
- father and Uncle Oscar that our old friend Carl
- Linstrum is here. Be quick! Why, Carl, how
- did it happen? I can't believe this!" Alexan-
- dra shook the tears from her eyes and laughed.
-
- The stranger nodded to his driver, dropped
- his suitcase inside the fence, and opened the
- gate. "Then you are glad to see me, and you
- can put me up overnight? I couldn't go
- through this country without stopping off to
- have a look at you. How little you have
- changed! Do you know, I was sure it would be
- like that. You simply couldn't be different.
- How fine you are!" He stepped back and
- looked at her admiringly.
-
- Alexandra blushed and laughed again. "But
- you yourself, Carl--with that beard--how
- could I have known you? You went away a
- little boy." She reached for his suitcase and
- when he intercepted her she threw up her
- hands. "You see, I give myself away. I have
- only women come to visit me, and I do not
- know how to behave. Where is your trunk?"
-
- "It's in Hanover. I can stay only a few days.
- I am on my way to the coast."
-
- They started up the path. "A few days?
- After all these years!" Alexandra shook her
- finger at him. "See this, you have walked into
- a trap. You do not get away so easy." She put
- her hand affectionately on his shoulder. "You
- owe me a visit for the sake of old times. Why
- must you go to the coast at all?"
-
- "Oh, I must! I am a fortune hunter. From
- Seattle I go on to Alaska."
-
- "Alaska?" She looked at him in astonish-
- ment. "Are you going to paint the Indians?"
-
- "Paint?" the young man frowned. "Oh! I'm
- not a painter, Alexandra. I'm an engraver. I
- have nothing to do with painting."
-
- "But on my parlor wall I have the paint-
- ings--"
-
- He interrupted nervously. "Oh, water-color
- sketches--done for amusement. I sent them to
- remind you of me, not because they were good.
- What a wonderful place you have made of this,
- Alexandra." He turned and looked back at the
- wide, map-like prospect of field and hedge and
- pasture. "I would never have believed it could
- be done. I'm disappointed in my own eye, in
- my imagination."
-
- At this moment Lou and Oscar came up the
- hill from the orchard. They did not quicken
- their pace when they saw Carl; indeed, they
- did not openly look in his direction. They
- advanced distrustfully, and as if they wished
- the distance were longer.
-
- Alexandra beckoned to them. "They think
- I am trying to fool them. Come, boys, it's
- Carl Linstrum, our old Carl!"
-
- Lou gave the visitor a quick, sidelong glance
- and thrust out his hand. "Glad to see you."
-
- Oscar followed with "How d' do." Carl could
- not tell whether their offishness came from
- unfriendliness or from embarrassment. He and
- Alexandra led the way to the porch.
-
- "Carl," Alexandra explained, "is on his way
- to Seattle. He is going to Alaska."
-
- Oscar studied the visitor's yellow shoes.
- "Got business there?" he asked.
-
- Carl laughed. "Yes, very pressing business.
- I'm going there to get rich. Engraving's a very
- interesting profession, but a man never makes
- any money at it. So I'm going to try the gold-
- fields."
-
- Alexandra felt that this was a tactful speech,
- and Lou looked up with some interest. "Ever
- done anything in that line before?"
-
- "No, but I'm going to join a friend of mine
- who went out from New York and has done
- well. He has offered to break me in."
-
- "Turrible cold winters, there, I hear," re-
- marked Oscar. "I thought people went up
- there in the spring."
-
- "They do. But my friend is going to spend
- the winter in Seattle and I am to stay with him
- there and learn something about prospecting
- before we start north next year."
-
- Lou looked skeptical. "Let's see, how long
- have you been away from here?"
-
- "Sixteen years. You ought to remember
- that, Lou, for you were married just after we
- went away."
-
- "Going to stay with us some time?" Oscar
- asked.
-
- "A few days, if Alexandra can keep me."
-
- "I expect you'll be wanting to see your old
- place," Lou observed more cordially. "You
- won't hardly know it. But there's a few chunks
- of your old sod house left. Alexandra wouldn't
- never let Frank Shabata plough over it."
-
- Annie Lee, who, ever since the visitor was
- announced, had been touching up her hair and
- settling her lace and wishing she had worn
- another dress, now emerged with her three
- daughters and introduced them. She was
- greatly impressed by Carl's urban appearance,
- and in her excitement talked very loud and
- threw her head about. "And you ain't married
- yet? At your age, now! Think of that! You'll
- have to wait for Milly. Yes, we've got a boy,
- too. The youngest. He's at home with his
- grandma. You must come over to see mother
- and hear Milly play. She's the musician of the
- family. She does pyrography, too. That's
- burnt wood, you know. You wouldn't believe
- what she can do with her poker. Yes, she goes
- to school in town, and she is the youngest in
- her class by two years."
-
- Milly looked uncomfortable and Carl took
- her hand again. He liked her creamy skin and
- happy, innocent eyes, and he could see that her
- mother's way of talking distressed her. "I'm
- sure she's a clever little girl," he murmured,
- looking at her thoughtfully. "Let me see--
- Ah, it's your mother that she looks like, Alex-
- andra. Mrs. Bergson must have looked just
- like this when she was a little girl. Does Milly
- run about over the country as you and Alex-
- andra used to, Annie?"
-
- Milly's mother protested. "Oh, my, no!
- Things has changed since we was girls. Milly
- has it very different. We are going to rent the
- place and move into town as soon as the girls
- are old enough to go out into company. A
- good many are doing that here now. Lou is
- going into business."
-
- Lou grinned. "That's what she says. You
- better go get your things on. Ivar's hitching
- up," he added, turning to Annie.
-
- Young farmers seldom address their wives by
- name. It is always "you," or "she."
-
- Having got his wife out of the way, Lou sat
- down on the step and began to whittle. "Well,
- what do folks in New York think of William
- Jennings Bryan?" Lou began to bluster, as he
- always did when he talked politics. "We gave
- Wall Street a scare in ninety-six, all right,
- and we're fixing another to hand them. Silver
- wasn't the only issue," he nodded mysteriously.
- "There's a good many things got to be changed.
- The West is going to make itself heard."
-
- Carl laughed. "But, surely, it did do that,
- if nothing else."
-
- Lou's thin face reddened up to the roots of his
- bristly hair. "Oh, we've only begun. We're
- waking up to a sense of our responsibilities,
- out here, and we ain't afraid, neither. You
- fellows back there must be a tame lot. If you
- had any nerve you'd get together and march
- down to Wall Street and blow it up. Dyna-
- mite it, I mean," with a threatening nod.
-
- He was so much in earnest that Carl scarcely
- knew how to answer him. "That would be a
- waste of powder. The same business would go on
- in another street. The street doesn't matter.
- But what have you fellows out here got to kick
- about? You have the only safe place there is.
- Morgan himself couldn't touch you. One only
- has to drive through this country to see that
- you're all as rich as barons."
-
- "We have a good deal more to say than we
- had when we were poor," said Lou threateningly.
- "We're getting on to a whole lot of things."
-
- As Ivar drove a double carriage up to the
- gate, Annie came out in a hat that looked like
- the model of a battleship. Carl rose and took
- her down to the carriage, while Lou lingered for
- a word with his sister.
-
- "What do you suppose he's come for?" he
- asked, jerking his head toward the gate.
-
- "Why, to pay us a visit. I've been begging
- him to for years."
-
- Oscar looked at Alexandra. "He didn't let
- you know he was coming?"
-
- "No. Why should he? I told him to come at
- any time."
-
- Lou shrugged his shoulders. "He doesn't
- seem to have done much for himself. Wander-
- ing around this way!"
-
- Oscar spoke solemnly, as from the depths of
- a cavern. "He never was much account."
-
- Alexandra left them and hurried down to the
- gate where Annie was rattling on to Carl about
- her new dining-room furniture. "You must
- bring Mr. Linstrum over real soon, only be sure
- to telephone me first," she called back, as Carl
- helped her into the carriage. Old Ivar, his white
- head bare, stood holding the horses. Lou came
- down the path and climbed into the front seat,
- took up the reins, and drove off without saying
- anything further to any one. Oscar picked up
- his youngest boy and trudged off down the
- road, the other three trotting after him. Carl,
- holding the gate open for Alexandra, began to
- laugh. "Up and coming on the Divide, eh,
- Alexandra?" he cried gayly.
-
-
-
- IV
-
-
- Carl had changed, Alexandra felt, much less
- than one might have expected. He had not
- become a trim, self-satisfied city man. There
- was still something homely and wayward and
- definitely personal about him. Even his clothes,
- his Norfolk coat and his very high collars, were
- a little unconventional. He seemed to shrink
- into himself as he used to do; to hold him-
- self away from things, as if he were afraid
- of being hurt. In short, he was more self-con-
- scious than a man of thirty-five is expected to
- be. He looked older than his years and not
- very strong. His black hair, which still hung
- in a triangle over his pale forehead, was thin at
- the crown, and there were fine, relentless lines
- about his eyes. His back, with its high, sharp
- shoulders, looked like the back of an over-
- worked German professor off on his holiday.
- His face was intelligent, sensitive, unhappy.
-
- That evening after supper, Carl and Alex-
- andra were sitting by the clump of castor beans
- in the middle of the flower garden. The gravel
- paths glittered in the moonlight, and below
- them the fields lay white and still.
-
- "Do you know, Alexandra," he was saying,
- "I've been thinking how strangely things work
- out. I've been away engraving other men's
- pictures, and you've stayed at home and made
- your own." He pointed with his cigar toward
- the sleeping landscape. "How in the world
- have you done it? How have your neighbors
- done it?"
-
- "We hadn't any of us much to do with it,
- Carl. The land did it. It had its little joke. It
- pretended to be poor because nobody knew how
- to work it right; and then, all at once, it worked
- itself. It woke up out of its sleep and stretched
- itself, and it was so big, so rich, that we sud-
- denly found we were rich, just from sitting still.
- As for me, you remember when I began to buy
- land. For years after that I was always squeez-
- ing and borrowing until I was ashamed to show
- my face in the banks. And then, all at once,
- men began to come to me offering to lend me
- money--and I didn't need it! Then I went
- ahead and built this house. I really built it for
- Emil. I want you to see Emil, Carl. He is so
- different from the rest of us!"
-
- "How different?"
-
- "Oh, you'll see! I'm sure it was to have sons
- like Emil, and to give them a chance, that father
- left the old country. It's curious, too; on the
- outside Emil is just like an American boy,--he
- graduated from the State University in June,
- you know,--but underneath he is more Swed-
- ish than any of us. Sometimes he is so like father
- that he frightens me; he is so violent in his feel-
- ings like that."
-
- "Is he going to farm here with you?"
-
- "He shall do whatever he wants to," Alex-
- andra declared warmly. "He is going to have
- a chance, a whole chance; that's what I've
- worked for. Sometimes he talks about studying
- law, and sometimes, just lately, he's been talk-
- ing about going out into the sand hills and tak-
- ing up more land. He has his sad times, like
- father. But I hope he won't do that. We have
- land enough, at last!" Alexandra laughed.
-
- "How about Lou and Oscar? They've done
- well, haven't they?"
-
- "Yes, very well; but they are different, and
- now that they have farms of their own I do not
- see so much of them. We divided the land
- equally when Lou married. They have their
- own way of doing things, and they do not alto-
- gether like my way, I am afraid. Perhaps they
- think me too independent. But I have had to
- think for myself a good many years and am not
- likely to change. On the whole, though, we
- take as much comfort in each other as most
- brothers and sisters do. And I am very fond of
- Lou's oldest daughter."
-
- "I think I liked the old Lou and Oscar better,
- and they probably feel the same about me. I
- even, if you can keep a secret,"--Carl leaned
- forward and touched her arm, smiling,--"I
- even think I liked the old country better. This
- is all very splendid in its way, but there was
- something about this country when it was a
- wild old beast that has haunted me all these
- years. Now, when I come back to all this milk
- and honey, I feel like the old German song, 'Wo
- bist du, wo bist du, mein geliebtest Land?'--
- Do you ever feel like that, I wonder?"
-
- "Yes, sometimes, when I think about father
- and mother and those who are gone; so many
- of our old neighbors." Alexandra paused and
- looked up thoughtfully at the stars. "We can
- remember the graveyard when it was wild
- prairie, Carl, and now--"
-
- "And now the old story has begun to write
- itself over there," said Carl softly. "Isn't it
- queer: there are only two or three human
- stories, and they go on repeating themselves as
- fiercely as if they had never happened before;
- like the larks in this country, that have been
- singing the same five notes over for thousands
- of years."
-
- "Oh, yes! The young people, they live so
- hard. And yet I sometimes envy them. There
- is my little neighbor, now; the people who
- bought your old place. I wouldn't have sold it
- to any one else, but I was always fond of that
- girl. You must remember her, little Marie
- Tovesky, from Omaha, who used to visit here?
- When she was eighteen she ran away from the
- convent school and got married, crazy child!
- She came out here a bride, with her father and
- husband. He had nothing, and the old man
- was willing to buy them a place and set them
- up. Your farm took her fancy, and I was glad
- to have her so near me. I've never been sorry,
- either. I even try to get along with Frank on
- her account."
-
- "Is Frank her husband?"
-
- "Yes. He's one of these wild fellows. Most
- Bohemians are good-natured, but Frank thinks
- we don't appreciate him here, I guess. He's jeal-
- ous about everything, his farm and his horses
- and his pretty wife. Everybody likes her, just
- the same as when she was little. Sometimes I
- go up to the Catholic church with Emil, and
- it's funny to see Marie standing there laughing
- and shaking hands with people, looking so ex-
- cited and gay, with Frank sulking behind her
- as if he could eat everybody alive. Frank's not
- a bad neighbor, but to get on with him you've
- got to make a fuss over him and act as if you
- thought he was a very important person all the
- time, and different from other people. I find it
- hard to keep that up from one year's end to
- another."
-
- "I shouldn't think you'd be very successful
- at that kind of thing, Alexandra." Carl seemed
- to find the idea amusing.
-
- "Well," said Alexandra firmly, "I do the
- best I can, on Marie's account. She has it hard
- enough, anyway. She's too young and pretty
- for this sort of life. We're all ever so much older
- and slower. But she's the kind that won't be
- downed easily. She'll work all day and go to
- a Bohemian wedding and dance all night, and
- drive the hay wagon for a cross man next morn-
- ing. I could stay by a job, but I never had the go
- in me that she has, when I was going my best.
- I'll have to take you over to see her to-morrow."
-
- Carl dropped the end of his cigar softly
- among the castor beans and sighed. "Yes, I
- suppose I must see the old place. I'm cow-
- ardly about things that remind me of myself.
- It took courage to come at all, Alexandra. I
- wouldn't have, if I hadn't wanted to see you
- very, very much."
-
- Alexandra looked at him with her calm,
- deliberate eyes. "Why do you dread things
- like that, Carl?" she asked earnestly. "Why
- are you dissatisfied with yourself?"
-
- Her visitor winced. "How direct you are,
- Alexandra! Just like you used to be. Do I give
- myself away so quickly? Well, you see, for one
- thing, there's nothing to look forward to in my
- profession. Wood-engraving is the only thing
- I care about, and that had gone out before I
- began. Everything's cheap metal work now-
- adays, touching up miserable photographs,
- forcing up poor drawings, and spoiling good
- ones. I'm absolutely sick of it all." Carl
- frowned. "Alexandra, all the way out from
- New York I've been planning how I could de-
- ceive you and make you think me a very envi-
- able fellow, and here I am telling you the
- truth the first night. I waste a lot of time pre-
- tending to people, and the joke of it is, I don't
- think I ever deceive any one. There are too
- many of my kind; people know us on sight."
-
- Carl paused. Alexandra pushed her hair
- back from her brow with a puzzled, thoughtful
- gesture. "You see," he went on calmly, "mea-
- sured by your standards here, I'm a failure.
- I couldn't buy even one of your cornfields.
- I've enjoyed a great many things, but I've
- got nothing to show for it all."
-
- "But you show for it yourself, Carl. I'd
- rather have had your freedom than my land."
-
- Carl shook his head mournfully. "Freedom
- so often means that one isn't needed anywhere.
- Here you are an individual, you have a back-
- ground of your own, you would be missed. But
- off there in the cities there are thousands of
- rolling stones like me. We are all alike; we
- have no ties, we know nobody, we own nothing.
- When one of us dies, they scarcely know where
- to bury him. Our landlady and the delicatessen
- man are our mourners, and we leave nothing
- behind us but a frock-coat and a fiddle, or an
- easel, or a typewriter, or whatever tool we got
- our living by. All we have ever managed to
- do is to pay our rent, the exorbitant rent that
- one has to pay for a few square feet of space
- near the heart of things. We have no house,
- no place, no people of our own. We live in
- the streets, in the parks, in the theatres. We sit
- in restaurants and concert halls and look about
- at the hundreds of our own kind and shudder."
-
- Alexandra was silent. She sat looking at the
- silver spot the moon made on the surface of the
- pond down in the pasture. He knew that she
- understood what he meant. At last she said
- slowly, "And yet I would rather have Emil
- grow up like that than like his two brothers.
- We pay a high rent, too, though we pay differ-
- ently. We grow hard and heavy here. We
- don't move lightly and easily as you do, and
- our minds get stiff. If the world were no wider
- than my cornfields, if there were not something
- beside this, I wouldn't feel that it was much
- worth while to work. No, I would rather have
- Emil like you than like them. I felt that as soon
- as you came."
-
- "I wonder why you feel like that?" Carl
- mused.
-
- "I don't know. Perhaps I am like Carrie
- Jensen, the sister of one of my hired men. She
- had never been out of the cornfields, and a few
- years ago she got despondent and said life was
- just the same thing over and over, and she
- didn't see the use of it. After she had tried
- to kill herself once or twice, her folks got wor-
- ried and sent her over to Iowa to visit some
- relations. Ever since she's come back she's
- been perfectly cheerful, and she says she's con-
- tented to live and work in a world that's so big
- and interesting. She said that anything as big
- as the bridges over the Platte and the Missouri
- reconciled her. And it's what goes on in the
- world that reconciles me."
-
-
-
- V
-
-
- Alexandra did not find time to go to her
- neighbor's the next day, nor the next. It was a
- busy season on the farm, with the corn-plowing
- going on, and even Emil was in the field with a
- team and cultivator. Carl went about over the
- farms with Alexandra in the morning, and in
- the afternoon and evening they found a great
- deal to talk about. Emil, for all his track prac-
- tice, did not stand up under farmwork very
- well, and by night he was too tired to talk or
- even to practise on his cornet.
-
- On Wednesday morning Carl got up before it
- was light, and stole downstairs and out of the
- kitchen door just as old Ivar was making his
- morning ablutions at the pump. Carl nodded
- to him and hurried up the draw, past the gar-
- den, and into the pasture where the milking
- cows used to be kept.
-
- The dawn in the east looked like the light
- from some great fire that was burning under
- the edge of the world. The color was reflected
- in the globules of dew that sheathed the short
- gray pasture grass. Carl walked rapidly until
- he came to the crest of the second hill, where
- the Bergson pasture joined the one that had
- belonged to his father. There he sat down and
- waited for the sun to rise. It was just there
- that he and Alexandra used to do their milking
- together, he on his side of the fence, she on hers.
- He could remember exactly how she looked
- when she came over the close-cropped grass,
- her skirts pinned up, her head bare, a bright
- tin pail in either hand, and the milky light of the
- early morning all about her. Even as a boy he
- used to feel, when he saw her coming with her
- free step, her upright head and calm shoulders,
- that she looked as if she had walked straight
- out of the morning itself. Since then, when he
- had happened to see the sun come up in the
- country or on the water, he had often remem-
- bered the young Swedish girl and her milking
- pails.
-
- Carl sat musing until the sun leaped above
- the prairie, and in the grass about him all the
- small creatures of day began to tune their tiny
- instruments. Birds and insects without num-
- ber began to chirp, to twitter, to snap and
- whistle, to make all manner of fresh shrill
- noises. The pasture was flooded with light;
- every clump of ironweed and snow-on-the-
- mountain threw a long shadow, and the golden
- light seemed to be rippling through the curly
- grass like the tide racing in.
-
- He crossed the fence into the pasture that
- was now the Shabatas' and continued his walk
- toward the pond. He had not gone far, how-
- ever, when he discovered that he was not the
- only person abroad. In the draw below, his gun
- in his hands, was Emil, advancing cautiously,
- with a young woman beside him. They were
- moving softly, keeping close together, and
- Carl knew that they expected to find ducks on
- the pond. At the moment when they came in
- sight of the bright spot of water, he heard a
- whirr of wings and the ducks shot up into the
- air. There was a sharp crack from the gun, and
- five of the birds fell to the ground. Emil and his
- companion laughed delightedly, and Emil ran
- to pick them up. When he came back, dangling
- the ducks by their feet, Marie held her apron
- and he dropped them into it. As she stood
- looking down at them, her face changed. She
- took up one of the birds, a rumpled ball of
- feathers with the blood dripping slowly from its
- mouth, and looked at the live color that still
- burned on its plumage.
-
- As she let it fall, she cried in distress, "Oh,
- Emil, why did you?"
-
- "I like that!" the boy exclaimed indignantly.
- "Why, Marie, you asked me to come yourself."
-
- ":Yes, yes, I know," she said tearfully, "but I
- didn't think. I hate to see them when they are
- first shot. They were having such a good time,
- and we've spoiled it all for them."
-
- Emil gave a rather sore laugh. "I should say
- we had! I'm not going hunting with you any
- more. You're as bad as Ivar. Here, let me
- take them." He snatched the ducks out of her
- apron.
-
- "Don't be cross, Emil. Only--Ivar's right
- about wild things. They're too happy to kill.
- You can tell just how they felt when they flew
- up. They were scared, but they didn't really
- think anything could hurt them. No, we won't
- do that any more."
-
- "All right," Emil assented. "I'm sorry I
- made you feel bad." As he looked down into
- her tearful eyes, there was a curious, sharp
- young bitterness in his own.
-
- Carl watched them as they moved slowly
- down the draw. They had not seen him at all.
- He had not overheard much of their dialogue,
- but he felt the import of it. It made him, some-
- how, unreasonably mournful to find two young
- things abroad in the pasture in the early morn-
- ing. He decided that he needed his breakfast.
-
-
-
- VI
-
-
- At dinner that day Alexandra said she
- thought they must really manage to go over to
- the Shabatas' that afternoon. "It's not often I
- let three days go by without seeing Marie. She
- will think I have forsaken her, now that my old
- friend has come back."
-
- After the men had gone back to work, Alex-
- andra put on a white dress and her sun-hat, and
- she and Carl set forth across the fields. "You
- see we have kept up the old path, Carl. It has
- been so nice for me to feel that there was a
- friend at the other end of it again."
-
- Carl smiled a little ruefully. "All the same, I
- hope it hasn't been QUITE the same."
-
- Alexandra looked at him with surprise.
- "Why, no, of course not. Not the same. She
- could not very well take your place, if that's
- what you mean. I'm friendly with all my
- neighbors, I hope. But Marie is really a com-
- panion, some one I can talk to quite frankly.
- You wouldn't want me to be more lonely than
- I have been, would you?"
-
- Carl laughed and pushed back the triangular
- lock of hair with the edge of his hat. "Of course
- I don't. I ought to be thankful that this path
- hasn't been worn by--well, by friends with
- more pressing errands than your little Bohe-
- mian is likely to have." He paused to give
- Alexandra his hand as she stepped over the stile.
- "Are you the least bit disappointed in our com-
- ing together again?" he asked abruptly. "Is it
- the way you hoped it would be?"
-
- Alexandra smiled at this. "Only better.
- When I've thought about your coming, I've
- sometimes been a little afraid of it. You have
- lived where things move so fast, and every-
- thing is slow here; the people slowest of all. Our
- lives are like the years, all made up of weather
- and crops and cows. How you hated cows!"
- She shook her head and laughed to herself.
-
- "I didn't when we milked together. I
- walked up to the pasture corners this morning.
- I wonder whether I shall ever be able to tell you
- all that I was thinking about up there. It's a
- strange thing, Alexandra; I find it easy to be
- frank with you about everything under the sun
- except--yourself!"
-
- "You are afraid of hurting my feelings, per-
- haps." Alexandra looked at him thoughtfully.
-
- "No, I'm afraid of giving you a shock.
- You've seen yourself for so long in the dull
- minds of the people about you, that if I were to
- tell you how you seem to me, it would startle
- you. But you must see that you astonish me.
- You must feel when people admire you."
-
- Alexandra blushed and laughed with some
- confusion. "I felt that you were pleased with
- me, if you mean that."
-
- "And you've felt when other people were
- pleased with you?" he insisted.
-
- "Well, sometimes. The men in town, at the
- banks and the county offices, seem glad to see
- me. I think, myself, it is more pleasant to
- do business with people who are clean and
- healthy-looking," she admitted blandly.
-
- Carl gave a little chuckle as he opened the
- Shabatas' gate for her. "Oh, do you?" he
- asked dryly.
-
- There was no sign of life about the Shabatas'
- house except a big yellow cat, sunning itself on
- the kitchen doorstep.
-
- Alexandra took the path that led to the
- orchard. "She often sits there and sews. I
- didn't telephone her we were coming, because I
- didn't her to go to work and bake cake
- and freeze ice-cream. She'll always make a
- party if you give her the least excuse. Do you
- recognize the apple trees, Carl?"
-
- Linstrum looked about him. "I wish I had a
- dollar for every bucket of water I've carried for
- those trees. Poor father, he was an easy man,
- but he was perfectly merciless when it came to
- watering the orchard."
-
- "That's one thing I like about Germans;
- they make an orchard grow if they can't make
- anything else. I'm so glad these trees belong to
- some one who takes comfort in them. When I
- rented this place, the tenants never kept the
- orchard up, and Emil and I used to come over
- and take care of it ourselves. It needs mowing
- now. There she is, down in the corner. Ma-
- ria-a-a!" she called.
-
- A recumbent figure started up from the grass
- and came running toward them through the
- flickering screen of light and shade.
-
- "Look at her! Isn't she like a little brown
- rabbit?" Alexandra laughed.
-
- Maria ran up panting and threw her arms
- about Alexandra. "Oh, I had begun to think
- you were not coming at all, maybe. I knew you
- were so busy. Yes, Emil told me about Mr.
- Linstrum being here. Won't you come up to
- the house?"
-
- "Why not sit down there in your corner?
- Carl wants to see the orchard. He kept all
- these trees alive for years, watering them with
- his own back."
-
- Marie turned to Carl. "Then I'm thankful
- to you, Mr. Linstrum. We'd never have bought
- the place if it hadn't been for this orchard, and
- then I wouldn't have had Alexandra, either."
- She gave Alexandra's arm a little squeeze as
- she walked beside her. "How nice your dress
- smells, Alexandra; you put rosemary leaves in
- your chest, like I told you."
-
- She led them to the northwest corner of the
- orchard, sheltered on one side by a thick mul-
- berry hedge and bordered on the other by a
- wheatfield, just beginning to yellow. In this
- corner the ground dipped a little, and the blue-
- grass, which the weeds had driven out in the
- upper part of the orchard, grew thick and luxu-
- riant. Wild roses were flaming in the tufts of
- bunchgrass along the fence. Under a white
- mulberry tree there was an old wagon-seat.
- Beside it lay a book and a workbasket.
-
- "You must have the seat, Alexandra. The
- grass would stain your dress," the hostess in-
- sisted. She dropped down on the ground at
- Alexandra's side and tucked her feet under her.
- Carl sat at a little distance from the two wo-
- men, his back to the wheatfield, and watched
- them. Alexandra took off her shade-hat and
- threw it on the ground. Marie picked it up and
- played with the white ribbons, twisting them
- about her brown fingers as she talked. They
- made a pretty picture in the strong sunlight,
- the leafy pattern surrounding them like a net;
- the Swedish woman so white and gold, kindly
- and amused, but armored in calm, and the alert
- brown one, her full lips parted, points of yel-
- low light dancing in her eyes as she laughed
- and chattered. Carl had never forgotten little
- Marie Tovesky's eyes, and he was glad to have
- an opportunity to study them. The brown
- iris, he found, was curiously slashed with yel-
- low, the color of sunflower honey, or of old
- amber. In each eye one of these streaks must
- have been larger than the others, for the effect
- was that of two dancing points of light, two
- little yellow bubbles, such as rise in a glass of
- champagne. Sometimes they seemed like the
- sparks from a forge. She seemed so easily ex-
- cited, to kindle with a fierce little flame if one
- but breathed upon her. "What a waste," Carl
- reflected. "She ought to be doing all that for
- a sweetheart. How awkwardly things come
- about!"
-
- It was not very long before Marie sprang up
- out of the grass again. "Wait a moment. I
- want to show you something." She ran away
- and disappeared behind the low-growing apple
- trees.
-
- "What a charming creature," Carl mur-
- mured. "I don't wonder that her husband is
- jealous. But can't she walk? does she always
- run?"
-
- Alexandra nodded. "Always. I don't see
- many people, but I don't believe there are many
- like her, anywhere."
-
- Marie came back with a branch she had
- broken from an apricot tree, laden with pale-
- yellow, pink-cheeked fruit. She dropped it be-
- side Carl. "Did you plant those, too? They are
- such beautiful little trees."
-
- Carl fingered the blue-green leaves, porous
- like blotting-paper and shaped like birch
- leaves, hung on waxen red stems. "Yes, I
- think I did. Are these the circus trees, Alex-
- andra?"
-
- "Shall I tell her about them?" Alexandra
- asked. "Sit down like a good girl, Marie, and
- don't ruin my poor hat, and I'll tell you a story.
- A long time ago, when Carl and I were, say,
- sixteen and twelve, a circus came to Hanover
- and we went to town in our wagon, with Lou
- and Oscar, to see the parade. We hadn't
- money enough to go to the circus. We followed
- the parade out to the circus grounds and hung
- around until the show began and the crowd
- went inside the tent. Then Lou was afraid we
- looked foolish standing outside in the pasture,
- so we went back to Hanover feeling very sad.
- There was a man in the streets selling apricots,
- and we had never seen any before. He had
- driven down from somewhere up in the French
- country, and he was selling them twenty-five
- cents a peck. We had a little money our fathers
- had given us for candy, and I bought two pecks
- and Carl bought one. They cheered us a good
- deal, and we saved all the seeds and planted
- them. Up to the time Carl went away, they
- hadn't borne at all."
-
- "And now he's come back to eat them,"
- cried Marie, nodding at Carl. "That IS a good
- story. I can remember you a little, Mr. Lin-
- strum. I used to see you in Hanover some-
- times, when Uncle Joe took me to town. I re-
- member you because you were always buying
- pencils and tubes of paint at the drug store.
- Once, when my uncle left me at the store, you
- drew a lot of little birds and flowers for me on a
- piece of wrapping-paper. I kept them for a long
- while. I thought you were very romantic be-
- cause you could draw and had such black eyes."
-
- Carl smiled. "Yes, I remember that time.
- Your uncle bought you some kind of a mechani-
- cal toy, a Turkish lady sitting on an ottoman
- and smoking a hookah, wasn't it? And she
- turned her head backwards and forwards."
-
- "Oh, yes! Wasn't she splendid! I knew well
- enough I ought not to tell Uncle Joe I wanted
- it, for he had just come back from the saloon
- and was feeling good. You remember how he
- laughed? She tickled him, too. But when we
- got home, my aunt scolded him for buying toys
- when she needed so many things. We wound
- our lady up every night, and when she began to
- move her head my aunt used to laugh as hard as
- any of us. It was a music-box, you know, and
- the Turkish lady played a tune while she
- smoked. That was how she made you feel so
- jolly. As I remember her, she was lovely, and
- had a gold crescent on her turban."
-
- Half an hour later, as they were leaving the
- house, Carl and Alexandra were met in the path
- by a strapping fellow in overalls and a blue
- shirt. He was breathing hard, as if he had been
- running, and was muttering to himself.
-
- Marie ran forward, and, taking him by the
- arm, gave him a little push toward her guests.
- "Frank, this is Mr. Linstrum."
-
- Frank took off his broad straw hat and nod-
- ded to Alexandra. When he spoke to Carl, he
- showed a fine set of white teeth. He was
- burned a dull red down to his neckband, and
- there was a heavy three-days' stubble on his
- face. Even in his agitation he was handsome,
- but he looked a rash and violent man.
-
- Barely saluting the callers, he turned at once
- to his wife and began, in an outraged tone, "I
- have to leave my team to drive the old woman
- Hiller's hogs out-a my wheat. I go to take dat
- old woman to de court if she ain't careful, I tell
- you!"
-
- His wife spoke soothingly. "But, Frank, she
- has only her lame boy to help her. She does the
- best she can."
-
- Alexandra looked at the excited man and
- offered a suggestion. "Why don't you go over
- there some afternoon and hog-tight her fences?
- You'd save time for yourself in the end."
-
- Frank's neck stiffened. "Not-a-much, I
- won't. I keep my hogs home. Other peoples
- can do like me. See? If that Louis can mend
- shoes, he can mend fence."
-
- "Maybe," said Alexandra placidly; "but
- I've found it sometimes pays to mend other
- people's fences. Good-bye, Marie. Come to
- see me soon."
-
- Alexandra walked firmly down the path and
- Carl followed her.
-
- Frank went into the house and threw himself
- on the sofa, his face to the wall, his clenched fist
- on his hip. Marie, having seen her guests off,
- came in and put her hand coaxingly on his
- shoulder.
-
- "Poor Frank! You've run until you've made
- your head ache, now haven't you? Let me
- make you some coffee."
-
- "What else am I to do?" he cried hotly in
- Bohemian. "Am I to let any old woman's hogs
- root up my wheat? Is that what I work myself
- to death for?"
-
- "Don't worry about it, Frank. I'll speak to
- Mrs. Hiller again. But, really, she almost cried
- last time they got out, she was so sorry."
-
- Frank bounced over on his other side.
- "That's it; you always side with them against
- me. They all know it. Anybody here feels free
- to borrow the mower and break it, or turn their
- hogs in on me. They know you won't care!"
-
- Marie hurried away to make his coffee.
- When she came back, he was fast asleep. She
- sat down and looked at him for a long while,
- very thoughtfully. When the kitchen clock
- struck six she went out to get supper, closing
- the door gently behind her. She was always
- sorry for Frank when he worked himself into
- one of these rages, and she was sorry to have
- him rough and quarrelsome with his neighbors.
- She was perfectly aware that the neighbors had
- a good deal to put up with, and that they bore
- with Frank for her sake.
-
-
-
- VII
-
-
- Marie's father, Albert Tovesky, was one
- of the more intelligent Bohemians who came
- West in the early seventies. He settled in
- Omaha and became a leader and adviser among
- his people there. Marie was his youngest child,
- by a second wife, and was the apple of his
- eye. She was barely sixteen, and was in the
- graduating class of the Omaha High School,
- when Frank Shabata arrived from the old coun-
- try and set all the Bohemian girls in a flutter.
- He was easily the buck of the beer-gardens,
- and on Sunday he was a sight to see, with his
- silk hat and tucked shirt and blue frock-coat,
- wearing gloves and carrying a little wisp of a
- yellow cane. He was tall and fair, with splendid
- teeth and close-cropped yellow curls, and he
- wore a slightly disdainful expression, proper for
- a young man with high connections, whose
- mother had a big farm in the Elbe valley. There
- was often an interesting discontent in his blue
- eyes, and every Bohemian girl he met imagined
- herself the cause of that unsatisfied expression.
- He had a way of drawing out his cambric hand-
- kerchief slowly, by one corner, from his breast-
- pocket, that was melancholy and romantic in
- the extreme. He took a little flight with each of
- the more eligible Bohemian girls, but it was
- when he was with little Marie Tovesky that he
- drew his handkerchief out most slowly, and,
- after he had lit a fresh cigar, dropped the match
- most despairingly. Any one could see, with
- half an eye, that his proud heart was bleeding
- for somebody.
-
- One Sunday, late in the summer after Marie's
- graduation, she met Frank at a Bohemian pic-
- nic down the river and went rowing with him all
- the afternoon. When she got home that even-
- ing she went straight to her father's room and
- told him that she was engaged to Shabata. Old
- Tovesky was having a comfortable pipe before
- he went to bed. When he heard his daughter's
- announcement, he first prudently corked his
- beer bottle and then leaped to his feet and had
- a turn of temper. He characterized Frank
- Shabata by a Bohemian expression which is the
- equivalent of stuffed shirt.
-
- "Why don't he go to work like the rest of us
- did? His farm in the Elbe valley, indeed!
- Ain't he got plenty brothers and sisters? It's
- his mother's farm, and why don't he stay
- at home and help her? Haven't I seen his
- mother out in the morning at five o'clock with
- her ladle and her big bucket on wheels, putting
- liquid manure on the cabbages? Don't I know
- the look of old Eva Shabata's hands? Like an
- old horse's hoofs they are--and this fellow
- wearing gloves and rings! Engaged, indeed!
- You aren't fit to be out of school, and that's
- what's the matter with you. I will send you
- off to the Sisters of the Sacred Heart in St.
- Louis, and they will teach you some sense,
- ~I~ guess!"
-
- Accordingly, the very next week, Albert
- Tovesky took his daughter, pale and tearful,
- down the river to the convent. But the way to
- make Frank want anything was to tell him he
- couldn't have it. He managed to have an in-
- terview with Marie before she went away, and
- whereas he had been only half in love with her
- before, he now persuaded himself that he would
- not stop at anything. Marie took with her to
- the convent, under the canvas lining of her
- trunk, the results of a laborious and satisfying
- morning on Frank's part; no less than a dozen
- photographs of himself, taken in a dozen differ-
- ent love-lorn attitudes. There was a little round
- photograph for her watch-case, photographs
- for her wall and dresser, and even long nar-
- row ones to be used as bookmarks. More than
- once the handsome gentleman was torn to
- pieces before the French class by an indignant
- nun.
-
- Marie pined in the convent for a year, until her
- eighteenth birthday was passed. Then she met
- Frank Shabata in the Union Station in St. Louis
- and ran away with him. Old Tovesky forgave his
- daughter because there was nothing else to do,
- and bought her a farm in the country that she
- had loved so well as a child. Since then her
- story had been a part of the history of the
- Divide. She and Frank had been living there
- for five years when Carl Linstrum came back to
- pay his long deferred visit to Alexandra. Frank
- had, on the whole, done better than one might
- have expected. He had flung himself at the
- soil with savage energy. Once a year he went
- to Hastings or to Omaha, on a spree. He
- stayed away for a week or two, and then
- came home and worked like a demon. He did
- work; if he felt sorry for himself, that was his
- own affair.
-
-
-
- VIII
-
-
- On the evening of the day of Alexandra's call
- at the Shabatas', a heavy rain set in. Frank sat
- up until a late hour reading the Sunday newspa-
- pers. One of the Goulds was getting a divorce,
- and Frank took it as a personal affront. In
- printing the story of the young man's mar-
- ital troubles, the knowing editor gave a suffi-
- ciently colored account of his career, stating
- the amount of his income and the manner in
- which he was supposed to spend it. Frank read
- English slowly, and the more he read about this
- divorce case, the angrier he grew. At last he
- threw down the page with a snort. He turned
- to his farm-hand who was reading the other half
- of the paper.
-
- "By God! if I have that young feller in de
- hayfield once, I show him someting. Listen
- here what he do wit his money." And Frank
- began the catalogue of the young man's reputed
- extravagances.
-
- Marie sighed. She thought it hard that the
- Goulds, for whom she had nothing but good
- will, should make her so much trouble. She
- hated to see the Sunday newspapers come into
- the house. Frank was always reading about the
- doings of rich people and feeling outraged. He
- had an inexhaustible stock of stories about their
- crimes and follies, how they bribed the courts
- and shot down their butlers with impunity
- whenever they chose. Frank and Lou Bergson
- had very similar ideas, and they were two of the
- political agitators of the county.
-
- The next morning broke clear and brilliant,
- but Frank said the ground was too wet to
- plough, so he took the cart and drove over to
- Sainte-Agnes to spend the day at Moses Mar-
- cel's saloon. After he was gone, Marie went out
- to the back porch to begin her butter-making. A
- brisk wind had come up and was driving puffy
- white clouds across the sky. The orchard was
- sparkling and rippling in the sun. Marie stood
- looking toward it wistfully, her hand on the lid
- of the churn, when she heard a sharp ring in the
- air, the merry sound of the whetstone on the
- scythe. That invitation decided her. She ran
- into the house, put on a short skirt and a pair of
- her husband's boots, caught up a tin pail and
- started for the orchard. Emil had already be-
- gun work and was mowing vigorously. When he
- saw her coming, he stopped and wiped his brow.
- His yellow canvas leggings and khaki trousers
- were splashed to the knees.
-
- "Don't let me disturb you, Emil. I'm going
- to pick cherries. Isn't everything beautiful
- after the rain? Oh, but I'm glad to get this
- place mowed! When I heard it raining in the
- night, I thought maybe you would come and
- do it for me to-day. The wind wakened me.
- Didn't it blow dreadfully? Just smell the wild
- roses! They are always so spicy after a rain.
- We never had so many of them in here before.
- I suppose it's the wet season. Will you have to
- cut them, too?"
-
- "If I cut the grass, I will," Emil said teas-
- ingly. "What's the matter with you? What
- makes you so flighty?"
-
- "Am I flighty? I suppose that's the wet sea-
- son, too, then. It's exciting to see everything
- growing so fast,--and to get the grass cut!
- Please leave the roses till last, if you must cut
- them. Oh, I don't mean all of them, I mean
- that low place down by my tree, where there
- are so many. Aren't you splashed! Look at
- the spider-webs all over the grass. Good-bye.
- I'll call you if I see a snake."
-
- She tripped away and Emil stood looking
- after her. In a few moments he heard the cher-
- ries dropping smartly into the pail, and he
- began to swing his scythe with that long, even
- stroke that few American boys ever learn.
- Marie picked cherries and sang softly to herself,
- stripping one glittering branch after another,
- shivering when she caught a shower of rain-
- drops on her neck and hair. And Emil mowed
- his way slowly down toward the cherry trees.
-
- That summer the rains had been so many
- and opportune that it was almost more than
- Shabata and his man could do to keep up with
- the corn; the orchard was a neglected wilder-
- ness. All sorts of weeds and herbs and flowers
- had grown up there; splotches of wild larkspur,
- pale green-and-white spikes of hoarhound,
- plantations of wild cotton, tangles of foxtail
- and wild wheat. South of the apricot trees, cor-
- nering on the wheatfield, was Frank's alfalfa,
- where myriads of white and yellow butterflies
- were always fluttering above the purple blos-
- soms. When Emil reached the lower corner by
- the hedge, Marie was sitting under her white
- mulberry tree, the pailful of cherries beside her,
- looking off at the gentle, tireless swelling of the
- wheat.
-
- "Emil," she said suddenly--he was mowing
- quietly about under the tree so as not to disturb
- her--"what religion did the Swedes have away
- back, before they were Christians?"
-
- Emil paused and straightened his back. "I
- don't know. About like the Germans', wasn't it?"
-
- Marie went on as if she had not heard him.
- "The Bohemians, you know, were tree wor-
- shipers before the missionaries came. Father
- says the people in the mountains still do queer
- things, sometimes,--they believe that trees
- bring good or bad luck."
-
- Emil looked superior. "Do they? Well,
- which are the lucky trees? I'd like to know."
-
- "I don't know all of them, but I know
- lindens are. The old people in the mountains
- plant lindens to purify the forest, and to do
- away with the spells that come from the old
- trees they say have lasted from heathen times.
- I'm a good Catholic, but I think I could get
- along with caring for trees, if I hadn't anything
- else."
-
- "That's a poor saying," said Emil, stooping
- over to wipe his hands in the wet grass.
-
- "Why is it? If I feel that way, I feel that
- way. I like trees because they seem more
- resigned to the way they have to live than
- other things do. I feel as if this tree knows
- everything I ever think of when I sit here.
- When I come back to it, I never have to re-
- mind it of anything; I begin just where I left
- off."
-
- Emil had nothing to say to this. He reached
- up among the branches and began to pick the
- sweet, insipid fruit,--long ivory-colored ber-
- ries, tipped with faint pink, like white coral,
- that fall to the ground unheeded all summer
- through. He dropped a handful into her lap.
-
- "Do you like Mr. Linstrum?" Marie asked
- suddenly.
-
- "Yes. Don't you?"
-
- "Oh, ever so much; only he seems kind of
- staid and school-teachery. But, of course, he is
- older than Frank, even. I'm sure I don't want
- to live to be more than thirty, do you? Do you
- think Alexandra likes him very much?"
-
- "I suppose so. They were old friends."
-
- "Oh, Emil, you know what I mean!" Marie
- tossed her head impatiently. "Does she really
- care about him? When she used to tell me
- about him, I always wondered whether she
- wasn't a little in love with him."
-
- "Who, Alexandra?" Emil laughed and
- thrust his hands into his trousers pockets.
- "Alexandra's never been in love, you crazy!"
- He laughed again. "She wouldn't know how
- to go about it. The idea!"
-
- Marie shrugged her shoulders. "Oh, you
- don't know Alexandra as well as you think
- you do! If you had any eyes, you would see
- that she is very fond of him. It would serve
- you all right if she walked off with Carl. I like
- him because he appreciates her more than you
- do."
-
- Emil frowned. "What are you talking about,
- Marie? Alexandra's all right. She and I have
- always been good friends. What more do you
- want? I like to talk to Carl about New York
- and what a fellow can do there."
-
- "Oh, Emil! Surely you are not thinking of
- going off there?"
-
- "Why not? I must go somewhere, mustn't
- I?" The young man took up his scythe and
- leaned on it. "Would you rather I went off in
- the sand hills and lived like Ivar?"
-
- Marie's face fell under his brooding gaze. She
- looked down at his wet leggings. "I'm sure
- Alexandra hopes you will stay on here," she
- murmured.
-
- "Then Alexandra will be disappointed," the
- young man said roughly. "What do I want to
- hang around here for? Alexandra can run the
- farm all right, without me. I don't want to
- stand around and look on. I want to be doing
- something on my own account."
-
- "That's so," Marie sighed. "There are so
- many, many things you can do. Almost any-
- thing you choose."
-
- "And there are so many, many things I can't
- do." Emil echoed her tone sarcastically. "Some-
- times I don't want to do anything at all, and
- sometimes I want to pull the four corners of
- the Divide together,"--he threw out his arm
- and brought it back with a jerk,--"so, like a
- table-cloth. I get tired of seeing men and horses
- going up and down, up and down."
-
- Marie looked up at his defiant figure and her
- face clouded. "I wish you weren't so restless,
- and didn't get so worked up over things," she
- said sadly.
-
- "Thank you," he returned shortly.
-
- She sighed despondently. "Everything I say
- makes you cross, don't it? And you never used
- to be cross to me."
-
- Emil took a step nearer and stood frowning
- down at her bent head. He stood in an attitude
- of self-defense, his feet well apart, his hands
- clenched and drawn up at his sides, so that the
- cords stood out on his bare arms. "I can't play
- with you like a little boy any more," he said
- slowly. "That's what you miss, Marie. You'll
- have to get some other little boy to play with."
- He stopped and took a deep breath. Then he
- went on in a low tone, so intense that it was
- almost threatening: "Sometimes you seem to
- understand perfectly, and then sometimes you
- pretend you don't. You don't help things any
- by pretending. It's then that I want to pull
- the corners of the Divide together. If you
- WON'T understand, you know, I could make you!"
-
- Marie clasped her hands and started up from
- her seat. She had grown very pale and her eyes
- were shining with excitement and distress.
- "But, Emil, if I understand, then all our good
- times are over, we can never do nice things to-
- gether any more. We shall have to behave like
- Mr. Linstrum. And, anyhow, there's nothing
- to understand!" She struck the ground with
- her little foot fiercely. "That won't last. It
- will go away, and things will be just as they
- used to. I wish you were a Catholic. The
- Church helps people, indeed it does. I pray for
- you, but that's not the same as if you prayed
- yourself."
-
- She spoke rapidly and pleadingly, looked
- entreatingly into his face. Emil stood defiant,
- gazing down at her.
-
- "I can't pray to have the things I want," he
- said slowly, "and I won't pray not to have
- them, not if I'm damned for it."
-
- Marie turned away, wringing her hands.
- "Oh, Emil, you won't try! Then all our good
- times are over."
-
- "Yes; over. I never expect to have any
- more."
-
- Emil gripped the hand-holds of his scythe
- and began to mow. Marie took up her cherries
- and went slowly toward the house, crying
- bitterly.
-
-
-
- IX
-
-
- On Sunday afternoon, a month after Carl
- Linstrum's arrival, he rode with Emil up into
- the French country to attend a Catholic fair.
- He sat for most of the afternoon in the base-
- ment of the church, where the fair was held,
- talking to Marie Shabata, or strolled about the
- gravel terrace, thrown up on the hillside in
- front of the basement doors, where the French
- boys were jumping and wrestling and throwing
- the discus. Some of the boys were in their
- white baseball suits; they had just come up
- from a Sunday practice game down in the ball-
- grounds. Amedee, the newly married, Emil's
- best friend, was their pitcher, renowned among
- the country towns for his dash and skill.
- Amedee was a little fellow, a year younger than
- Emil and much more boyish in appearance;
- very lithe and active and neatly made, with a
- clear brown and white skin, and flashing white
- teeth. The Sainte-Agnes boys were to play the
- Hastings nine in a fortnight, and Amedee's
- lightning balls were the hope of his team. The
- little Frenchman seemed to get every ounce
- there was in him behind the ball as it left his
- hand.
-
- "You'd have made the battery at the Univer-
- sity for sure, 'Medee," Emil said as they were
- walking from the ball-grounds back to the
- church on the hill. "You're pitching better
- than you did in the spring."
-
- Amedee grinned. "Sure! A married man
- don't lose his head no more." He slapped Emil
- on the back as he caught step with him. "Oh,
- Emil, you wanna get married right off quick!
- It's the greatest thing ever!"
-
- Emil laughed. "How am I going to get mar-
- ried without any girl?"
-
- Amedee took his arm. "Pooh! There are
- plenty girls will have you. You wanna get some
- nice French girl, now. She treat you well;
- always be jolly. See,"--he began checking off
- on his fingers,--"there is Severine, and
- Alphosen, and Josephine, and Hectorine, and
- Louise, and Malvina--why, I could love any
- of them girls! Why don't you get after them?
- Are you stuck up, Emil, or is anything the
- matter with you? I never did know a boy
- twenty-two years old before that didn't have
- no girl. You wanna be a priest, maybe? Not-a
- for me!" Amedee swaggered. "I bring many
- good Catholics into this world, I hope, and
- that's a way I help the Church."
-
- Emil looked down and patted him on the
- shoulder. "Now you're windy, 'Medee. You
- Frenchies like to brag."
-
- But Amedee had the zeal of the newly mar-
- ried, and he was not to be lightly shaken off.
- "Honest and true, Emil, don't you want ANY
- girl? Maybe there's some young lady in Lin-
- coln, now, very grand,"--Amedee waved his
- hand languidly before his face to denote the
- fan of heartless beauty,--"and you lost your
- heart up there. Is that it?"
-
- "Maybe," said Emil.
-
- But Amedee saw no appropriate glow in his
- friend's face. "Bah!" he exclaimed in disgust.
- "I tell all the French girls to keep 'way from
- you. You gotta rock in there," thumping Emil
- on the ribs.
-
- When they reached the terrace at the side of
- the church, Amedee, who was excited by his
- success on the ball-grounds, challenged Emil
- to a jumping-match, though he knew he would
- be beaten. They belted themselves up, and
- Raoul Marcel, the choir tenor and Father
- Duchesne's pet, and Jean Bordelau, held the
- string over which they vaulted. All the
- French boys stood round, cheering and hump-
- ing themselves up when Emil or Amedee went
- over the wire, as if they were helping in the lift.
- Emil stopped at five-feet-five, declaring that
- he would spoil his appetite for supper if he
- jumped any more.
-
- Angelique, Amedee's pretty bride, as blonde
- and fair as her name, who had come out to
- watch the match, tossed her head at Emil and
- said:--
-
- "'Medee could jump much higher than you
- if he were as tall. And anyhow, he is much more
- graceful. He goes over like a bird, and you
- have to hump yourself all up."
-
- "Oh, I do, do I?" Emil caught her and
- kissed her saucy mouth squarely, while she
- laughed and struggled and called, "'Medee!
- 'Medee!"
-
- "There, you see your 'Medee isn't even big
- enough to get you away from me. I could run
- away with you right now and he could only sit
- down and cry about it. I'll show you whether
- I have to hump myself!" Laughing and pant-
- ing, he picked Angelique up in his arms and
- began running about the rectangle with her.
- Not until he saw Marie Shabata's tiger eyes
- flashing from the gloom of the basement door-
- way did he hand the disheveled bride over
- to her husband. "There, go to your graceful;
- I haven't the heart to take you away from
- him."
-
- Angelique clung to her husband and made
- faces at Emil over the white shoulder of
- Amedee's ball-shirt. Emil was greatly amused
- at her air of proprietorship and at Amedee's
- shameless submission to it. He was delighted
- with his friend's good fortune. He liked to see
- and to think about Amedee's sunny, natural,
- happy love.
-
- He and Amedee had ridden and wrestled and
- larked together since they were lads of twelve.
- On Sundays and holidays they were always
- arm in arm. It seemed strange that now he
- should have to hide the thing that Amedee was
- so proud of, that the feeling which gave one of
- them such happiness should bring the other
- such despair. It was like that when Alexandra
- tested her seed-corn in the spring, he mused.
- From two ears that had grown side by side, the
- grains of one shot up joyfully into the light,
- projecting themselves into the future, and the
- grains from the other lay still in the earth and
- rotted; and nobody knew why.
-
-
-
- X
-
-
- While Emil and Carl were amusing them-
- selves at the fair, Alexandra was at home, busy
- with her account-books, which had been ne-
- glected of late. She was almost through with
- her figures when she heard a cart drive up to the
- gate, and looking out of the window she saw her
- two older brothers. They had seemed to avoid
- her ever since Carl Linstrum's arrival, four
- weeks ago that day, and she hurried to the
- door to welcome them. She saw at once that
- they had come with some very definite purpose.
- They followed her stiffly into the sitting-room.
- Oscar sat down, but Lou walked over to the
- window and remained standing, his hands be-
- hind him.
-
- "You are by yourself?" he asked, looking
- toward the doorway into the parlor.
-
- "Yes. Carl and Emil went up to the Catho-
- lic fair."
-
- For a few moments neither of the men spoke.
-
- Then Lou came out sharply. "How soon
- does he intend to go away from here?"
-
- "I don't know, Lou. Not for some time, I
- hope." Alexandra spoke in an even, quiet tone
- that often exasperated her brothers. They felt
- that she was trying to be superior with them.
-
- Oscar spoke up grimly. "We thought we
- ought to tell you that people have begun to
- talk," he said meaningly.
-
- Alexandra looked at him. "What about?"
-
- Oscar met her eyes blankly. "About you,
- keeping him here so long. It looks bad for him
- to be hanging on to a woman this way. People
- think you're getting taken in."
-
- Alexandra shut her account-book firmly.
- "Boys," she said seriously, "don't let's go on
- with this. We won't come out anywhere. I
- can't take advice on such a matter. I know you
- mean well, but you must not feel responsible for
- me in things of this sort. If we go on with this
- talk it will only make hard feeling."
-
- Lou whipped about from the window. "You
- ought to think a little about your family.
- You're making us all ridiculous."
-
- "How am I?"
-
- "People are beginning to say you want to
- marry the fellow."
-
- "Well, and what is ridiculous about that?"
-
- Lou and Oscar exchanged outraged looks.
- "Alexandra! Can't you see he's just a tramp
- and he's after your money? He wants to be
- taken care of, he does!"
-
- "Well, suppose I want to take care of him?
- Whose business is it but my own?"
-
- "Don't you know he'd get hold of your property?"
-
- "He'd get hold of what I wished to give him, certainly."
-
- Oscar sat up suddenly and Lou clutched at
- his bristly hair.
-
- "Give him?" Lou shouted. "Our property,
- our homestead?"
-
- "I don't know about the homestead," said
- Alexandra quietly. "I know you and Oscar
- have always expected that it would be left to
- your children, and I'm not sure but what
- you're right. But I'll do exactly as I please
- with the rest of my land, boys."
-
- "The rest of your land!" cried Lou, growing
- more excited every minute. "Didn't all the
- land come out of the homestead? It was bought
- with money borrowed on the homestead, and
- Oscar and me worked ourselves to the bone
- paying interest on it."
-
- "Yes, you paid the interest. But when you
- married we made a division of the land, and you
- were satisfied. I've made more on my farms
- since I've been alone than when we all worked
- together."
-
- "Everything you've made has come out of
- the original land that us boys worked for,
- hasn't it? The farms and all that comes out of
- them belongs to us as a family."
-
- Alexandra waved her hand impatiently.
- "Come now, Lou. Stick to the facts. You are
- talking nonsense. Go to the county clerk and
- ask him who owns my land, and whether my
- titles are good."
-
- Lou turned to his brother. "This is what
- comes of letting a woman meddle in business,"
- he said bitterly. "We ought to have taken
- things in our own hands years ago. But she
- liked to run things, and we humored her. We
- thought you had good sense, Alexandra. We
- never thought you'd do anything foolish."
-
- Alexandra rapped impatiently on her desk
- with her knuckles. "Listen, Lou. Don't talk
- wild. You say you ought to have taken things
- into your own hands years ago. I suppose you
- mean before you left home. But how could you
- take hold of what wasn't there? I've got most
- of what I have now since we divided the prop-
- erty; I've built it up myself, and it has nothing
- to do with you."
-
- Oscar spoke up solemnly. "The property of a
- family really belongs to the men of the family,
- no matter about the title. If anything goes
- wrong, it's the men that are held responsible."
-
- "Yes, of course," Lou broke in. "Everybody
- knows that. Oscar and me have always been
- easy-going and we've never made any fuss.
- We were willing you should hold the land and
- have the good of it, but you got no right to
- part with any of it. We worked in the fields
- to pay for the first land you bought, and what-
- ever's come out of it has got to be kept in the
- family."
-
- Oscar reinforced his brother, his mind fixed
- on the one point he could see. "The property
- of a family belongs to the men of the family,
- because they are held responsible, and because
- they do the work."
-
- Alexandra looked from one to the other, her
- eyes full of indignation. She had been impa-
- tient before, but now she was beginning to feel
- angry. "And what about my work?" she asked
- in an unsteady voice.
-
- Lou looked at the carpet. "Oh, now, Alex-
- andra, you always took it pretty easy! Of
- course we wanted you to. You liked to manage
- round, and we always humored you. We realize
- you were a great deal of help to us. There's no
- woman anywhere around that knows as much
- about business as you do, and we've always
- been proud of that, and thought you were
- pretty smart. But, of course, the real work
- always fell on us. Good advice is all right, but
- it don't get the weeds out of the corn."
-
- "Maybe not, but it sometimes puts in the
- crop, and it sometimes keeps the fields for corn
- to grow in," said Alexandra dryly. "Why,
- Lou, I can remember when you and Oscar
- wanted to sell this homestead and all the im-
- provements to old preacher Ericson for two
- thousand dollars. If I'd consented, you'd have
- gone down to the river and scraped along on
- poor farms for the rest of your lives. When I
- put in our first field of alfalfa you both opposed
- me, just because I first heard about it from a
- young man who had been to the University.
- You said I was being taken in then, and all the
- neighbors said so. You know as well as I do
- that alfalfa has been the salvation of this coun-
- try. You all laughed at me when I said our
- land here was about ready for wheat, and I had
- to raise three big wheat crops before the neigh-
- bors quit putting all their land in corn. Why, I
- remember you cried, Lou, when we put in the
- first big wheat-planting, and said everybody
- was laughing at us."
-
- Lou turned to Oscar. "That's the woman of
- it; if she tells you to put in a crop, she thinks
- she's put it in. It makes women conceited to
- meddle in business. I shouldn't think you'd
- want to remind us how hard you were on us,
- Alexandra, after the way you baby Emil."
-
- "Hard on you? I never meant to be hard.
- Conditions were hard. Maybe I would never
- have been very soft, anyhow; but I certainly
- didn't choose to be the kind of girl I was. If
- you take even a vine and cut it back again and
- again, it grows hard, like a tree."
-
- Lou felt that they were wandering from the
- point, and that in digression Alexandra might
- unnerve him. He wiped his forehead with a
- jerk of his handkerchief. "We never doubted
- you, Alexandra. We never questioned any-
- thing you did. You've always had your own
- way. But you can't expect us to sit like stumps
- and see you done out of the property by any
- loafer who happens along, and making yourself
- ridiculous into the bargain."
-
- Oscar rose. "Yes," he broke in, "every-
- body's laughing to see you get took in; at your
- age, too. Everybody knows he's nearly five
- years younger than you, and is after your
- money. Why, Alexandra, you are forty years old!"
-
- "All that doesn't concern anybody but Carl
- and me. Go to town and ask your lawyers what
- you can do to restrain me from disposing of my
- own property. And I advise you to do what
- they tell you; for the authority you can exert
- by law is the only influence you will ever have
- over me again." Alexandra rose. "I think I
- would rather not have lived to find out what I
- have to-day," she said quietly, closing her desk.
-
- Lou and Oscar looked at each other ques-
- tioningly. There seemed to be nothing to do
- but to go, and they walked out.
-
- "You can't do business with women," Oscar
- said heavily as he clambered into the cart.
- "But anyhow, we've had our say, at last."
-
- Lou scratched his head. "Talk of that kind
- might come too high, you know; but she's apt
- to be sensible. You hadn't ought to said that
- about her age, though, Oscar. I'm afraid that
- hurt her feelings; and the worst thing we can do
- is to make her sore at us. She'd marry him out
- of contrariness."
-
- "I only meant," said Oscar, "that she is old
- enough to know better, and she is. If she was
- going to marry, she ought to done it long ago,
- and not go making a fool of herself now."
-
- Lou looked anxious, nevertheless. "Of
- course," he reflected hopefully and incon-
- sistently, "Alexandra ain't much like other
- women-folks. Maybe it won't make her sore.
- Maybe she'd as soon be forty as not!"
-
-
-
- XI
-
-
- Emil came home at about half-past seven
- o'clock that evening. Old Ivar met him at the
- windmill and took his horse, and the young man
- went directly into the house. He called to his
- sister and she answered from her bedroom,
- behind the sitting-room, saying that she was
- lying down.
-
- Emil went to her door.
-
- "Can I see you for a minute?" he asked. "I
- want to talk to you about something before
- Carl comes."
-
- Alexandra rose quickly and came to the door.
- "Where is Carl?"
-
- "Lou and Oscar met us and said they wanted
- to talk to him, so he rode over to Oscar's with
- them. Are you coming out?" Emil asked
- impatiently.
-
- "Yes, sit down. I'll be dressed in a mo-
- ment."
-
- Alexandra closed her door, and Emil sank
- down on the old slat lounge and sat with his
- head in his hands. When his sister came out, he
- looked up, not knowing whether the interval
- had been short or long, and he was surprised to
- see that the room had grown quite dark. That
- was just as well; it would be easier to talk if he
- were not under the gaze of those clear, deliber-
- ate eyes, that saw so far in some directions and
- were so blind in others. Alexandra, too, was
- glad of the dusk. Her face was swollen from
- crying.
-
- Emil started up and then sat down again.
- "Alexandra," he said slowly, in his deep young
- baritone, "I don't want to go away to law
- school this fall. Let me put it off another year.
- I want to take a year off and look around. It's
- awfully easy to rush into a profession you don't
- really like, and awfully hard to get out of it.
- Linstrum and I have been talking about that."
-
- "Very well, Emil. Only don't go off looking
- for land." She came up and put her hand on his
- shoulder. "I've been wishing you could stay
- with me this winter."
-
- "That's just what I don't want to do, Alex-
- andra. I'm restless. I want to go to a new place.
- I want to go down to the City of Mexico to join
- one of the University fellows who's at the head
- of an electrical plant. He wrote me he could
- give me a little job, enough to pay my way, and
- I could look around and see what I want to do.
- I want to go as soon as harvest is over. I guess
- Lou and Oscar will be sore about it."
-
- "I suppose they will." Alexandra sat down
- on the lounge beside him. "They are very
- angry with me, Emil. We have had a quarrel.
- They will not come here again."
-
- Emil scarcely heard what she was saying; he
- did not notice the sadness of her tone. He was
- thinking about the reckless life he meant to live
- in Mexico.
-
- "What about?" he asked absently.
-
- "About Carl Linstrum. They are afraid I am
- going to marry him, and that some of my
- property will get away from them."
-
- Emil shrugged his shoulders. "What non-
- sense!" he murmured. "Just like them."
-
- Alexandra drew back. "Why nonsense, Emil?"
-
- "Why, you've never thought of such a thing,
- have you? They always have to have something to
- fuss about."
-
- "Emil," said his sister slowly, "you ought
- not to take things for granted. Do you agree
- with them that I have no right to change my
- way of living?"
-
- Emil looked at the outline of his sister's head
- in the dim light. They were sitting close to-
- gether and he somehow felt that she could
- hear his thoughts. He was silent for a mo-
- ment, and then said in an embarrassed tone,
- "Why, no, certainly not. You ought to do
- whatever you want to. I'll always back you."
-
- "But it would seem a little bit ridiculous to
- you if I married Carl?"
-
- Emil fidgeted. The issue seemed to him too
- far-fetched to warrant discussion. "Why, no.
- I should be surprised if you wanted to. I can't
- see exactly why. But that's none of my busi-
- ness. You ought to do as you please. Certainly
- you ought not to pay any attention to what the
- boys say."
-
- Alexandra sighed. "I had hoped you might
- understand, a little, why I do want to. But I
- suppose that's too much to expect. I've had a
- pretty lonely life, Emil. Besides Marie, Carl is
- the only friend I have ever had."
-
- Emil was awake now; a name in her last sen-
- tence roused him. He put out his hand and
- took his sister's awkwardly. "You ought to do
- just as you wish, and I think Carl's a fine fel-
- low. He and I would always get on. I don't
- believe any of the things the boys say about
- him, honest I don't. They are suspicious of him
- because he's intelligent. You know their way.
- They've been sore at me ever since you let me
- go away to college. They're always trying to
- catch me up. If I were you, I wouldn't pay
- any attention to them. There's nothing to get
- upset about. Carl's a sensible fellow. He won't
- mind them."
-
- "I don't know. If they talk to him the way
- they did to me, I think he'll go away."
-
- Emil grew more and more uneasy. "Think
- so? Well, Marie said it would serve us all right
- if you walked off with him."
-
- "Did she? Bless her little heart! SHE would."
- Alexandra's voice broke.
-
- Emil began unlacing his leggings. "Why
- don't you talk to her about it? There's Carl, I
- hear his horse. I guess I'll go upstairs and get
- my boots off. No, I don't want any supper. We
- had supper at five o'clock, at the fair."
-
- Emil was glad to escape and get to his own
- room. He was a little ashamed for his sister,
- though he had tried not to show it. He felt
- that there was something indecorous in her
- proposal, and she did seem to him somewhat
- ridiculous. There was trouble enough in the
- world, he reflected, as he threw himself upon
- his bed, without people who were forty years
- old imagining they wanted to get married. In
- the darkness and silence Emil was not likely to
- think long about Alexandra. Every image
- slipped away but one. He had seen Marie in
- the crowd that afternoon. She sold candy at the
- fair. WHY had she ever run away with Frank
- Shabata, and how could she go on laughing and
- working and taking an interest in things? Why
- did she like so many people, and why had she
- seemed pleased when all the French and Bohe-
- mian boys, and the priest himself, crowded
- round her candy stand? Why did she care
- about any one but him? Why could he never,
- never find the thing he looked for in her playful,
- affectionate eyes?
-
- Then he fell to imagining that he looked once
- more and found it there, and what it would be
- like if she loved him,--she who, as Alexandra
- said, could give her whole heart. In that dream
- he could lie for hours, as if in a trance. His spirit
- went out of his body and crossed the fields to
- Marie Shabata.
-
- At the University dances the girls had often
- looked wonderingly at the tall young Swede
- with the fine head, leaning against the wall and
- frowning, his arms folded, his eyes fixed on the
- ceiling or the floor. All the girls were a little
- afraid of him. He was distinguished-looking,
- and not the jollying kind. They felt that he was
- too intense and preoccupied. There was some-
- thing queer about him. Emil's fraternity
- rather prided itself upon its dances, and some-
- times he did his duty and danced every dance.
- But whether he was on the floor or brooding in a
- corner, he was always thinking about Marie
- Shabata. For two years the storm had been
- gathering in him.
-
-
-
- XII
-
-
- Carl came into the sitting-room while Alex-
- andra was lighting the lamp. She looked up at
- him as she adjusted the shade. His sharp shoul-
- ders stooped as if he were very tired, his face
- was pale, and there were bluish shadows under
- his dark eyes. His anger had burned itself out
- and left him sick and disgusted.
-
- "You have seen Lou and Oscar?" Alexandra
- asked.
-
- "Yes." His eyes avoided hers.
-
- Alexandra took a deep breath. "And now
- you are going away. I thought so."
-
- Carl threw himself into a chair and pushed
- the dark lock back from his forehead with his
- white, nervous hand. "What a hopeless posi-
- tion you are in, Alexandra!" he exclaimed
- feverishly. "It is your fate to be always sur-
- rounded by little men. And I am no better than
- the rest. I am too little to face the criticism of
- even such men as Lou and Oscar. Yes, I am
- going away; to-morrow. I cannot even ask you
- to give me a promise until I have something to
- offer you. I thought, perhaps, I could do that;
- but I find I can't."
-
- "What good comes of offering people things
- they don't need?" Alexandra asked sadly. "I
- don't need money. But I have needed you for a
- great many years. I wonder why I have been
- permitted to prosper, if it is only to take my
- friends away from me."
-
- "I don't deceive myself," Carl said frankly.
- "I know that I am going away on my own
- account. I must make the usual effort. I must
- have something to show for myself. To take
- what you would give me, I should have to be
- either a very large man or a very small one,
- and I am only in the middle class."
-
- Alexandra sighed. "I have a feeling that if
- you go away, you will not come back. Some-
- thing will happen to one of us, or to both.
- People have to snatch at happiness when they
- can, in this world. It is always easier to lose
- than to find. What I have is yours, if you care
- enough about me to take it."
-
- Carl rose and looked up at the picture of
- John Bergson. "But I can't, my dear, I can't!
- I will go North at once. Instead of idling about
- in California all winter, I shall be getting my
- bearings up there. I won't waste another week.
- Be patient with me, Alexandra. Give me a
- year!"
-
- "As you will," said Alexandra wearily. "All
- at once, in a single day, I lose everything; and I
- do not know why. Emil, too, is going away."
- Carl was still studying John Bergson's face and
- Alexandra's eyes followed his. "Yes," she said,
- "if he could have seen all that would come of the
- task he gave me, he would have been sorry. I
- hope he does not see me now. I hope that he is
- among the old people of his blood and country,
- and that tidings do not reach him from the
- New World."
-
-
-
-
-
-
- PART III
-
- Winter Memories
-
-
-
-
- I
-
-
- Winter has settled down over the Divide
- again; the season in which Nature recuperates,
- in which she sinks to sleep between the fruitful-
- ness of autumn and the passion of spring. The
- birds have gone. The teeming life that goes on
- down in the long grass is exterminated. The
- prairie-dog keeps his hole. The rabbits run
- shivering from one frozen garden patch to an-
- other and are hard put to it to find frost-bitten
- cabbage-stalks. At night the coyotes roam the
- wintry waste, howling for food. The variegated
- fields are all one color now; the pastures, the
- stubble, the roads, the sky are the same leaden
- gray. The hedgerows and trees are scarcely per-
- ceptible against the bare earth, whose slaty hue
- they have taken on. The ground is frozen so
- hard that it bruises the foot to walk in the roads
- or in the ploughed fields. It is like an iron
- country, and the spirit is oppressed by its rigor
- and melancholy. One could easily believe that in
- that dead landscape the germs of life and fruit-
- fulness were extinct forever.
-
- Alexandra has settled back into her old
- routine. There are weekly letters from Emil.
- Lou and Oscar she has not seen since Carl
- went away. To avoid awkward encounters in
- the presence of curious spectators, she has
- stopped going to the Norwegian Church and
- drives up to the Reform Church at Hanover,
- or goes with Marie Shabata to the Catholic
- Church, locally known as "the French Church."
- She has not told Marie about Carl, or her dif-
- ferences with her brothers. She was never very
- communicative about her own affairs, and
- when she came to the point, an instinct told her
- that about such things she and Marie would
- not understand one another.
-
- Old Mrs. Lee had been afraid that family
- misunderstandings might deprive her of her
- yearly visit to Alexandra. But on the first day
- of December Alexandra telephoned Annie that
- to-morrow she would send Ivar over for her
- mother, and the next day the old lady arrived
- with her bundles. For twelve years Mrs. Lee
- had always entered Alexandra's sitting-room
- with the same exclamation, "Now we be yust-a
- like old times!" She enjoyed the liberty Alex-
- andra gave her, and hearing her own language
- about her all day long. Here she could wear her
- nightcap and sleep with all her windows shut,
- listen to Ivar reading the Bible, and here she
- could run about among the stables in a pair of
- Emil's old boots. Though she was bent almost
- double, she was as spry as a gopher. Her face
- was as brown as if it had been varnished, and as
- full of wrinkles as a washerwoman's hands. She
- had three jolly old teeth left in the front of her
- mouth, and when she grinned she looked very
- knowing, as if when you found out how to take
- it, life wasn't half bad. While she and Alex-
- andra patched and pieced and quilted, she
- talked incessantly about stories she read in a
- Swedish family paper, telling the plots in great
- detail; or about her life on a dairy farm in
- Gottland when she was a girl. Sometimes she
- forgot which were the printed stories and which
- were the real stories, it all seemed so far away.
- She loved to take a little brandy, with hot
- water and sugar, before she went to bed, and
- Alexandra always had it ready for her. "It
- sends good dreams," she would say with a
- twinkle in her eye.
-
- When Mrs. Lee had been with Alexandra for
- a week, Marie Shabata telephoned one morning
- to say that Frank had gone to town for the day,
- and she would like them to come over for coffee
- in the afternoon. Mrs. Lee hurried to wash out
- and iron her new cross-stitched apron, which
- she had finished only the night before; a checked
- gingham apron worked with a design ten inches
- broad across the bottom; a hunting scene, with
- fir trees and a stag and dogs and huntsmen.
- Mrs. Lee was firm with herself at dinner, and
- refused a second helping of apple dumplings.
- "I ta-ank I save up," she said with a giggle.
-
- At two o'clock in the afternoon Alexandra's
- cart drove up to the Shabatas' gate, and Marie
- saw Mrs. Lee's red shawl come bobbing up the
- path. She ran to the door and pulled the old
- woman into the house with a hug, helping her
- to take off her wraps while Alexandra blan-
- keted the horse outside. Mrs. Lee had put on
- her best black satine dress--she abominated
- woolen stuffs, even in winter--and a crocheted
- collar, fastened with a big pale gold pin, con-
- taining faded daguerreotypes of her father and
- mother. She had not worn her apron for fear of
- rumpling it, and now she shook it out and tied
- it round her waist with a conscious air. Marie
- drew back and threw up her hands, exclaiming,
- "Oh, what a beauty! I've never seen this one
- before, have I, Mrs. Lee?"
-
- The old woman giggled and ducked her head.
- "No, yust las' night I ma-ake. See dis tread;
- verra strong, no wa-ash out, no fade. My sis-
- ter send from Sveden. I yust-a ta-ank you like
- dis."
-
- Marie ran to the door again. "Come in,
- Alexandra. I have been looking at Mrs. Lee's
- apron. Do stop on your way home and show it
- to Mrs. Hiller. She's crazy about cross-stitch."
-
- While Alexandra removed her hat and veil,
- Mrs. Lee went out to the kitchen and settled
- herself in a wooden rocking-chair by the stove,
- looking with great interest at the table, set for
- three, with a white cloth, and a pot of pink
- geraniums in the middle. "My, a-an't you
- gotta fine plants; such-a much flower. How you
- keep from freeze?"
-
- She pointed to the window-shelves, full of
- blooming fuchsias and geraniums.
-
- "I keep the fire all night, Mrs. Lee, and when
- it's very cold I put them all on the table, in the
- middle of the room. Other nights I only put
- newspapers behind them. Frank laughs at me
- for fussing, but when they don't bloom he says,
- 'What's the matter with the darned things?'--
- What do you hear from Carl, Alexandra?"
-
- "He got to Dawson before the river froze,
- and now I suppose I won't hear any more until
- spring. Before he left California he sent me a
- box of orange flowers, but they didn't keep
- very well. I have brought a bunch of Emil's
- letters for you." Alexandra came out from the
- sitting-room and pinched Marie's cheek play-
- fully. "You don't look as if the weather ever
- froze you up. Never have colds, do you?
- That's a good girl. She had dark red cheeks like
- this when she was a little girl, Mrs. Lee. She
- looked like some queer foreign kind of a doll.
- I've never forgot the first time I saw you in
- Mieklejohn's store, Marie, the time father was
- lying sick. Carl and I were talking about that
- before he went away."
-
- "I remember, and Emil had his kitten along.
- When are you going to send Emil's Christmas
- box?"
-
- "It ought to have gone before this. I'll have
- to send it by mail now, to get it there in time."
-
- Marie pulled a dark purple silk necktie from
- her workbasket. "I knit this for him. It's a
- good color, don't you think? Will you please
- put it in with your things and tell him it's from
- me, to wear when he goes serenading."
-
- Alexandra laughed. "I don't believe he goes
- serenading much. He says in one letter that
- the Mexican ladies are said to be very beauti-
- ful, but that don't seem to me very warm
- praise."
-
- Marie tossed her head. "Emil can't fool me.
- If he's bought a guitar, he goes serenading.
- Who wouldn't, with all those Spanish girls
- dropping flowers down from their windows!
- I'd sing to them every night, wouldn't you,
- Mrs. Lee?"
-
- The old lady chuckled. Her eyes lit up as
- Marie bent down and opened the oven door.
- A delicious hot fragrance blew out into the tidy
- kitchen. "My, somet'ing smell good!" She
- turned to Alexandra with a wink, her three yel-
- low teeth making a brave show, "I ta-ank dat
- stop my yaw from ache no more!" she said con-
- tentedly.
-
- Marie took out a pan of delicate little rolls,
- stuffed with stewed apricots, and began to dust
- them over with powdered sugar. "I hope you'll
- like these, Mrs. Lee; Alexandra does. The
- Bohemians always like them with their coffee.
- But if you don't, I have a coffee-cake with nuts
- and poppy seeds. Alexandra, will you get the
- cream jug? I put it in the window to keep
- cool."
-
- "The Bohemians," said Alexandra, as they
- drew up to the table, "certainly know how to
- make more kinds of bread than any other peo-
- ple in the world. Old Mrs. Hiller told me once at
- the church supper that she could make seven
- kinds of fancy bread, but Marie could make a
- dozen."
-
- Mrs. Lee held up one of the apricot rolls
- between her brown thumb and forefinger and
- weighed it critically. "Yust like-a fedders,"
- she pronounced with satisfaction. "My, a-an't
- dis nice!" she exclaimed as she stirred her
- coffee. "I yust ta-ake a liddle yelly now, too,
- I ta-ank."
-
- Alexandra and Marie laughed at her fore-
- handedness, and fell to talking of their own
- affairs. "I was afraid you had a cold when I
- talked to you over the telephone the other
- night, Marie. What was the matter, had you
- been crying?"
-
- "Maybe I had," Marie smiled guiltily.
- "Frank was out late that night. Don't you get
- lonely sometimes in the winter, when every-
- body has gone away?"
-
- "I thought it was something like that. If I
- hadn't had company, I'd have run over to see
- for myself. If you get down-hearted, what will
- become of the rest of us?" Alexandra asked.
-
- "I don't, very often. There's Mrs. Lee
- without any coffee!"
-
- Later, when Mrs. Lee declared that her
- powers were spent, Marie and Alexandra went
- upstairs to look for some crochet patterns the
- old lady wanted to borrow. "Better put on
- your coat, Alexandra. It's cold up there, and I
- have no idea where those patterns are. I may
- have to look through my old trunks." Marie
- caught up a shawl and opened the stair door, run-
- ning up the steps ahead of her guest. "While I
- go through the bureau drawers, you might look
- in those hat-boxes on the closet-shelf, over
- where Frank's clothes hang. There are a lot
- of odds and ends in them."
-
- She began tossing over the contents of the
- drawers, and Alexandra went into the clothes-
- closet. Presently she came back, holding a
- slender elastic yellow stick in her hand.
-
- "What in the world is this, Marie? You
- don't mean to tell me Frank ever carried such
- a thing?"
-
- Marie blinked at it with astonishment and
- sat down on the floor. "Where did you find it?
- I didn't know he had kept it. I haven't seen
- it for years."
-
- "It really is a cane, then?"
-
- "Yes. One he brought from the old coun-
- try. He used to carry it when I first knew him.
- Isn't it foolish? Poor Frank!"
-
- Alexandra twirled the stick in her fingers and
- laughed. "He must have looked funny!"
-
- Marie was thoughtful. "No, he didn't, really.
- It didn't seem out of place. He used to be
- awfully gay like that when he was a young
- man. I guess people always get what's hard-
- est for them, Alexandra." Marie gathered the
- shawl closer about her and still looked hard at
- the cane. "Frank would be all right in the right
- place," she said reflectively. "He ought to
- have a different kind of wife, for one thing. Do
- you know, Alexandra, I could pick out exactly
- the right sort of woman for Frank--now.
- The trouble is you almost have to marry a man
- before you can find out the sort of wife he
- needs; and usually it's exactly the sort you are
- not. Then what are you going to do about it?"
- she asked candidly.
-
- Alexandra confessed she didn't know.
- "However," she added, "it seems to me that
- you get along with Frank about as well as any
- woman I've ever seen or heard of could."
-
- Marie shook her head, pursing her lips and
- blowing her warm breath softly out into the
- frosty air. "No; I was spoiled at home. I like
- my own way, and I have a quick tongue. When
- Frank brags, I say sharp things, and he never
- forgets. He goes over and over it in his mind;
- I can feel him. Then I'm too giddy. Frank's
- wife ought to be timid, and she ought not to
- care about another living thing in the world but
- just Frank! I didn't, when I married him, but
- I suppose I was too young to stay like that."
- Marie sighed.
-
- Alexandra had never heard Marie speak so
- frankly about her husband before, and she felt
- that it was wiser not to encourage her. No
- good, she reasoned, ever came from talking
- about such things, and while Marie was think-
- ing aloud, Alexandra had been steadily search-
- ing the hat-boxes. "Aren't these the pat-
- terns, Maria?"
-
- Maria sprang up from the floor. "Sure
- enough, we were looking for patterns, weren't
- we? I'd forgot about everything but Frank's
- other wife. I'll put that away."
-
- She poked the cane behind Frank's Sunday
- clothes, and though she laughed, Alexandra saw
- there were tears in her eyes.
-
- When they went back to the kitchen, the
- snow had begun to fall, and Marie's visitors
- thought they must be getting home. She went
- out to the cart with them, and tucked the robes
- about old Mrs. Lee while Alexandra took the
- blanket off her horse. As they drove away,
- Marie turned and went slowly back to the
- house. She took up the package of letters
- Alexandra had brought, but she did not read
- them. She turned them over and looked at the
- foreign stamps, and then sat watching the fly-
- ing snow while the dusk deepened in the kitchen
- and the stove sent out a red glow.
-
- Marie knew perfectly well that Emil's letters
- were written more for her than for Alexandra.
- They were not the sort of letters that a young
- man writes to his sister. They were both more
- personal and more painstaking; full of descrip-
- tions of the gay life in the old Mexican capital
- in the days when the strong hand of Porfirio
- Diaz was still strong. He told about bull-fights
- and cock-fights, churches and FIESTAS, the flower-
- markets and the fountains, the music and dan-
- cing, the people of all nations he met in the
- Italian restaurants on San Francisco Street. In
- short, they were the kind of letters a young man
- writes to a woman when he wishes himself and
- his life to seem interesting to her, when he
- wishes to enlist her imagination in his behalf.
-
- Marie, when she was alone or when she sat
- sewing in the evening, often thought about
- what it must be like down there where Emil
- was; where there were flowers and street bands
- everywhere, and carriages rattling up and
- down, and where there was a little blind boot-
- black in front of the cathedral who could play
- any tune you asked for by dropping the lids
- of blacking-boxes on the stone steps. When
- everything is done and over for one at twenty-
- three, it is pleasant to let the mind wander
- forth and follow a young adventurer who has
- life before him. "And if it had not been for
- me," she thought, "Frank might still be free
- like that, and having a good time making peo-
- ple admire him. Poor Frank, getting married
- wasn't very good for him either. I'm afraid I
- do set people against him, as he says. I seem,
- somehow, to give him away all the time. Per-
- haps he would try to be agreeable to people
- again, if I were not around. It seems as if I
- always make him just as bad as he can be."
-
- Later in the winter, Alexandra looked back
- upon that afternoon as the last satisfactory
- visit she had had with Marie. After that day
- the younger woman seemed to shrink more and
- more into herself. When she was with Alexan-
- dra she was not spontaneous and frank as she
- used to be. She seemed to be brooding over
- something, and holding something back. The
- weather had a good deal to do with their seeing
- less of each other than usual. There had not been
- such snowstorms in twenty years, and the path
- across the fields was drifted deep from Christ-
- mas until March. When the two neighbors went
- to see each other, they had to go round by the
- wagon-road, which was twice as far. They tele-
- phoned each other almost every night, though
- in January there was a stretch of three weeks
- when the wires were down, and when the post-
- man did not come at all.
-
- Marie often ran in to see her nearest neigh-
- bor, old Mrs. Hiller, who was crippled with
- rheumatism and had only her son, the lame
- shoemaker, to take care of her; and she went to
- the French Church, whatever the weather. She
- was a sincerely devout girl. She prayed for her-
- self and for Frank, and for Emil, among the
- temptations of that gay, corrupt old city. She
- found more comfort in the Church that winter
- than ever before. It seemed to come closer to
- her, and to fill an emptiness that ached in her
- heart. She tried to be patient with her hus-
- band. He and his hired man usually played Cal-
- ifornia Jack in the evening. Marie sat sew-
- ing or crocheting and tried to take a friendly
- interest in the game, but she was always
- thinking about the wide fields outside, where
- the snow was drifting over the fences; and
- about the orchard, where the snow was falling
- and packing, crust over crust. When she went
- out into the dark kitchen to fix her plants
- for the night, she used to stand by the window
- and look out at the white fields, or watch the
- currents of snow whirling over the orchard.
- She seemed to feel the weight of all the snow
- that lay down there. The branches had be-
- come so hard that they wounded your hand if
- you but tried to break a twig. And yet, down
- under the frozen crusts, at the roots of the
- trees, the secret of life was still safe, warm
- as the blood in one's heart; and the spring
- would come again! Oh, it would come again!
-
-
-
- II
-
-
- If Alexandra had had much imagination she
- might have guessed what was going on in
- Marie's mind, and she would have seen long
- before what was going on in Emil's. But that,
- as Emil himself had more than once reflected,
- was Alexandra's blind side, and her life had not
- been of the kind to sharpen her vision. Her
- training had all been toward the end of making
- her proficient in what she had undertaken to do.
- Her personal life, her own realization of herself,
- was almost a subconscious existence; like an
- underground river that came to the surface only
- here and there, at intervals months apart, and
- then sank again to flow on under her own fields.
- Nevertheless, the underground stream was
- there, and it was because she had so much per-
- sonality to put into her enterprises and suc-
- ceeded in putting it into them so completely,
- that her affairs prospered better than those of
- her neighbors.
-
- There were certain days in her life, out-
- wardly uneventful, which Alexandra remem-
- bered as peculiarly happy; days when she was
- close to the flat, fallow world about her, and
- felt, as it were, in her own body the joyous
- germination in the soil. There were days,
- too, which she and Emil had spent together,
- upon which she loved to look back. There
- had been such a day when they were down
- on the river in the dry year, looking over the
- land. They had made an early start one
- morning and had driven a long way before
- noon. When Emil said he was hungry, they
- drew back from the road, gave Brigham his
- oats among the bushes, and climbed up to the
- top of a grassy bluff to eat their lunch under the
- shade of some little elm trees. The river was
- clear there, and shallow, since there had been
- no rain, and it ran in ripples over the sparkling
- sand. Under the overhanging willows of the
- opposite bank there was an inlet where the
- water was deeper and flowed so slowly that it
- seemed to sleep in the sun. In this little bay a
- single wild duck was swimming and diving and
- preening her feathers, disporting herself very
- happily in the flickering light and shade. They
- sat for a long time, watching the solitary bird
- take its pleasure. No living thing had ever
- seemed to Alexandra as beautiful as that wild
- duck. Emil must have felt about it as she did,
- for afterward, when they were at home, he used
- sometimes to say, "Sister, you know our duck
- down there--" Alexandra remembered that
- day as one of the happiest in her life. Years
- afterward she thought of the duck as still there,
- swimming and diving all by herself in the sun-
- light, a kind of enchanted bird that did not
- know age or change.
-
- Most of Alexandra's happy memories were as
- impersonal as this one; yet to her they were
- very personal. Her mind was a white book,
- with clear writing about weather and beasts and
- growing things. Not many people would have
- cared to read it; only a happy few. She had
- never been in love, she had never indulged in
- sentimental reveries. Even as a girl she had
- looked upon men as work-fellows. She had
- grown up in serious times.
-
- There was one fancy indeed, which persisted
- through her girlhood. It most often came to
- her on Sunday mornings, the one day in the
- week when she lay late abed listening to the
- familiar morning sounds; the windmill singing
- in the brisk breeze, Emil whistling as he blacked
- his boots down by the kitchen door. Some-
- times, as she lay thus luxuriously idle, her eyes
- closed, she used to have an illusion of being
- lifted up bodily and carried lightly by some one
- very strong. It was a man, certainly, who car-
- ried her, but he was like no man she knew; he
- was much larger and stronger and swifter, and
- he carried her as easily as if she were a sheaf
- of wheat. She never saw him, but, with eyes
- closed, she could feel that he was yellow like the
- sunlight, and there was the smell of ripe corn-
- fields about him. She could feel him approach,
- bend over her and lift her, and then she could
- feel herself being carried swiftly off across the
- fields. After such a reverie she would rise has-
- tily, angry with herself, and go down to the
- bath-house that was partitioned off the kitchen
- shed. There she would stand in a tin tub and
- prosecute her bath with vigor, finishing it by
- pouring buckets of cold well-water over her
- gleaming white body which no man on the
- Divide could have carried very far.
-
- As she grew older, this fancy more often
- came to her when she was tired than when she
- was fresh and strong. Sometimes, after she had
- been in the open all day, overseeing the brand-
- ing of the cattle or the loading of the pigs, she
- would come in chilled, take a concoction of
- spices and warm home-made wine, and go to bed
- with her body actually aching with fatigue.
- Then, just before she went to sleep, she had
- the old sensation of being lifted and carried by
- a strong being who took from her all her bodily
- weariness.
-
-
-
-
-
-
- PART IV
-
- The White Mulberry Tree
-
-
-
-
- I
-
-
- The French Church, properly the Church of
- Sainte-Agnes, stood upon a hill. The high, nar-
- row, red-brick building, with its tall steeple and
- steep roof, could be seen for miles across the
- wheatfields, though the little town of Sainte-
- Agnes was completely hidden away at the foot
- of the hill. The church looked powerful and
- triumphant there on its eminence, so high above
- the rest of the landscape, with miles of warm
- color lying at its feet, and by its position and
- setting it reminded one of some of the churches
- built long ago in the wheat-lands of middle
- France.
-
- Late one June afternoon Alexandra Bergson
- was driving along one of the many roads that
- led through the rich French farming country to
- the big church. The sunlight was shining di-
- rectly in her face, and there was a blaze of light
- all about the red church on the hill. Beside
- Alexandra lounged a strikingly exotic figure in a
- tall Mexican hat, a silk sash, and a black vel-
- vet jacket sewn with silver buttons. Emil had
- returned only the night before, and his sister
- was so proud of him that she decided at once
- to take him up to the church supper, and to
- make him wear the Mexican costume he had
- brought home in his trunk. "All the girls who
- have stands are going to wear fancy costumes,"
- she argued, "and some of the boys. Marie is
- going to tell fortunes, and she sent to Omaha
- for a Bohemian dress her father brought back
- from a visit to the old country. If you wear
- those clothes, they will all be pleased. And you
- must take your guitar. Everybody ought to do
- what they can to help along, and we have never
- done much. We are not a talented family."
-
- The supper was to be at six o'clock, in the
- basement of the church, and afterward there
- would be a fair, with charades and an auction.
- Alexandra had set out from home early, leaving
- the house to Signa and Nelse Jensen, who were to
- be married next week. Signa had shyly asked to
- have the wedding put off until Emil came home.
-
- Alexandra was well satisfied with her brother.
- As they drove through the rolling French coun-
- try toward the westering sun and the stalwart
- church, she was thinking of that time long ago
- when she and Emil drove back from the river
- valley to the still unconquered Divide. Yes,
- she told herself, it had been worth while; both
- Emil and the country had become what she had
- hoped. Out of her father's children there was
- one who was fit to cope with the world, who had
- not been tied to the plow, and who had a per-
- sonality apart from the soil. And that, she
- reflected, was what she had worked for. She
- felt well satisfied with her life.
-
- When they reached the church, a score of
- teams were hitched in front of the basement
- doors that opened from the hillside upon the
- sanded terrace, where the boys wrestled and had
- jumping-matches. Amedee Chevalier, a proud
- father of one week, rushed out and embraced
- Emil. Amedee was an only son,--hence he
- was a very rich young man,--but he meant to
- have twenty children himself, like his uncle
- Xavier. "Oh, Emil," he cried, hugging his old
- friend rapturously, "why ain't you been up to
- see my boy? You come to-morrow, sure?
- Emil, you wanna get a boy right off! It's the
- greatest thing ever! No, no, no! Angel not sick
- at all. Everything just fine. That boy he come
- into this world laughin', and he been laughin'
- ever since. You come an' see!" He pounded
- Emil's ribs to emphasize each announcement.
-
- Emil caught his arms. "Stop, Amedee.
- You're knocking the wind out of me. I brought
- him cups and spoons and blankets and mocca-
- sins enough for an orphan asylum. I'm awful
- glad it's a boy, sure enough!"
-
- The young men crowded round Emil to ad-
- mire his costume and to tell him in a breath
- everything that had happened since he went
- away. Emil had more friends up here in the
- French country than down on Norway Creek.
- The French and Bohemian boys were spirited
- and jolly, liked variety, and were as much pre-
- disposed to favor anything new as the Scandi-
- navian boys were to reject it. The Norwegian
- and Swedish lads were much more self-centred,
- apt to be egotistical and jealous. They were
- cautious and reserved with Emil because he
- had been away to college, and were prepared
- to take him down if he should try to put on
- airs with them. The French boys liked a bit
- of swagger, and they were always delighted to
- hear about anything new: new clothes, new
- games, new songs, new dances. Now they car-
- ried Emil off to show him the club room they
- had just fitted up over the post-office, down in
- the village. They ran down the hill in a drove,
- all laughing and chattering at once, some in
- French, some in English.
-
- Alexandra went into the cool, whitewashed
- basement where the women were setting the
- tables. Marie was standing on a chair, building
- a little tent of shawls where she was to tell
- fortunes. She sprang down and ran toward
- Alexandra, stopping short and looking at her
- in disappointment. Alexandra nodded to her
- encouragingly.
-
- "Oh, he will be here, Marie. The boys have
- taken him off to show him something. You
- won't know him. He is a man now, sure enough.
- I have no boy left. He smokes terrible-smelling
- Mexican cigarettes and talks Spanish. How
- pretty you look, child. Where did you get those
- beautiful earrings?"
-
- "They belonged to father's mother. He
- always promised them to me. He sent them
- with the dress and said I could keep them."
-
- Marie wore a short red skirt of stoutly woven
- cloth, a white bodice and kirtle, a yellow silk
- turban wound low over her brown curls, and
- long coral pendants in her ears. Her ears had
- been pierced against a piece of cork by her
- great-aunt when she was seven years old. In
- those germless days she had worn bits of broom-
- straw, plucked from the common sweeping-
- broom, in the lobes until the holes were healed
- and ready for little gold rings.
-
- When Emil came back from the village, he
- lingered outside on the terrace with the boys.
- Marie could hear him talking and strumming
- on his guitar while Raoul Marcel sang falsetto.
- She was vexed with him for staying out there.
- It made her very nervous to hear him and not
- to see him; for, certainly, she told herself, she
- was not going out to look for him. When the
- supper bell rang and the boys came trooping in
- to get seats at the first table, she forgot all
- about her annoyance and ran to greet the tall-
- est of the crowd, in his conspicuous attire. She
- didn't mind showing her embarrassment at all.
- She blushed and laughed excitedly as she gave
- Emil her hand, and looked delightedly at the
- black velvet coat that brought out his fair skin
- and fine blond head. Marie was incapable of
- being lukewarm about anything that pleased
- her. She simply did not know how to give a
- half-hearted response. When she was de-
- lighted, she was as likely as not to stand on
- her tip-toes and clap her hands. If people
- laughed at her, she laughed with them.
-
- "Do the men wear clothes like that every
- day, in the street?" She caught Emil by his
- sleeve and turned him about. "Oh, I wish I
- lived where people wore things like that! Are
- the buttons real silver? Put on the hat, please.
- What a heavy thing! How do you ever wear
- it? Why don't you tell us about the bull-
- fights?"
-
- She wanted to wring all his experiences from
- him at once, without waiting a moment. Emil
- smiled tolerantly and stood looking down at her
- with his old, brooding gaze, while the French
- girls fluttered about him in their white dresses
- and ribbons, and Alexandra watched the scene
- with pride. Several of the French girls, Marie
- knew, were hoping that Emil would take them
- to supper, and she was relieved when he took
- only his sister. Marie caught Frank's arm and
- dragged him to the same table, managing to get
- seats opposite the Bergsons, so that she could
- hear what they were talking about. Alexandra
- made Emil tell Mrs. Xavier Chevalier, the
- mother of the twenty, about how he had seen a
- famous matador killed in the bull-ring. Marie
- listened to every word, only taking her eyes
- from Emil to watch Frank's plate and keep it
- filled. When Emil finished his account,--
- bloody enough to satisfy Mrs. Xavier and to
- make her feel thankful that she was not a
- matador,--Marie broke out with a volley of
- questions. How did the women dress when
- they went to bull-fights? Did they wear man-
- tillas? Did they never wear hats?
-
- After supper the young people played char-
- ades for the amusement of their elders, who sat
- gossiping between their guesses. All the shops
- in Sainte-Agnes were closed at eight o'clock
- that night, so that the merchants and their
- clerks could attend the fair. The auction was
- the liveliest part of the entertainment, for the
- French boys always lost their heads when they
- began to bid, satisfied that their extravagance
- was in a good cause. After all the pincushions
- and sofa pillows and embroidered slippers were
- sold, Emil precipitated a panic by taking out
- one of his turquoise shirt studs, which every one
- had been admiring, and handing it to the auc-
- tioneer. All the French girls clamored for it,
- and their sweethearts bid against each other
- recklessly. Marie wanted it, too, and she kept
- making signals to Frank, which he took a sour
- pleasure in disregarding. He didn't see the use
- of making a fuss over a fellow just because he
- was dressed like a clown. When the turquoise
- went to Malvina Sauvage, the French banker's
- daughter, Marie shrugged her shoulders and
- betook herself to her little tent of shawls, where
- she began to shuffle her cards by the light of
- a tallow candle, calling out, "Fortunes, for-
- tunes!"
-
- The young priest, Father Duchesne, went
- first to have his fortune read. Marie took his
- long white hand, looked at it, and then began to
- run off her cards. "I see a long journey across
- water for you, Father. You will go to a town
- all cut up by water; built on islands, it seems to
- be, with rivers and green fields all about. And
- you will visit an old lady with a white cap and
- gold hoops in her ears, and you will be very
- happy there."
-
- "Mais, oui," said the priest, with a melan-
- choly smile. "C'est L'Isle-Adam, chez ma
- mere. Vous etes tres savante, ma fille." He
- patted her yellow turban, calling, "Venez
- donc, mes garcons! Il y a ici une veritable
- clairvoyante!"
-
- Marie was clever at fortune-telling, indulg-
- ing in a light irony that amused the crowd. She
- told old Brunot, the miser, that he would lose
- all his money, marry a girl of sixteen, and live
- happily on a crust. Sholte, the fat Russian
- boy, who lived for his stomach, was to be disap-
- pointed in love, grow thin, and shoot himself
- from despondency. Amedee was to have
- twenty children, and nineteen of them were to
- be girls. Amedee slapped Frank on the back
- and asked him why he didn't see what the
- fortune-teller would promise him. But Frank
- shook off his friendly hand and grunted, "She
- tell my fortune long ago; bad enough!" Then
- he withdrew to a corner and sat glowering at
- his wife.
-
- Frank's case was all the more painful because
- he had no one in particular to fix his jealousy
- upon. Sometimes he could have thanked the
- man who would bring him evidence against his
- wife. He had discharged a good farm-boy, Jan
- Smirka, because he thought Marie was fond of
- him; but she had not seemed to miss Jan when
- he was gone, and she had been just as kind to
- the next boy. The farm-hands would always do
- anything for Marie; Frank couldn't find one so
- surly that he would not make an effort to please
- her. At the bottom of his heart Frank knew
- well enough that if he could once give up his
- grudge, his wife would come back to him. But
- he could never in the world do that. The grudge
- was fundamental. Perhaps he could not have
- given it up if he had tried. Perhaps he got more
- satisfaction out of feeling himself abused than
- he would have got out of being loved. If he
- could once have made Marie thoroughly un-
- happy, he might have relented and raised her
- from the dust. But she had never humbled her-
- self. In the first days of their love she had been
- his slave; she had admired him abandonedly.
- But the moment he began to bully her and to be
- unjust, she began to draw away; at first in tear-
- ful amazement, then in quiet, unspoken dis-
- gust. The distance between them had widened
- and hardened. It no longer contracted and
- brought them suddenly together. The spark of
- her life went somewhere else, and he was always
- watching to surprise it. He knew that some-
- where she must get a feeling to live upon, for
- she was not a woman who could live without
- loving. He wanted to prove to himself the
- wrong he felt. What did she hide in her heart?
- Where did it go? Even Frank had his churlish
- delicacies; he never reminded her of how much
- she had once loved him. For that Marie was
- grateful to him.
-
- While Marie was chattering to the French
- boys, Amedee called Emil to the back of the
- room and whispered to him that they were going
- to play a joke on the girls. At eleven o'clock,
- Amedee was to go up to the switchboard in the
- vestibule and turn off the electric lights, and
- every boy would have a chance to kiss his
- sweetheart before Father Duchesne could find
- his way up the stairs to turn the current on
- again. The only difficulty was the candle in
- Marie's tent; perhaps, as Emil had no sweet-
- heart, he would oblige the boys by blowing out
- the candle. Emil said he would undertake to do
- that.
-
- At five minutes to eleven he sauntered up to
- Marie's booth, and the French boys dispersed
- to find their girls. He leaned over the card-
- table and gave himself up to looking at her.
- "Do you think you could tell my fortune?"
- he murmured. It was the first word he had
- had alone with her for almost a year. "My
- luck hasn't changed any. It's just the same."
-
- Marie had often wondered whether there
- was anyone else who could look his thoughts
- to you as Emil could. To-night, when she met
- his steady, powerful eyes, it was impossible
- not to feel the sweetness of the dream he was
- dreaming; it reached her before she could shut
- it out, and hid itself in her heart. She began
- to shuffle her cards furiously. "I'm angry
- with you, Emil," she broke out with petu-
- lance. "Why did you give them that lovely
- blue stone to sell? You might have known
- Frank wouldn't buy it for me, and I wanted it
- awfully!"
-
- Emil laughed shortly. "People who want
- such little things surely ought to have them,"
- he said dryly. He thrust his hand into the
- pocket of his velvet trousers and brought out a
- handful of uncut turquoises, as big as marbles.
- Leaning over the table he dropped them into
- her lap. "There, will those do? Be careful,
- don't let any one see them. Now, I suppose you
- want me to go away and let you play with
- them?"
-
- Marie was gazing in rapture at the soft blue
- color of the stones. "Oh, Emil! Is everything
- down there beautiful like these? How could you
- ever come away?"
-
- At that instant Amedee laid hands on the
- switchboard. There was a shiver and a giggle,
- and every one looked toward the red blur that
- Marie's candle made in the dark. Immediately
- that, too, was gone. Little shrieks and currents
- of soft laughter ran up and down the dark hall.
- Marie started up,--directly into Emil's arms.
- In the same instant she felt his lips. The veil
- that had hung uncertainly between them for so
- long was dissolved. Before she knew what she
- was doing, she had committed herself to that
- kiss that was at once a boy's and a man's, as
- timid as it was tender; so like Emil and so
- unlike any one else in the world. Not until it
- was over did she realize what it meant. And
- Emil, who had so often imagined the shock of
- this first kiss, was surprised at its gentleness
- and naturalness. It was like a sigh which they
- had breathed together; almost sorrowful, as if
- each were afraid of wakening something in the
- other.
-
- When the lights came on again, everybody
- was laughing and shouting, and all the French
- girls were rosy and shining with mirth. Only
- Marie, in her little tent of shawls, was pale and
- quiet. Under her yellow turban the red coral
- pendants swung against white cheeks. Frank
- was still staring at her, but he seemed to see
- nothing. Years ago, he himself had had the
- power to take the blood from her cheeks like
- that. Perhaps he did not remember--perhaps
- he had never noticed! Emil was already at the
- other end of the hall, walking about with the
- shoulder-motion he had acquired among the
- Mexicans, studying the floor with his intent,
- deep-set eyes. Marie began to take down and
- fold her shawls. She did not glance up again.
- The young people drifted to the other end of the
- hall where the guitar was sounding. In a mo-
- ment she heard Emil and Raoul singing:--
-
-
- "Across the Rio Grand-e
- There lies a sunny land-e,
- My bright-eyed Mexico!"
-
-
- Alexandra Bergson came up to the card
- booth. "Let me help you, Marie. You look
- tired."
-
- She placed her hand on Marie's arm and felt
- her shiver. Marie stiffened under that kind,
- calm hand. Alexandra drew back, perplexed
- and hurt.
-
- There was about Alexandra something of the
- impervious calm of the fatalist, always discon-
- certing to very young people, who cannot feel
- that the heart lives at all unless it is still at the
- mercy of storms; unless its strings can scream
- to the touch of pain.
-
-
-
- II
-
-
- Signa's wedding supper was over. The
- guests, and the tiresome little Norwegian
- preacher who had performed the marriage cere-
- mony, were saying good-night. Old Ivar was
- hitching the horses to the wagon to take the
- wedding presents and the bride and groom up to
- their new home, on Alexandra's north quarter.
- When Ivar drove up to the gate, Emil and
- Marie Shabata began to carry out the presents,
- and Alexandra went into her bedroom to bid
- Signa good-bye and to give her a few words of
- good counsel. She was surprised to find that
- the bride had changed her slippers for heavy
- shoes and was pinning up her skirts. At that
- moment Nelse appeared at the gate with the
- two milk cows that Alexandra had given Signa
- for a wedding present.
-
- Alexandra began to laugh. "Why, Signa,
- you and Nelse are to ride home. I'll send Ivar
- over with the cows in the morning."
-
- Signa hesitated and looked perplexed. When
- her husband called her, she pinned her hat on
- resolutely. "I ta-ank I better do yust like he
- say," she murmured in confusion.
-
- Alexandra and Marie accompanied Signa to
- the gate and saw the party set off, old Ivar
- driving ahead in the wagon and the bride and
- groom following on foot, each leading a cow.
- Emil burst into a laugh before they were out of
- hearing.
-
- "Those two will get on," said Alexandra as
- they turned back to the house. "They are not
- going to take any chances. They will feel safer
- with those cows in their own stable. Marie, I
- am going to send for an old woman next. As
- soon as I get the girls broken in, I marry them
- off."
-
- "I've no patience with Signa, marrying that
- grumpy fellow!" Marie declared. "I wanted
- her to marry that nice Smirka boy who worked
- for us last winter. I think she liked him, too."
-
- "Yes, I think she did," Alexandra assented,
- "but I suppose she was too much afraid of
- Nelse to marry any one else. Now that I think
- of it, most of my girls have married men they
- were afraid of. I believe there is a good deal of
- the cow in most Swedish girls. You high-strung
- Bohemian can't understand us. We're a ter-
- ribly practical people, and I guess we think a
- cross man makes a good manager."
-
- Marie shrugged her shoulders and turned to
- pin up a lock of hair that had fallen on her neck.
- Somehow Alexandra had irritated her of late.
- Everybody irritated her. She was tired of
- everybody. "I'm going home alone, Emil, so you
- needn't get your hat," she said as she wound
- her scarf quickly about her head. "Good-night,
- Alexandra," she called back in a strained voice,
- running down the gravel walk.
-
- Emil followed with long strides until he over-
- took her. Then she began to walk slowly. It
- was a night of warm wind and faint starlight,
- and the fireflies were glimmering over the wheat.
-
- "Marie," said Emil after they had walked
- for a while, "I wonder if you know how un-
- happy I am?"
-
- Marie did not answer him. Her head, in its
- white scarf, drooped forward a little.
-
- Emil kicked a clod from the path and went
- on:--
-
- "I wonder whether you are really shallow-
- hearted, like you seem? Sometimes I think one
- boy does just as well as another for you. It never
- seems to make much difference whether it is me
- or Raoul Marcel or Jan Smirka. Are you really
- like that?"
-
- "Perhaps I am. What do you want me to
- do? Sit round and cry all day? When I've
- cried until I can't cry any more, then--then I
- must do something else."
-
- "Are you sorry for me?" he persisted.
-
- "No, I'm not. If I were big and free like you,
- I wouldn't let anything make me unhappy. As
- old Napoleon Brunot said at the fair, I wouldn't
- go lovering after no woman. I'd take the first
- train and go off and have all the fun there is."
-
- "I tried that, but it didn't do any good.
- Everything reminded me. The nicer the place
- was, the more I wanted you." They had come
- to the stile and Emil pointed to it persuasively.
- "Sit down a moment, I want to ask you some-
- thing." Marie sat down on the top step and
- Emil drew nearer. "Would you tell me some-
- thing that's none of my business if you thought
- it would help me out? Well, then, tell me, PLEASE
- tell me, why you ran away with Frank Sha-
- bata!"
-
- Marie drew back. "Because I was in love
- with him," she said firmly.
-
- "Really?" he asked incredulously.
-
- "Yes, indeed. Very much in love with him.
- I think I was the one who suggested our run-
- ning away. From the first it was more my fault
- than his."
-
- Emil turned away his face.
-
- "And now," Marie went on, "I've got to
- remember that. Frank is just the same now as
- he was then, only then I would see him as I
- wanted him to be. I would have my own way.
- And now I pay for it."
-
- "You don't do all the paying."
-
- "That's it. When one makes a mistake,
- there's no telling where it will stop. But you
- can go away; you can leave all this behind
- you."
-
- "Not everything. I can't leave you behind.
- Will you go away with me, Marie?"
-
- Marie started up and stepped across the
- stile. "Emil! How wickedly you talk! I am
- not that kind of a girl, and you know it. But
- what am I going to do if you keep tormenting
- me like this!" she added plaintively.
-
- "Marie, I won't bother you any more if you
- will tell me just one thing. Stop a minute and
- look at me. No, nobody can see us. Every-
- body's asleep. That was only a firefly. Marie,
- STOP and tell me!"
-
- Emil overtook her and catching her by the
- shoulders shook her gently, as if he were trying
- to awaken a sleepwalker.
-
- Marie hid her face on his arm. "Don't ask
- me anything more. I don't know anything
- except how miserable I am. And I thought it
- would be all right when you came back. Oh,
- Emil," she clutched his sleeve and began to
- cry, "what am I to do if you don't go away? I
- can't go, and one of us must. Can't you see?"
-
- Emil stood looking down at her, holding his
- shoulders stiff and stiffening the arm to which
- she clung. Her white dress looked gray in the
- darkness. She seemed like a troubled spirit,
- like some shadow out of the earth, clinging to
- him and entreating him to give her peace. Be-
- hind her the fireflies were weaving in and out
- over the wheat. He put his hand on her bent
- head. "On my honor, Marie, if you will say
- you love me, I will go away."
-
- She lifted her face to his. "How could I help
- it? Didn't you know?"
-
- Emil was the one who trembled, through all
- his frame. After he left Marie at her gate, he
- wandered about the fields all night, till morning
- put out the fireflies and the stars.
-
-
-
- III
-
-
- One evening, a week after Signa's wedding,
- Emil was kneeling before a box in the sitting-
- room, packing his books. From time to time he
- rose and wandered about the house, picking up
- stray volumes and bringing them listlessly back
- to his box. He was packing without enthusi-
- asm. He was not very sanguine about his fu-
- ture. Alexandra sat sewing by the table. She
- had helped him pack his trunk in the afternoon.
- As Emil came and went by her chair with his
- books, he thought to himself that it had not
- been so hard to leave his sister since he first
- went away to school. He was going directly to
- Omaha, to read law in the office of a Swedish
- lawyer until October, when he would enter the
- law school at Ann Arbor. They had planned
- that Alexandra was to come to Michigan--a
- long journey for her--at Christmas time, and
- spend several weeks with him. Nevertheless, he
- felt that this leavetaking would be more final
- than his earlier ones had been; that it meant a
- definite break with his old home and the begin-
- ning of something new--he did not know
- what. His ideas about the future would not
- crystallize; the more he tried to think about it,
- the vaguer his conception of it became. But
- one thing was clear, he told himself; it was
- high time that he made good to Alexandra,
- and that ought to be incentive enough to begin
- with.
-
- As he went about gathering up his books he
- felt as if he were uprooting things. At last he
- threw himself down on the old slat lounge where
- he had slept when he was little, and lay looking
- up at the familiar cracks in the ceiling.
-
- "Tired, Emil?" his sister asked.
-
- "Lazy," he murmured, turning on his side
- and looking at her. He studied Alexandra's
- face for a long time in the lamplight. It had
- never occurred to him that his sister was a
- handsome woman until Marie Shabata had
- told him so. Indeed, he had never thought of
- her as being a woman at all, only a sister. As
- he studied her bent head, he looked up at the
- picture of John Bergson above the lamp.
- "No," he thought to himself, "she didn't get
- it there. I suppose I am more like that."
-
- "Alexandra," he said suddenly, "that old
- walnut secretary you use for a desk was
- father's, wasn't it?"
-
- Alexandra went on stitching. "Yes. It was
- one of the first things he bought for the old log
- house. It was a great extravagance in those
- days. But he wrote a great many letters back
- to the old country. He had many friends there,
- and they wrote to him up to the time he died.
- No one ever blamed him for grandfather's dis-
- grace. I can see him now, sitting there on Sun-
- days, in his white shirt, writing pages and
- pages, so carefully. He wrote a fine, regular
- hand, almost like engraving. Yours is some-
- thing like his, when you take pains."
-
- "Grandfather was really crooked, was he?"
-
- "He married an unscrupulous woman, and
- then--then I'm afraid he was really crooked.
- When we first came here father used to have
- dreams about making a great fortune and going
- back to Sweden to pay back to the poor sailors
- the money grandfather had lost."
-
- Emil stirred on the lounge. "I say, that
- would have been worth while, wouldn't it?
- Father wasn't a bit like Lou or Oscar, was he?
- I can't remember much about him before he
- got sick."
-
- "Oh, not at all!" Alexandra dropped her
- sewing on her knee. "He had better opportuni-
- ties; not to make money, but to make some-
- thing of himself. He was a quiet man, but he
- was very intelligent. You would have been
- proud of him, Emil."
-
- Alexandra felt that he would like to know
- there had been a man of his kin whom he
- could admire. She knew that Emil was ashamed
- of Lou and Oscar, because they were bigoted
- and self-satisfied. He never said much about
- them, but she could feel his disgust. His
- brothers had shown their disapproval of him
- ever since he first went away to school. The
- only thing that would have satisfied them
- would have been his failure at the University.
- As it was, they resented every change in his
- speech, in his dress, in his point of view; though
- the latter they had to conjecture, for Emil
- avoided talking to them about any but family
- matters. All his interests they treated as
- affectations.
-
- Alexandra took up her sewing again. "I can
- remember father when he was quite a young
- man. He belonged to some kind of a musical
- society, a male chorus, in Stockholm. I can
- remember going with mother to hear them sing.
- There must have been a hundred of them, and
- they all wore long black coats and white neck-
- ties. I was used to seeing father in a blue coat,
- a sort of jacket, and when I recognized him
- on the platform, I was very proud. Do you
- remember that Swedish song he taught you,
- about the ship boy?"
-
- "Yes. I used to sing it to the Mexicans.
- They like anything different." Emil paused.
- "Father had a hard fight here, didn't he?" he
- added thoughtfully.
-
- "Yes, and he died in a dark time. Still, he
- had hope. He believed in the land."
-
- "And in you, I guess," Emil said to himself.
- There was another period of silence; that warm,
- friendly silence, full of perfect understanding,
- in which Emil and Alexandra had spent many
- of their happiest half-hours.
-
- At last Emil said abruptly, "Lou and Oscar
- would be better off if they were poor, wouldn't
- they?"
-
- Alexandra smiled. "Maybe. But their chil-
- dren wouldn't. I have great hopes of Milly."
-
- Emil shivered. "I don't know. Seems to me
- it gets worse as it goes on. The worst of the
- Swedes is that they're never willing to find out
- how much they don't know. It was like that at
- the University. Always so pleased with them-
- selves! There's no getting behind that con-
- ceited Swedish grin. The Bohemians and Ger-
- mans were so different."
-
- "Come, Emil, don't go back on your own
- people. Father wasn't conceited, Uncle Otto
- wasn't. Even Lou and Oscar weren't when
- they were boys."
-
- Emil looked incredulous, but he did not dis-
- pute the point. He turned on his back and lay
- still for a long time, his hands locked under his
- head, looking up at the ceiling. Alexandra
- knew that he was thinking of many things. She
- felt no anxiety about Emil. She had always
- believed in him, as she had believed in the
- land. He had been more like himself since he
- got back from Mexico; seemed glad to be at
- home, and talked to her as he used to do.
- She had no doubt that his wandering fit was
- over, and that he would soon be settled in
- life.
-
- "Alexandra," said Emil suddenly, "do you
- remember the wild duck we saw down on the
- river that time?"
-
- His sister looked up. "I often think of her.
- It always seems to me she's there still, just like
- we saw her."
-
- "I know. It's queer what things one re-
- members and what things one forgets." Emil
- yawned and sat up. "Well, it's time to turn
- in." He rose, and going over to Alexandra
- stooped down and kissed her lightly on the
- cheek. "Good-night, sister. I think you did
- pretty well by us."
-
- Emil took up his lamp and went upstairs.
- Alexandra sat finishing his new nightshirt, that
- must go in the top tray of his trunk.
-
-
-
- IV
-
-
- The next morning Angelique, Amedee's
- wife, was in the kitchen baking pies, assisted by
- old Mrs. Chevalier. Between the mixing-board
- and the stove stood the old cradle that had been
- Amedee's, and in it was his black-eyed son. As
- Angelique, flushed and excited, with flour on
- her hands, stopped to smile at the baby, Emil
- Bergson rode up to the kitchen door on his mare
- and dismounted.
-
- "'Medee is out in the field, Emil," Angelique
- called as she ran across the kitchen to the oven.
- "He begins to cut his wheat to-day; the first
- wheat ready to cut anywhere about here. He
- bought a new header, you know, because all the
- wheat's so short this year. I hope he can rent it
- to the neighbors, it cost so much. He and his
- cousins bought a steam thresher on shares. You
- ought to go out and see that header work. I
- watched it an hour this morning, busy as I am
- with all the men to feed. He has a lot of hands,
- but he's the only one that knows how to drive
- the header or how to run the engine, so he has
- to be everywhere at once. He's sick, too, and
- ought to be in his bed."
-
- Emil bent over Hector Baptiste, trying to
- make him blink his round, bead-like black eyes.
- "Sick? What's the matter with your daddy,
- kid? Been making him walk the floor with
- you?"
-
- Angelique sniffed. "Not much! We don't
- have that kind of babies. It was his father that
- kept Baptiste awake. All night I had to be get-
- ting up and making mustard plasters to put on
- his stomach. He had an awful colic. He said he
- felt better this morning, but I don't think he
- ought to be out in the field, overheating him-
- self."
-
- Angelique did not speak with much anxiety,
- not because she was indifferent, but because she
- felt so secure in their good fortune. Only good
- things could happen to a rich, energetic, hand-
- some young man like Amedee, with a new baby
- in the cradle and a new header in the field.
-
- Emil stroked the black fuzz on Baptiste's
- head. "I say, Angelique, one of 'Medee's grand-
- mothers, 'way back, must have been a squaw.
- This kid looks exactly like the Indian babies."
-
- Angelique made a face at him, but old Mrs.
- Chevalier had been touched on a sore point,
- and she let out such a stream of fiery PATOIS that
- Emil fled from the kitchen and mounted his
- mare.
-
- Opening the pasture gate from the saddle,
- Emil rode across the field to the clearing where
- the thresher stood, driven by a stationary
- engine and fed from the header boxes. As
- Amedee was not on the engine, Emil rode on to
- the wheatfield, where he recognized, on the
- header, the slight, wiry figure of his friend,
- coatless, his white shirt puffed out by the wind,
- his straw hat stuck jauntily on the side of his
- head. The six big work-horses that drew, or
- rather pushed, the header, went abreast at a
- rapid walk, and as they were still green at the
- work they required a good deal of management
- on Amedee's part; especially when they turned
- the corners, where they divided, three and
- three, and then swung round into line again
- with a movement that looked as complicated as
- a wheel of artillery. Emil felt a new thrill of
- admiration for his friend, and with it the old
- pang of envy at the way in which Amedee could
- do with his might what his hand found to do,
- and feel that, whatever it was, it was the most
- important thing in the world. "I'll have to
- bring Alexandra up to see this thing work,"
- Emil thought; "it's splendid!"
-
- When he saw Emil, Amedee waved to him
- and called to one of his twenty cousins to take
- the reins. Stepping off the header without
- stopping it, he ran up to Emil who had dis-
- mounted. "Come along," he called. "I have
- to go over to the engine for a minute. I gotta
- green man running it, and I gotta to keep an
- eye on him."
-
- Emil thought the lad was unnaturally flushed
- and more excited than even the cares of manag-
- ing a big farm at a critical time warranted. As
- they passed behind a last year's stack, Amedee
- clutched at his right side and sank down for a
- moment on the straw.
-
- "Ouch! I got an awful pain in me, Emil.
- Something's the matter with my insides, for
- sure."
-
- Emil felt his fiery cheek. "You ought to go
- straight to bed, 'Medee, and telephone for the
- doctor; that's what you ought to do."
-
- Amedee staggered up with a gesture of
- despair. "How can I? I got no time to be sick.
- Three thousand dollars' worth of new machin-
- ery to manage, and the wheat so ripe it will
- begin to shatter next week. My wheat's short,
- but it's gotta grand full berries. What's he
- slowing down for? We haven't got header
- boxes enough to feed the thresher, I guess."
-
- Amedee started hot-foot across the stubble,
- leaning a little to the right as he ran, and waved
- to the engineer not to stop the engine.
-
- Emil saw that this was no time to talk about
- his own affairs. He mounted his mare and rode
- on to Sainte-Agnes, to bid his friends there
- good-bye. He went first to see Raoul Marcel,
- and found him innocently practising the
- "Gloria" for the big confirmation service on
- Sunday while he polished the mirrors of his
- father's saloon.
-
- As Emil rode homewards at three o'clock in
- the afternoon, he saw Amedee staggering out of
- the wheatfield, supported by two of his cousins.
- Emil stopped and helped them put the boy to bed.
-
-
-
- V
-
-
- When Frank Shabata came in from work at
- five o'clock that evening, old Moses Marcel,
- Raoul's father, telephoned him that Amedee
- had had a seizure in the wheatfield, and that
- Doctor Paradis was going to operate on him as
- soon as the Hanover doctor got there to help.
- Frank dropped a word of this at the table,
- bolted his supper, and rode off to Sainte-
- Agnes, where there would be sympathetic dis-
- cussion of Amedee's case at Marcel's saloon.
-
- As soon as Frank was gone, Marie telephoned
- Alexandra. It was a comfort to hear her friend's
- voice. Yes, Alexandra knew what there was to
- be known about Amedee. Emil had been there
- when they carried him out of the field, and had
- stayed with him until the doctors operated for
- appendicitis at five o'clock. They were afraid
- it was too late to do much good; it should
- have been done three days ago. Amedee was in
- a very bad way. Emil had just come home,
- worn out and sick himself. She had given him
- some brandy and put him to bed.
-
- Marie hung up the receiver. Poor Amedee's
- illness had taken on a new meaning to her, now
- that she knew Emil had been with him. And it
- might so easily have been the other way--
- Emil who was ill and Amedee who was sad!
- Marie looked about the dusky sitting-room.
- She had seldom felt so utterly lonely. If Emil
- was asleep, there was not even a chance of his
- coming; and she could not go to Alexandra for
- sympathy. She meant to tell Alexandra every-
- thing, as soon as Emil went away. Then what-
- ever was left between them would be honest.
-
- But she could not stay in the house this
- evening. Where should she go? She walked
- slowly down through the orchard, where the
- evening air was heavy with the smell of wild
- cotton. The fresh, salty scent of the wild roses
- had given way before this more powerful per-
- fume of midsummer. Wherever those ashes-of-
- rose balls hung on their milky stalks, the air
- about them was saturated with their breath.
- The sky was still red in the west and the even-
- ing star hung directly over the Bergsons' wind-
- mill. Marie crossed the fence at the wheatfield
- corner, and walked slowly along the path that
- led to Alexandra's. She could not help feeling
- hurt that Emil had not come to tell her about
- Amedee. It seemed to her most unnatural that
- he should not have come. If she were in trou-
- ble, certainly he was the one person in the world
- she would want to see. Perhaps he wished her
- to understand that for her he was as good as
- gone already.
-
- Marie stole slowly, flutteringly, along the
- path, like a white night-moth out of the fields.
- The years seemed to stretch before her like the
- land; spring, summer, autumn, winter, spring;
- always the same patient fields, the patient little
- trees, the patient lives; always the same yearn-
- ing, the same pulling at the chain--until the
- instinct to live had torn itself and bled and
- weakened for the last time, until the chain
- secured a dead woman, who might cautiously
- be released. Marie walked on, her face lifted
- toward the remote, inaccessible evening star.
-
- When she reached the stile she sat down and
- waited. How terrible it was to love people when
- you could not really share their lives!
-
- Yes, in so far as she was concerned, Emil was
- already gone. They couldn't meet any more.
- There was nothing for them to say. They had
- spent the last penny of their small change;
- there was nothing left but gold. The day of
- love-tokens was past. They had now only their
- hearts to give each other. And Emil being
- gone, what was her life to be like? In some
- ways, it would be easier. She would not, at
- least, live in perpetual fear. If Emil were once
- away and settled at work, she would not have
- the feeling that she was spoiling his life. With
- the memory he left her, she could be as rash as
- she chose. Nobody could be the worse for it
- but herself; and that, surely, did not matter.
- Her own case was clear. When a girl had loved
- one man, and then loved another while that man
- was still alive, everybody knew what to think of
- her. What happened to her was of little con-
- sequence, so long as she did not drag other
- people down with her. Emil once away, she
- could let everything else go and live a new life
- of perfect love.
-
- Marie left the stile reluctantly. She had,
- after all, thought he might come. And how
- glad she ought to be, she told herself, that he
- was asleep. She left the path and went across
- the pasture. The moon was almost full. An
- owl was hooting somewhere in the fields. She
- had scarcely thought about where she was
- going when the pond glittered before her,
- where Emil had shot the ducks. She stopped
- and looked at it. Yes, there would be a dirty
- way out of life, if one chose to take it. But she
- did not want to die. She wanted to live and
- dream--a hundred years, forever! As long as
- this sweetness welled up in her heart, as long as
- her breast could hold this treasure of pain! She
- felt as the pond must feel when it held the moon
- like that; when it encircled and swelled with
-
- In the morning, when Emil came down-
- stairs, Alexandra met him in the sitting-room
- and put her hands on his shoulders. "Emil, I
- went to your room as soon as it was light, but
- you were sleeping so sound I hated to wake
- you. There was nothing you could do, so I
- let you sleep. They telephoned from Sainte-
- Agnes that Amedee died at three o'clock this
- morning."
-
-
-
- VI
-
-
- The Church has always held that life is for
- the living. On Saturday, while half the vil-
- lage of Sainte-Agnes was mourning for Ame-
- dee and preparing the funeral black for his
- burial on Monday, the other half was busy
- with white dresses and white veils for the great
- confirmation service to-morrow, when the
- bishop was to confirm a class of one hundred
- boys and girls. Father Duchesne divided his
- time between the living and the dead. All day
- Saturday the church was a scene of bustling
- activity, a little hushed by the thought of
- Amedee. The choir were busy rehearsing a
- mass of Rossini, which they had studied and
- practised for this occasion. The women were
- trimming the altar, the boys and girls were
- bringing flowers.
-
- On Sunday morning the bishop was to drive
- overland to Sainte-Agnes from Hanover, and
- Emil Bergson had been asked to take the place
- of one of Amedee's cousins in the cavalcade of
- forty French boys who were to ride across coun-
- try to meet the bishop's carriage. At six o'clock
- on Sunday morning the boys met at the church.
- As they stood holding their horses by the bridle,
- they talked in low tones of their dead comrade.
- They kept repeating that Amedee had always
- been a good boy, glancing toward the red brick
- church which had played so large a part in
- Amedee's life, had been the scene of his most
- serious moments and of his happiest hours. He
- had played and wrestled and sung and courted
- under its shadow. Only three weeks ago he had
- proudly carried his baby there to be christened.
- They could not doubt that that invisible arm
- was still about Amedee; that through the church
- on earth he had passed to the church triumph-
- ant, the goal of the hopes and faith of so many
- hundred years.
-
- When the word was given to mount, the
- young men rode at a walk out of the village;
- but once out among the wheatfields in the
- morning sun, their horses and their own youth
- got the better of them. A wave of zeal and fiery
- enthusiasm swept over them. They longed for
- a Jerusalem to deliver. The thud of their gal-
- loping hoofs interrupted many a country break-
- fast and brought many a woman and child to
- the door of the farmhouses as they passed. Five
- miles east of Sainte-Agnes they met the bishop
- in his open carriage, attended by two priests.
- Like one man the boys swung off their hats in a
- broad salute, and bowed their heads as the
- handsome old man lifted his two fingers in the
- episcopal blessing. The horsemen closed about
- the carriage like a guard, and whenever a rest-
- less horse broke from control and shot down the
- road ahead of the body, the bishop laughed and
- rubbed his plump hands together. "What fine
- boys!" he said to his priests. "The Church still
- has her cavalry."
-
- As the troop swept past the graveyard half a
- mile east of the town,--the first frame church
- of the parish had stood there,--old Pierre
- Seguin was already out with his pick and spade,
- digging Amedee's grave. He knelt and un-
- covered as the bishop passed. The boys with
- one accord looked away from old Pierre to the
- red church on the hill, with the gold cross
- flaming on its steeple.
-
- Mass was at eleven. While the church was
- filling, Emil Bergson waited outside, watching
- the wagons and buggies drive up the hill. After
- the bell began to ring, he saw Frank Shabata
- ride up on horseback and tie his horse to the
- hitch-bar. Marie, then, was not coming. Emil
- turned and went into the church. Amedee's
- was the only empty pew, and he sat down in it.
- Some of Amedee's cousins were there, dressed
- in black and weeping. When all the pews were
- full, the old men and boys packed the open
- space at the back of the church, kneeling on the
- floor. There was scarcely a family in town that
- was not represented in the confirmation class,
- by a cousin, at least. The new communicants,
- with their clear, reverent faces, were beautiful
- to look upon as they entered in a body and took
- the front benches reserved for them. Even
- before the Mass began, the air was charged
- with feeling. The choir had never sung so well
- and Raoul Marcel, in the "Gloria," drew even
- the bishop's eyes to the organ loft. For the
- offertory he sang Gounod's "Ave Maria,"--
- always spoken of in Sainte-Agnes as "the Ave
- Maria."
-
- Emil began to torture himself with questions
- about Marie. Was she ill? Had she quarreled
- with her husband? Was she too unhappy to
- find comfort even here? Had she, perhaps,
- thought that he would come to her? Was she
- waiting for him? Overtaxed by excitement and
- sorrow as he was, the rapture of the service took
- hold upon his body and mind. As he listened
- to Raoul, he seemed to emerge from the con-
- flicting emotions which had been whirling him
- about and sucking him under. He felt as if
- a clear light broke upon his mind, and with it
- a conviction that good was, after all, stronger
- than evil, and that good was possible to men.
- He seemed to discover that there was a kind
- of rapture in which he could love forever with-
- out faltering and without sin. He looked across
- the heads of the people at Frank Shabata
- with calmness. That rapture was for those who
- could feel it; for people who could not, it
- was non-existent. He coveted nothing that was
- Frank Shabata's. The spirit he had met in
- music was his own. Frank Shabata had never
- found it; would never find it if he lived beside it
- a thousand years; would have destroyed it if he
- had found it, as Herod slew the innocents, as
- Rome slew the martyrs.
-
- SAN--CTA MARI-I-I-A,
-
- wailed Raoul from the organ loft;
-
- O--RA PRO NO-O-BIS!
-
- And it did not occur to Emil that any one had
- ever reasoned thus before, that music had ever
- before given a man this equivocal revelation.
-
- The confirmation service followed the Mass.
- When it was over, the congregation thronged
- about the newly confirmed. The girls, and even
- the boys, were kissed and embraced and wept
- over. All the aunts and grandmothers wept
- with joy. The housewives had much ado to
- tear themselves away from the general rejoicing
- and hurry back to their kitchens. The country
- parishioners were staying in town for dinner,
- and nearly every house in Sainte-Agnes enter-
- tained visitors that day. Father Duchesne, the
- bishop, and the visiting priests dined with
- Fabien Sauvage, the banker. Emil and Frank
- Shabata were both guests of old Moise Marcel.
- After dinner Frank and old Moise retired to
- the rear room of the saloon to play California
- Jack and drink their cognac, and Emil went
- over to the banker's with Raoul, who had been
- asked to sing for the bishop.
-
- At three o'clock, Emil felt that he could
- stand it no longer. He slipped out under cover
- of "The Holy City," followed by Malvina's
- wistful eye, and went to the stable for his mare.
- He was at that height of excitement from which
- everything is foreshortened, from which life
- seems short and simple, death very near, and
- the soul seems to soar like an eagle. As he rode
- past the graveyard he looked at the brown hole
- in the earth where Amedee was to lie, and felt no
- horror. That, too, was beautiful, that simple
- doorway into forgetfulness. The heart, when it
- is too much alive, aches for that brown earth,
- and ecstasy has no fear of death. It is the old
- and the poor and the maimed who shrink from
- that brown hole; its wooers are found among
- the young, the passionate, the gallant-hearted.
- It was not until he had passed the graveyard
- that Emil realized where he was going. It was
- the hour for saying good-bye. It might be the
- last time that he would see her alone, and to-
- day he could leave her without rancor, without
- bitterness.
-
- Everywhere the grain stood ripe and the hot
- afternoon was full of the smell of the ripe wheat,
- like the smell of bread baking in an oven. The
- breath of the wheat and the sweet clover passed
- him like pleasant things in a dream. He could
- feel nothing but the sense of diminishing dis-
- tance. It seemed to him that his mare was fly-
- ing, or running on wheels, like a railway train.
- The sunlight, flashing on the window-glass of
- the big red barns, drove him wild with joy. He
- was like an arrow shot from the bow. His life
- poured itself out along the road before him as he
- rode to the Shabata farm.
-
- When Emil alighted at the Shabatas' gate,
- his horse was in a lather. He tied her in the
- stable and hurried to the house. It was empty.
- She might be at Mrs. Hiller's or with Alexan-
- dra. But anything that reminded him of her
- would be enough, the orchard, the mulberry
- tree. . . When he reached the orchard the sun
- was hanging low over the wheatfield. Long
- fingers of light reached through the apple
- branches as through a net; the orchard was rid-
- dled and shot with gold; light was the reality,
- the trees were merely interferences that reflected
- and refracted light. Emil went softly down
- between the cherry trees toward the wheatfield.
- When he came to the corner, he stopped short
- and put his hand over his mouth. Marie was
- lying on her side under the white mulberry tree,
- her face half hidden in the grass, her eyes
- closed, her hands lying limply where they had
- happened to fall. She had lived a day of her new
- life of perfect love, and it had left her like this.
- Her breast rose and fell faintly, as if she were
- asleep. Emil threw himself down beside her and
- took her in his arms. The blood came back to
- her cheeks, her amber eyes opened slowly, and
- in them Emil saw his own face and the orchard
- and the sun. "I was dreaming this," she whis-
- pered, hiding her face against him, "don't take
- my dream away!"
-
-
-
- VII
-
-
- When Frank Shabata got home that night,
- he found Emil's mare in his stable. Such an
- impertinence amazed him. Like everybody
- else, Frank had had an exciting day. Since
- noon he had been drinking too much, and he
- was in a bad temper. He talked bitterly to him-
- self while he put his own horse away, and as he
- went up the path and saw that the house was
- dark he felt an added sense of injury. He ap-
- proached quietly and listened on the doorstep.
- Hearing nothing, he opened the kitchen door
- and went softly from one room to another.
- Then he went through the house again, up-
- stairs and down, with no better result. He sat
- down on the bottom step of the box stairway
- and tried to get his wits together. In that un-
- natural quiet there was no sound but his own
- heavy breathing. Suddenly an owl began to
- hoot out in the fields. Frank lifted his head.
- An idea flashed into his mind, and his sense
- of injury and outrage grew. He went into his
- bedroom and took his murderous 405 Winches-
- ter from the closet.
-
- When Frank took up his gun and walked out
- of the house, he had not the faintest purpose of
- doing anything with it. He did not believe that
- he had any real grievance. But it gratified him
- to feel like a desperate man. He had got into
- the habit of seeing himself always in desperate
- straits. His unhappy temperament was like a
- cage; he could never get out of it; and he felt
- that other people, his wife in particular, must
- have put him there. It had never more than
- dimly occurred to Frank that he made his own
- unhappiness. Though he took up his gun with
- dark projects in his mind, he would have been
- paralyzed with fright had he known that there
- was the slightest probability of his ever carry-
- ing any of them out.
-
- Frank went slowly down to the orchard gate,
- stopped and stood for a moment lost in
- thought. He retraced his steps and looked
- through the barn and the hayloft. Then he
- went out to the road, where he took the foot-
- path along the outside of the orchard hedge.
- The hedge was twice as tall as Frank himself,
- and so dense that one could see through it only
- by peering closely between the leaves. He
- could see the empty path a long way in the
- moonlight. His mind traveled ahead to the
- stile, which he always thought of as haunted
- by Emil Bergson. But why had he left his
- horse?
-
- At the wheatfield corner, where the orchard
- hedge ended and the path led across the pasture
- to the Bergsons', Frank stopped. In the warm,
- breathless night air he heard a murmuring
- sound, perfectly inarticulate, as low as the
- sound of water coming from a spring, where
- there is no fall, and where there are no stones to
- fret it. Frank strained his ears. It ceased. He
- held his breath and began to tremble. Resting
- the butt of his gun on the ground, he parted the
- mulberry leaves softly with his fingers and
- peered through the hedge at the dark figures on
- the grass, in the shadow of the mulberry tree.
- It seemed to him that they must feel his eyes,
- that they must hear him breathing. But they
- did not. Frank, who had always wanted to see
- things blacker than they were, for once wanted
- to believe less than he saw. The woman lying
- in the shadow might so easily be one of the
- Bergsons' farm-girls. . . . Again the murmur,
- like water welling out of the ground. This time
- he heard it more distinctly, and his blood was
- quicker than his brain. He began to act, just as
- a man who falls into the fire begins to act. The
- gun sprang to his shoulder, he sighted mechani-
- cally and fired three times without stopping,
- stopped without knowing why. Either he shut
- his eyes or he had vertigo. He did not see any-
- thing while he was firing. He thought he heard
- a cry simultaneous with the second report, but
- he was not sure. He peered again through the
- hedge, at the two dark figures under the tree.
- They had fallen a little apart from each other,
- and were perfectly still-- No, not quite; in
- a white patch of light, where the moon shone
- through the branches, a man's hand was pluck-
- ing spasmodically at the grass.
-
- Suddenly the woman stirred and uttered a
- cry, then another, and another. She was living!
- She was dragging herself toward the hedge!
- Frank dropped his gun and ran back along the
- path, shaking, stumbling, gasping. He had
- never imagined such horror. The cries fol-
- lowed him. They grew fainter and thicker, as
- if she were choking. He dropped on his knees
- beside the hedge and crouched like a rabbit,
- listening; fainter, fainter; a sound like a whine;
- again--a moan--another--silence. Frank
- scrambled to his feet and ran on, groaning and
- praying. From habit he went toward the house,
- where he was used to being soothed when he had
- worked himself into a frenzy, but at the sight
- of the black, open door, he started back. He
- knew that he had murdered somebody, that a
- woman was bleeding and moaning in the or-
- chard, but he had not realized before that it
- was his wife. The gate stared him in the face.
- He threw his hands over his head. Which way
- to turn? He lifted his tormented face and
- looked at the sky. "Holy Mother of God, not to
- suffer! She was a good girl--not to suffer!"
-
- Frank had been wont to see himself in dra-
- matic situations; but now, when he stood by the
- windmill, in the bright space between the barn
- and the house, facing his own black doorway, he
- did not see himself at all. He stood like the
- hare when the dogs are approaching from all
- sides. And he ran like a hare, back and forth
- about that moonlit space, before he could make
- up his mind to go into the dark stable for a
- horse. The thought of going into a doorway
- was terrible to him. He caught Emil's horse
- by the bit and led it out. He could not have
- buckled a bridle on his own. After two or
- three attempts, he lifted himself into the sad-
- dle and started for Hanover. If he could catch
- the one o'clock train, he had money enough to
- get as far as Omaha.
-
- While he was thinking dully of this in some
- less sensitized part of his brain, his acuter
- faculties were going over and over the cries he
- had heard in the orchard. Terror was the only
- thing that kept him from going back to her,
- terror that she might still be she, that she might
- still be suffering. A woman, mutilated and
- bleeding in his orchard--it was because it was
- a woman that he was so afraid. It was incon-
- ceivable that he should have hurt a woman. He
- would rather be eaten by wild beasts than see
- her move on the ground as she had moved in
- the orchard. Why had she been so careless?
- She knew he was like a crazy man when he was
- angry. She had more than once taken that gun
- away from him and held it, when he was angry
- with other people. Once it had gone off while
- they were struggling over it. She was never
- afraid. But, when she knew him, why hadn't
- she been more careful? Didn't she have all
- summer before her to love Emil Bergson in,
- without taking such chances? Probably she had
- met the Smirka boy, too, down there in the
- orchard. He didn't care. She could have met
- all the men on the Divide there, and welcome, if
- only she hadn't brought this horror on him.
-
- There was a wrench in Frank's mind. He did
- not honestly believe that of her. He knew that
- he was doing her wrong. He stopped his horse
- to admit this to himself the more directly, to
- think it out the more clearly. He knew that
- he was to blame. For three years he had been
- trying to break her spirit. She had a way of
- making the best of things that seemed to him a
- sentimental affectation. He wanted his wife to
- resent that he was wasting his best years among
- these stupid and unappreciative people; but she
- had seemed to find the people quite good
- enough. If he ever got rich he meant to buy
- her pretty clothes and take her to California in
- a Pullman car, and treat her like a lady; but in
- the mean time he wanted her to feel that life
- was as ugly and as unjust as he felt it. He had
- tried to make her life ugly. He had refused to
- share any of the little pleasures she was so
- plucky about making for herself. She could be
- gay about the least thing in the world; but she
- must be gay! When she first came to him, her
- faith in him, her adoration-- Frank struck the
- mare with his fist. Why had Marie made him
- do this thing; why had she brought this upon
- him? He was overwhelmed by sickening mis-
- fortune. All at once he heard her cries again--
- he had forgotten for a moment. "Maria," he
- sobbed aloud, "Maria!"
-
- When Frank was halfway to Hanover, the
- motion of his horse brought on a violent attack
- of nausea. After it had passed, he rode on
- again, but he could think of nothing except his
- physical weakness and his desire to be com-
- forted by his wife. He wanted to get into his
- own bed. Had his wife been at home, he would
- have turned and gone back to her meekly
- enough.
-
-
-
- VIII
-
-
- When old Ivar climbed down from his loft
- at four o'clock the next morning, he came upon
- Emil's mare, jaded and lather-stained, her
- bridle broken, chewing the scattered tufts of
- hay outside the stable door. The old man was
- thrown into a fright at once. He put the mare
- in her stall, threw her a measure of oats, and
- then set out as fast as his bow-legs could carry
- him on the path to the nearest neighbor.
-
- "Something is wrong with that boy. Some
- misfortune has come upon us. He would never
- have used her so, in his right senses. It is not
- his way to abuse his mare," the old man kept
- muttering, as he scuttled through the short,
- wet pasture grass on his bare feet.
-
- While Ivar was hurrying across the fields, the
- first long rays of the sun were reaching down
- between the orchard boughs to those two dew-
- drenched figures. The story of what had hap-
- pened was written plainly on the orchard grass,
- and on the white mulberries that had fallen in
- the night and were covered with dark stain.
- For Emil the chapter had been short. He was
- shot in the heart, and had rolled over on his
- back and died. His face was turned up to the
- sky and his brows were drawn in a frown, as
- if he had realized that something had befallen
- him. But for Marie Shabata it had not been so
- easy. One ball had torn through her right lung,
- another had shattered the carotid artery. She
- must have started up and gone toward the
- hedge, leaving a trail of blood. There she had
- fallen and bled. From that spot there was
- another trail, heavier than the first, where she
- must have dragged herself back to Emil's body.
- Once there, she seemed not to have struggled
- any more. She had lifted her head to her lover's
- breast, taken his hand in both her own, and
- bled quietly to death. She was lying on her
- right side in an easy and natural position, her
- cheek on Emil's shoulder. On her face there was
- a look of ineffable content. Her lips were parted
- a little; her eyes were lightly closed, as if in a
- day-dream or a light slumber. After she lay
- down there, she seemed not to have moved an
- eyelash. The hand she held was covered with
- dark stains, where she had kissed it.
-
- But the stained, slippery grass, the darkened
- mulberries, told only half the story. Above
- Marie and Emil, two white butterflies from
- Frank's alfalfa-field were fluttering in and out
- among the interlacing shadows; diving and
- soaring, now close together, now far apart; and
- in the long grass by the fence the last wild roses
- of the year opened their pink hearts to die.
-
- When Ivar reached the path by the hedge, he
- saw Shabata's rifle lying in the way. He turned
- and peered through the branches, falling upon
- his knees as if his legs had been mowed from
- under him. "Merciful God!" he groaned;
-
- Alexandra, too, had risen early that morning,
- because of her anxiety about Emil. She was in
- Emil's room upstairs when, from the window,
- she saw Ivar coming along the path that led
- from the Shabatas'. He was running like a
- spent man, tottering and lurching from side to
- side. Ivar never drank, and Alexandra thought
- at once that one of his spells had come upon
- him, and that he must be in a very bad way
- indeed. She ran downstairs and hurried out
- to meet him, to hide his infirmity from the
- eyes of her household. The old man fell in the
- road at her feet and caught her hand, over
- which he bowed his shaggy head. "Mistress,
- mistress," he sobbed, "it has fallen! Sin and
- death for the young ones! God have mercy
- upon us!"
-
-
-
-
- PART V
-
- Alexandra
-
-
-
-
- I
-
-
- Ivar was sitting at a cobbler's bench in the
- barn, mending harness by the light of a lantern
- and repeating to himself the 101st Psalm. It
- was only five o'clock of a mid-October day, but
- a storm had come up in the afternoon, bring-
- ing black clouds, a cold wind and torrents of
- rain. The old man wore his buffalo-skin coat,
- and occasionally stopped to warm his fingers at
- the lantern. Suddenly a woman burst into the
- shed, as if she had been blown in, accompanied
- by a shower of rain-drops. It was Signa,
- wrapped in a man's overcoat and wearing a
- pair of boots over her shoes. In time of trouble
- Signa had come back to stay with her mistress,
- for she was the only one of the maids from
- whom Alexandra would accept much personal
- service. It was three months now since the
- news of the terrible thing that had happened
- in Frank Shabata's orchard had first run like
- a fire over the Divide. Signa and Nelse were
- staying on with Alexandra until winter.
-
- "Ivar," Signa exclaimed as she wiped the
- rain from her face, "do you know where she
- is?"
-
- The old man put down his cobbler's knife.
- "Who, the mistress?"
-
- "Yes. She went away about three o'clock. I
- happened to look out of the window and saw
- her going across the fields in her thin dress and
- sun-hat. And now this storm has come on. I
- thought she was going to Mrs. Hiller's, and I
- telephoned as soon as the thunder stopped, but
- she had not been there. I'm afraid she is out
- somewhere and will get her death of cold."
-
- Ivar put on his cap and took up the lantern.
- "JA, JA, we will see. I will hitch the boy's mare
- to the cart and go."
-
- Signa followed him across the wagon-shed to
- the horses' stable. She was shivering with cold
- and excitement. "Where do you suppose she
- can be, Ivar?"
-
- The old man lifted a set of single harness
- carefully from its peg. "How should I know?"
-
- "But you think she is at the graveyard,
- don't you?" Signa persisted. "So do I. Oh, I
- wish she would be more like herself! I can't
- believe it's Alexandra Bergson come to this,
- with no head about anything. I have to tell her
- when to eat and when to go to bed."
-
- "Patience, patience, sister," muttered Ivar
- as he settled the bit in the horse's mouth.
- "When the eyes of the flesh are shut, the eyes
- of the spirit are open. She will have a message
- from those who are gone, and that will bring her
- peace. Until then we must bear with her. You
- and I are the only ones who have weight with
- her. She trusts us."
-
- "How awful it's been these last three
- months." Signa held the lantern so that he
- could see to buckle the straps. "It don't seem
- right that we must all be so miserable. Why do
- we all have to be punished? Seems to me like
- good times would never come again."
-
- Ivar expressed himself in a deep sigh, but
- said nothing. He stooped and took a sandburr
- from his toe.
-
- "Ivar," Signa asked suddenly, "will you tell
- me why you go barefoot? All the time I lived
- here in the house I wanted to ask you. Is it for
- a penance, or what?"
-
- "No, sister. It is for the indulgence of the
- body. From my youth up I have had a strong,
- rebellious body, and have been subject to every
- kind of temptation. Even in age my tempta-
- tions are prolonged. It was necessary to make
- some allowances; and the feet, as I understand
- it, are free members. There is no divine pro-
- hibition for them in the Ten Commandments.
- The hands, the tongue, the eyes, the heart, all
- the bodily desires we are commanded to sub-
- due; but the feet are free members. I indulge
- them without harm to any one, even to tramp-
- ling in filth when my desires are low. They are
- quickly cleaned again."
-
- Signa did not laugh. She looked thoughtful
- as she followed Ivar out to the wagon-shed and
- held the shafts up for him, while he backed in
- the mare and buckled the hold-backs. "You
- have been a good friend to the mistress, Ivar,"
- she murmured.
-
- "And you, God be with you," replied Ivar as
- he clambered into the cart and put the lan-
- tern under the oilcloth lap-cover. "Now for a
- ducking, my girl," he said to the mare, gather-
- ing up the reins.
-
- As they emerged from the shed, a stream of
- water, running off the thatch, struck the mare
- on the neck. She tossed her head indignantly,
- then struck out bravely on the soft ground,
- slipping back again and again as she climbed
- the hill to the main road. Between the rain and
- the darkness Ivar could see very little, so he let
- Emil's mare have the rein, keeping her head in
- the right direction. When the ground was level,
- he turned her out of the dirt road upon the sod,
- where she was able to trot without slipping.
-
- Before Ivar reached the graveyard, three
- miles from the house, the storm had spent
- itself, and the downpour had died into a soft,
- dripping rain. The sky and the land were a
- dark smoke color, and seemed to be coming
- together, like two waves. When Ivar stopped
- at the gate and swung out his lantern, a white
- figure rose from beside John Bergson's white
- stone.
-
- The old man sprang to the ground and shuf-
- fled toward the gate calling, "Mistress, mis-
- tress!"
-
- Alexandra hurried to meet him and put her
- hand on his shoulder. "TYST! Ivar. There's
- nothing to be worried about. I'm sorry if I've
- scared you all. I didn't notice the storm till it
- was on me, and I couldn't walk against it. I'm
- glad you've come. I am so tired I didn't know
- how I'd ever get home."
-
- Ivar swung the lantern up so that it shone in
- her face. "GUD! You are enough to frighten
- us, mistress. You look like a drowned woman.
- How could you do such a thing!"
-
- Groaning and mumbling he led her out of the
- gate and helped her into the cart, wrapping her
- in the dry blankets on which he had been sitting.
-
- Alexandra smiled at his solicitude. "Not
- much use in that, Ivar. You will only shut the
- wet in. I don't feel so cold now; but I'm heavy
- and numb. I'm glad you came."
-
- Ivar turned the mare and urged her into a
- sliding trot. Her feet sent back a continual
- spatter of mud.
-
- Alexandra spoke to the old man as they
- jogged along through the sullen gray twilight of
- the storm. "Ivar, I think it has done me good
- to get cold clear through like this, once. I don't
- believe I shall suffer so much any more. When
- you get so near the dead, they seem more real
- than the living. Worldly thoughts leave one.
- Ever since Emil died, I've suffered so when it
- rained. Now that I've been out in it with him,
- I shan't dread it. After you once get cold clear
- through, the feeling of the rain on you is sweet.
- It seems to bring back feelings you had when
- you were a baby. It carries you back into the
- dark, before you were born; you can't see things,
- but they come to you, somehow, and you know
- them and aren't afraid of them. Maybe it's like
- that with the dead. If they feel anything at all,
- it's the old things, before they were born, that
- comfort people like the feeling of their own
- bed does when they are little."
-
- "Mistress," said Ivar reproachfully, "those
- are bad thoughts. The dead are in Paradise."
-
- Then he hung his head, for he did not believe
- that Emil was in Paradise.
-
- When they got home, Signa had a fire burn-
- ing in the sitting-room stove. She undressed
- Alexandra and gave her a hot footbath, while
- Ivar made ginger tea in the kitchen. When
- Alexandra was in bed, wrapped in hot blankets,
- Ivar came in with his tea and saw that she
- drank it. Signa asked permission to sleep on
- the slat lounge outside her door. Alexandra
- endured their attentions patiently, but she was
- glad when they put out the lamp and left her.
- As she lay alone in the dark, it occurred to her
- for the first time that perhaps she was actually
- tired of life. All the physical operations of life
- seemed difficult and painful. She longed to be
- free from her own body, which ached and was
- so heavy. And longing itself was heavy: she
- yearned to be free of that.
-
- As she lay with her eyes closed, she had again,
- more vividly than for many years, the old illu-
- sion of her girlhood, of being lifted and carried
- lightly by some one very strong. He was with
- her a long while this time, and carried her very
- far, and in his arms she felt free from pain.
- When he laid her down on her bed again, she
- opened her eyes, and, for the first time in her
- life, she saw him, saw him clearly, though the
- room was dark, and his face was covered. He
- was standing in the doorway of her room. His
- white cloak was thrown over his face, and his
- head was bent a little forward. His shoulders
- seemed as strong as the foundations of the
- world. His right arm, bared from the elbow,
- was dark and gleaming, like bronze, and she
- knew at once that it was the arm of the mighti-
- est of all lovers. She knew at last for whom it
- was she had waited, and where he would carry
- her. That, she told herself, was very well.
- Then she went to sleep.
-
- Alexandra wakened in the morning with
- nothing worse than a hard cold and a stiff
- shoulder. She kept her bed for several days,
- and it was during that time that she formed a
- resolution to go to Lincoln to see Frank Sha-
- bata. Ever since she last saw him in the court-
- room, Frank's haggard face and wild eyes
- had haunted her. The trial had lasted only
- three days. Frank had given himself up to the
- police in Omaha and pleaded guilty of kill-
- ing without malice and without premeditation.
- The gun was, of course, against him, and the
- judge had given him the full sentence,--ten
- years. He had now been in the State Peni-
- tentiary for a month.
-
- Frank was the only one, Alexandra told her-
- self, for whom anything could be done. He had
- been less in the wrong than any of them, and he
- was paying the heaviest penalty. She often felt
- that she herself had been more to blame than
- poor Frank. From the time the Shabatas had
- first moved to the neighboring farm, she had
- omitted no opportunity of throwing Marie and
- Emil together. Because she knew Frank was
- surly about doing little things to help his wife,
- she was always sending Emil over to spade or
- plant or carpenter for Marie. She was glad to
- have Emil see as much as possible of an intelli-
- gent, city-bred girl like their neighbor; she no-
- ticed that it improved his manners. She knew
- that Emil was fond of Marie, but it had never
- occurred to her that Emil's feeling might be dif-
- ferent from her own. She wondered at herself
- now, but she had never thought of danger in
- that direction. If Marie had been unmarried,
- --oh, yes! Then she would have kept her eyes
- open. But the mere fact that she was Sha-
- bata's wife, for Alexandra, settled everything.
- That she was beautiful, impulsive, barely two
- years older than Emil, these facts had had no
- weight with Alexandra. Emil was a good boy,
- and only bad boys ran after married women.
-
- Now, Alexandra could in a measure realize
- that Marie was, after all, Marie; not merely
- a "married woman." Sometimes, when Alex-
- andra thought of her, it was with an aching
- tenderness. The moment she had reached them
- in the orchard that morning, everything was
- clear to her. There was something about those
- two lying in the grass, something in the way
- Marie had settled her cheek on Emil's shoulder,
- that told her everything. She wondered then
- how they could have helped loving each other;
- how she could have helped knowing that they
- must. Emil's cold, frowning face, the girl's
- content--Alexandra had felt awe of them,
- even in the first shock of her grief.
-
- The idleness of those days in bed, the relax-
- ation of body which attended them, enabled
- Alexandra to think more calmly than she had
- done since Emil's death. She and Frank, she
- told herself, were left out of that group of
- friends who had been overwhelmed by disaster.
- She must certainly see Frank Shabata. Even
- in the courtroom her heart had grieved for him.
- He was in a strange country, he had no kins-
- men or friends, and in a moment he had ruined
- his life. Being what he was, she felt, Frank
- could not have acted otherwise. She could
- understand his behavior more easily than she
- could understand Marie's. Yes, she must go to
- Lincoln to see Frank Shabata.
-
- The day after Emil's funeral, Alexandra had
- written to Carl Linstrum; a single page of note-
- paper, a bare statement of what had happened.
- She was not a woman who could write much
- about such a thing, and about her own feelings
- she could never write very freely. She knew
- that Carl was away from post-offices, prospect-
- ing somewhere in the interior. Before he started
- he had written her where he expected to go, but
- her ideas about Alaska were vague. As the
- weeks went by and she heard nothing from him,
- it seemed to Alexandra that her heart grew hard
- against Carl. She began to wonder whether she
- would not do better to finish her life alone.
- What was left of life seemed unimportant.
-
-
-
- II
-
-
- Late in the afternoon of a brilliant October
- day, Alexandra Bergson, dressed in a black suit
- and traveling-hat, alighted at the Burlington
- depot in Lincoln. She drove to the Lindell
- Hotel, where she had stayed two years ago
- when she came up for Emil's Commencement.
- In spite of her usual air of sureness and self-
- possession, Alexandra felt ill at ease in hotels,
- and she was glad, when she went to the clerk's
- desk to register, that there were not many
- people in the lobby. She had her supper early,
- wearing her hat and black jacket down to the
- dining-room and carrying her handbag. After
- supper she went out for a walk.
-
- It was growing dark when she reached
- the university campus. She did not go into the
- grounds, but walked slowly up and down the
- stone walk outside the long iron fence, looking
- through at the young men who were running
- from one building to another, at the lights shin-
- ing from the armory and the library. A squad
- of cadets were going through their drill behind
- the armory, and the commands of their young
- officer rang out at regular intervals, so sharp
- and quick that Alexandra could not understand
- them. Two stalwart girls came down the library
- steps and out through one of the iron gates. As
- they passed her, Alexandra was pleased to hear
- them speaking Bohemian to each other. Every
- few moments a boy would come running down
- the flagged walk and dash out into the street as
- if he were rushing to announce some wonder to
- the world. Alexandra felt a great tenderness for
- them all. She wished one of them would stop
- and speak to her. She wished she could ask
- them whether they had known Emil.
-
- As she lingered by the south gate she actually
- did encounter one of the boys. He had on his
- drill cap and was swinging his books at the
- end of a long strap. It was dark by this time;
- he did not see her and ran against her. He
- snatched off his cap and stood bareheaded and
- panting. "I'm awfully sorry," he said in a
- bright, clear voice, with a rising inflection, as if
- he expected her to say something.
-
- "Oh, it was my fault!" said Alexandra eagerly.
- "Are you an old student here, may I ask?"
-
- "No, ma'am. I'm a Freshie, just off the
- farm. Cherry County. Were you hunting
- somebody?"
-
- "No, thank you. That is--" Alexandra
- wanted to detain him. "That is, I would like to
- find some of my brother's friends. He gradu-
- ated two years ago."
-
- "Then you'd have to try the Seniors,
- wouldn't you? Let's see; I don't know any of
- them yet, but there'll be sure to be some of
- them around the library. That red building,
- right there," he pointed.
-
- "Thank you, I'll try there," said Alexandra
- lingeringly.
-
- "Oh, that's all right! Good-night." The lad
- clapped his cap on his head and ran straight
- down Eleventh Street. Alexandra looked after
- him wistfully.
-
- She walked back to her hotel unreasonably
- comforted. "What a nice voice that boy had,
- and how polite he was. I know Emil was always
- like that to women." And again, after she had
- undressed and was standing in her nightgown,
- brushing her long, heavy hair by the electric
- light, she remembered him and said to herself,
- "I don't think I ever heard a nicer voice than
- that boy had. I hope he will get on well here.
- Cherry County; that's where the hay is so fine,
- and the coyotes can scratch down to water."
-
- At nine o'clock the next morning Alexandra
- presented herself at the warden's office in the
- State Penitentiary. The warden was a Ger-
- man, a ruddy, cheerful-looking man who had
- formerly been a harness-maker. Alexandra had
- a letter to him from the German banker in
- Hanover. As he glanced at the letter, Mr.
- Schwartz put away his pipe.
-
- "That big Bohemian, is it? Sure, he's
- gettin' along fine," said Mr. Schwartz cheer-
- fully.
-
- "I am glad to hear that. I was afraid he
- might be quarrelsome and get himself into more
- trouble. Mr. Schwartz, if you have time, I
- would like to tell you a little about Frank
- Shabata, and why I am interested in him."
-
- The warden listened genially while she told
- him briefly something of Frank's history and
- character, but he did not seem to find anything
- unusual in her account.
-
- "Sure, I'll keep an eye on him. We'll take
- care of him all right," he said, rising. "You can
- talk to him here, while I go to see to things in
- the kitchen. I'll have him sent in. He ought
- to be done washing out his cell by this time. We
- have to keep 'em clean, you know."
-
- The warden paused at the door, speaking
- back over his shoulder to a pale young man in
- convicts' clothes who was seated at a desk in
- the corner, writing in a big ledger.
-
- "Bertie, when 1037 is brought in, you just
- step out and give this lady a chance to talk."
-
- The young man bowed his head and bent
- over his ledger again.
-
- When Mr. Schwartz disappeared, Alexandra
- thrust her black-edged handkerchief nervously
- into her handbag. Coming out on the street-
- car she had not had the least dread of meeting
- Frank. But since she had been here the sounds
- and smells in the corridor, the look of the men
- in convicts' clothes who passed the glass door of
- the warden's office, affected her unpleasantly.
-
- The warden's clock ticked, the young con-
- vict's pen scratched busily in the big book, and
- his sharp shoulders were shaken every few
- seconds by a loose cough which he tried to
- smother. It was easy to see that he was a sick
- man. Alexandra looked at him timidly, but he
- did not once raise his eyes. He wore a white
- shirt under his striped jacket, a high collar, and
- a necktie, very carefully tied. His hands were
- thin and white and well cared for, and he had a
- seal ring on his little finger. When he heard
- steps approaching in the corridor, he rose,
- blotted his book, put his pen in the rack, and
- left the room without raising his eyes. Through
- the door he opened a guard came in, bringing
- Frank Shabata.
-
- "You the lady that wanted to talk to 1037?
- Here he is. Be on your good behavior, now. He
- can set down, lady," seeing that Alexandra
- remained standing. "Push that white button
- when you're through with him, and I'll come."
-
- The guard went out and Alexandra and
- Frank were left alone.
-
- Alexandra tried not to see his hideous
- clothes. She tried to look straight into his face,
- which she could scarcely believe was his. It
- was already bleached to a chalky gray. His lips
- were colorless, his fine teeth looked yellowish.
- He glanced at Alexandra sullenly, blinked as if
- he had come from a dark place, and one eye-
- brow twitched continually. She felt at once
- that this interview was a terrible ordeal to him.
- His shaved head, showing the conformation of
- his skull, gave him a criminal look which he had
- not had during the trial.
-
- Alexandra held out her hand. "Frank," she
- said, her eyes filling suddenly, "I hope you'll
- let me be friendly with you. I understand how
- you did it. I don't feel hard toward you. They
- were more to blame than you."
-
- Frank jerked a dirty blue handkerchief from
- his trousers pocket. He had begun to cry. He
- turned away from Alexandra. "I never did
- mean to do not'ing to dat woman," he mut-
- tered. "I never mean to do not'ing to dat boy.
- I ain't had not'ing ag'in' dat boy. I always like
- dat boy fine. An' then I find him--" He
- stopped. The feeling went out of his face and
- eyes. He dropped into a chair and sat looking
- stolidly at the floor, his hands hanging loosely
- between his knees, the handkerchief lying
- across his striped leg. He seemed to have
- stirred up in his mind a disgust that had para-
- lyzed his faculties.
-
- "I haven't come up here to blame you,
- Frank. I think they were more to blame than
- you." Alexandra, too, felt benumbed.
-
- Frank looked up suddenly and stared out of
- the office window. "I guess dat place all go to
- hell what I work so hard on," he said with a
- slow, bitter smile. "I not care a damn." He
- stopped and rubbed the palm of his hand over
- the light bristles on his head with annoyance.
- "I no can t'ink without my hair," he com-
- plained. "I forget English. We not talk here,
- except swear."
-
- Alexandra was bewildered. Frank seemed to
- have undergone a change of personality. There
- was scarcely anything by which she could
- recognize her handsome Bohemian neighbor.
- He seemed, somehow, not altogether human.
- She did not know what to say to him.
-
- "You do not feel hard to me, Frank?" she
- asked at last.
-
- Frank clenched his fist and broke out in
- excitement. "I not feel hard at no woman. I
- tell you I not that kind-a man. I never hit my
- wife. No, never I hurt her when she devil me
- something awful!" He struck his fist down on
- the warden's desk so hard that he afterward
- stroked it absently. A pale pink crept over
- his neck and face. "Two, t'ree years I know
- dat woman don' care no more 'bout me, Alex-
- andra Bergson. I know she after some other
- man. I know her, oo-oo! An' I ain't never hurt
- her. I never would-a done dat, if I ain't had
- dat gun along. I don' know what in hell make
- me take dat gun. She always say I ain't no
- man to carry gun. If she been in dat house,
- where she ought-a been-- But das a foolish
- talk."
-
- Frank rubbed his head and stopped suddenly,
- as he had stopped before. Alexandra felt that
- there was something strange in the way he
- chilled off, as if something came up in him that
- extinguished his power of feeling or thinking.
-
- "Yes, Frank," she said kindly. "I know you
- never meant to hurt Marie."
-
- Frank smiled at her queerly. His eyes filled
- slowly with tears. "You know, I most forgit
- dat woman's name. She ain't got no name for
- me no more. I never hate my wife, but dat
- woman what make me do dat-- Honest to
- God, but I hate her! I no man to fight. I don'
- want to kill no boy and no woman. I not care
- how many men she take under dat tree. I no
- care for not'ing but dat fine boy I kill, Alexan-
- dra Bergson. I guess I go crazy sure 'nough."
-
- Alexandra remembered the little yellow cane
- she had found in Frank's clothes-closet. She
- thought of how he had come to this country a
- gay young fellow, so attractive that the pretti-
- est Bohemian girl in Omaha had run away with
- him. It seemed unreasonable that life should
- have landed him in such a place as this. She
- blamed Marie bitterly. And why, with her
- happy, affectionate nature, should she have
- brought destruction and sorrow to all who had
- loved her, even to poor old Joe Tovesky, the
- uncle who used to carry her about so proudly
- when she was a little girl? That was the
- strangest thing of all. Was there, then, some-
- thing wrong in being warm-hearted and impul-
- sive like that? Alexandra hated to think so.
- But there was Emil, in the Norwegian grave-
- yard at home, and here was Frank Shabata.
- Alexandra rose and took him by the hand.
-
- "Frank Shabata, I am never going to stop
- trying until I get you pardoned. I'll never
- give the Governor any peace. I know I can get
- you out of this place."
-
- Frank looked at her distrustfully, but he
- gathered confidence from her face. "Alexan-
- dra," he said earnestly, "if I git out-a here, I
- not trouble dis country no more. I go back
- where I come from; see my mother."
-
- Alexandra tried to withdraw her hand, but
- Frank held on to it nervously. He put out his
- finger and absently touched a button on her
- black jacket. "Alexandra," he said in a low
- tone, looking steadily at the button, "you ain'
- t'ink I use dat girl awful bad before--"
-
- "No, Frank. We won't talk about that,"
- Alexandra said, pressing his hand. "I can't
- help Emil now, so I'm going to do what I can
- for you. You know I don't go away from
- home often, and I came up here on purpose to
- tell you this."
-
- The warden at the glass door looked in in-
- quiringly. Alexandra nodded, and he came in
- and touched the white button on his desk. The
- guard appeared, and with a sinking heart
- Alexandra saw Frank led away down the cor-
- ridor. After a few words with Mr. Schwartz,
- she left the prison and made her way to the
- street-car. She had refused with horror the
- warden's cordial invitation to "go through
- the institution." As the car lurched over its un-
- even roadbed, back toward Lincoln, Alexandra
- thought of how she and Frank had been
- wrecked by the same storm and of how, al-
- though she could come out into the sunlight,
- she had not much more left in her life than he.
- She remembered some lines from a poem she
- had liked in her schooldays:--
-
- Henceforth the world will only be
- A wider prison-house to me,--
-
- and sighed. A disgust of life weighed upon her
- heart; some such feeling as had twice frozen
- Frank Shabata's features while they talked
- together. She wished she were back on the
- Divide.
-
- When Alexandra entered her hotel, the clerk
- held up one finger and beckoned to her. As she
- approached his desk, he handed her a telegram.
- Alexandra took the yellow envelope and looked
- at it in perplexity, then stepped into the ele-
- vator without opening it. As she walked down
- the corridor toward her room, she reflected that
- she was, in a manner, immune from evil tid-
- ings. On reaching her room she locked the door,
- and sitting down on a chair by the dresser,
- opened the telegram. It was from Hanover,
- and it read:--
-
-
- Arrived Hanover last night. Shall wait
- here until you come. Please hurry.
- CARL LINSTRUM.
-
- Alexandra put her head down on the dresser
- and burst into tears.
-
-
-
- III
-
-
- The next afternoon Carl and Alexandra
- were walking across the fields from Mrs.
- Hiller's. Alexandra had left Lincoln after mid-
- night, and Carl had met her at the Hanover
- station early in the morning. After they
- reached home, Alexandra had gone over to
- Mrs. Hiller's to leave a little present she had
- bought for her in the city. They stayed at the
- old lady's door but a moment, and then came
- out to spend the rest of the afternoon in the
- sunny fields.
-
- Alexandra had taken off her black traveling-
- suit and put on a white dress; partly because
- she saw that her black clothes made Carl un-
- comfortable and partly because she felt op-
- pressed by them herself. They seemed a little
- like the prison where she had worn them yester-
- day, and to be out of place in the open fields.
- Carl had changed very little. His cheeks were
- browner and fuller. He looked less like a tired
- scholar than when he went away a year ago,
- but no one, even now, would have taken him
- for a man of business. His soft, lustrous black
- eyes, his whimsical smile, would be less against
- him in the Klondike than on the Divide. There
- are always dreamers on the frontier.
-
- Carl and Alexandra had been talking since
- morning. Her letter had never reached him.
- He had first learned of her misfortune from a
- San Francisco paper, four weeks old, which he
- had picked up in a saloon, and which con-
- tained a brief account of Frank Shabata's trial.
- When he put down the paper, he had already
- made up his mind that he could reach Alexandra
- as quickly as a letter could; and ever since he
- had been on the way; day and night, by the
- fastest boats and trains he could catch. His
- steamer had been held back two days by rough
- weather.
-
- As they came out of Mrs. Hiller's garden
- they took up their talk again where they had
- left it.
-
- "But could you come away like that, Carl,
- without arranging things? Could you just walk
- off and leave your business?" Alexandra asked.
-
- Carl laughed. "Prudent Alexandra! You see,
- my dear, I happen to have an honest partner.
- I trust him with everything. In fact, it's been
- his enterprise from the beginning, you know.
- I'm in it only because he took me in. I'll
- have to go back in the spring. Perhaps you
- will want to go with me then. We haven't
- turned up millions yet, but we've got a start
- that's worth following. But this winter I'd like
- to spend with you. You won't feel that we
- ought to wait longer, on Emil's account, will
- you, Alexandra?"
-
- Alexandra shook her head. "No, Carl; I
- don't feel that way about it. And surely you
- needn't mind anything Lou and Oscar say
- now. They are much angrier with me about
- Emil, now, than about you. They say it was all
- my fault. That I ruined him by sending him to
- college."
-
- "No, I don't care a button for Lou or
- Oscar. The moment I knew you were in trou-
- ble, the moment I thought you might need
- me, it all looked different. You've always
- been a triumphant kind of person." Carl
- hesitated, looking sidewise at her strong, full
- figure. "But you do need me now, Alex-
- andra?"
-
- She put her hand on his arm. "I needed you
- terribly when it happened, Carl. I cried for you
- at night. Then everything seemed to get hard
- inside of me, and I thought perhaps I should
- never care for you again. But when I got your
- telegram yesterday, then--then it was just as
- it used to be. You are all I have in the world,
- you know."
-
- Carl pressed her hand in silence. They were
- passing the Shabatas' empty house now, but
- they avoided the orchard path and took one
- that led over by the pasture pond.
-
- "Can you understand it, Carl?" Alexandra
- murmured. "I have had nobody but Ivar and
- Signa to talk to. Do talk to me. Can you un-
- derstand it? Could you have believed that
- of Marie Tovesky? I would have been cut
- to pieces, little by little, before I would have
- betrayed her trust in me!"
-
- Carl looked at the shining spot of water
- before them. "Maybe she was cut to pieces,
- too, Alexandra. I am sure she tried hard; they
- both did. That was why Emil went to Mexico,
- of course. And he was going away again, you
- tell me, though he had only been home three
- weeks. You remember that Sunday when I
- went with Emil up to the French Church fair?
- I thought that day there was some kind of feel-
- ing, something unusual, between them. I
- meant to talk to you about it. But on my way
- back I met Lou and Oscar and got so angry
- that I forgot everything else. You mustn't
- be hard on them, Alexandra. Sit down here
- by the pond a minute. I want to tell you
- something."
-
- They sat down on the grass-tufted bank and
- Carl told her how he had seen Emil and
- Marie out by the pond that morning, more than
- a year ago, and how young and charming and
- full of grace they had seemed to him. "It hap-
- pens like that in the world sometimes, Alexan-
- dra," he added earnestly. "I've seen it before.
- There are women who spread ruin around
- them through no fault of theirs, just by being
- too beautiful, too full of life and love. They
- can't help it. People come to them as people go
- to a warm fire in winter. I used to feel that in
- her when she was a little girl. Do you remem-
- ber how all the Bohemians crowded round her
- in the store that day, when she gave Emil her
- candy? You remember those yellow sparks in
- her eyes?"
-
- Alexandra sighed. "Yes. People couldn't
- help loving her. Poor Frank does, even now, I
- think; though he's got himself in such a tangle
- that for a long time his love has been bitterer
- than his hate. But if you saw there was any-
- thing wrong, you ought to have told me, Carl."
-
- Carl took her hand and smiled patiently.
- "My dear, it was something one felt in the air,
- as you feel the spring coming, or a storm in
- summer. I didn't SEE anything. Simply, when
- I was with those two young things, I felt my
- blood go quicker, I felt--how shall I say it?--
- an acceleration of life. After I got away, it
- was all too delicate, too intangible, to write
- about."
-
- Alexandra looked at him mournfully. "I
- try to be more liberal about such things than
- I used to be. I try to realize that we are not
- all made alike. Only, why couldn't it have
- been Raoul Marcel, or Jan Smirka? Why did it
- have to be my boy?"
-
- "Because he was the best there was, I sup-
- pose. They were both the best you had here."
-
- The sun was dropping low in the west when
- the two friends rose and took the path again.
- The straw-stacks were throwing long shadows,
- the owls were flying home to the prairie-dog
- town. When they came to the corner where the
- pastures joined, Alexandra's twelve young colts
- were galloping in a drove over the brow of the
- hill.
-
- "Carl," said Alexandra, "I should like to go
- up there with you in the spring. I haven't
- been on the water since we crossed the ocean,
- when I was a little girl. After we first came out
- here I used to dream sometimes about the ship-
- yard where father worked, and a little sort of
- inlet, full of masts." Alexandra paused. After
- a moment's thought she said, "But you would
- never ask me to go away for good, would you?"
-
- "Of course not, my dearest. I think I know
- how you feel about this country as well as you
- do yourself." Carl took her hand in both his
- own and pressed it tenderly.
-
- "Yes, I still feel that way, though Emil is
- gone. When I was on the train this morning,
- and we got near Hanover, I felt something like
- I did when I drove back with Emil from the
- river that time, in the dry year. I was glad to
- come back to it. I've lived here a long time.
- There is great peace here, Carl, and freedom.
- . . . I thought when I came out of that prison,
- where poor Frank is, that I should never feel
- free again. But I do, here." Alexandra took a
- deep breath and looked off into the red west.
-
- "You belong to the land," Carl murmured,
- "as you have always said. Now more than
- ever."
-
- "Yes, now more than ever. You remember
- what you once said about the graveyard, and
- the old story writing itself over? Only it is we
- who write it, with the best we have."
-
- They paused on the last ridge of the pasture,
- overlooking the house and the windmill and the
- stables that marked the site of John Bergson's
- homestead. On every side the brown waves of
- the earth rolled away to meet the sky.
-
- "Lou and Oscar can't see those things," said
- Alexandra suddenly. "Suppose I do will my
- land to their children, what difference will that
- make? The land belongs to the future, Carl;
- that's the way it seems to me. How many of the
- names on the county clerk's plat will be there
- in fifty years? I might as well try to will the
- sunset over there to my brother's children. We
- come and go, but the land is always here. And
- the people who love it and understand it are
- the people who own it--for a little while."
-
- Carl looked at her wonderingly. She was
- still gazing into the west, and in her face there
- was that exalted serenity that sometimes came
- to her at moments of deep feeling. The level
- rays of the sinking sun shone in her clear eyes.
-
- "Why are you thinking of such things now,
- Alexandra?"
-
- "I had a dream before I went to Lincoln--
- But I will tell you about that afterward, after
- we are married. It will never come true, now,
- in the way I thought it might." She took Carl's
- arm and they walked toward the gate. "How
- many times we have walked this path together,
- Carl. How many times we will walk it again!
- Does it seem to you like coming back to your
- own place? Do you feel at peace with the world
- here? I think we shall be very happy. I haven't
- any fears. I think when friends marry, they are
- safe. We don't suffer like--those young ones."
- Alexandra ended with a sigh.
-
- They had reached the gate. Before Carl
- opened it, he drew Alexandra to him and kissed
- her softly, on her lips and on her eyes.
-
- She leaned heavily on his shoulder. "I am
- tired," she murmured. "I have been very
- lonely, Carl."
-
- They went into the house together, leaving
- the Divide behind them, under the evening
- star. Fortunate country, that is one day to
- receive hearts like Alexandra's into its bosom,
- to give them out again in the yellow wheat, in
- the rustling corn, in the shining eyes of youth!
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